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The way that The Batman didn't need to be another origin story for Bruce because you can see that story reflected in Selina, this is her year 1 story. Selina is a reflection and an inversion of Bruce, they both tragically lost their parent(s) but Bruce had wealth and people to care for him (Alfred). Selina had nothing left after her mother was murdered.

When Selina finds the only other person she cared about in this film murdered in the same way, by the same person as her mother it sends her into a grief fueled rage for vengeance. And it almost kills her but it is Bruce who saves her and it is Bruce who stops her from pulling the trigger. Throughout the film, Bruce is so emotionally awkward. It is clear he doesn't know how to process his feelings about Selina from the jealousy (the funeral scene and the rooftop scene) to the awkwardness (staring into her eyes only to get scared and back off). When Selina's arc is at its climax, when her rage and panic has overtaken her Bruce is able to calm her down because he has been there before.

When Bruce says "You don't have to pay with him. You've paid enough." it is one of the most emotionally intelligent and comforting things he says throughout the entire film and it is because you can tell he has been there before. Bruce has felt the same blood-thirsty rage Selina has felt and how his quest for vengeance almost destroyed him.

And it is a turning point for both characters. When Selina stands over her father's corpse she doesn't smile or wish she had been the one to do it. She looks down at him and it is not a moment of victory or fulfillment. And Bruce, feeling so connected to someone and seeing them experience the same things he has realizes that it wasn't fear or physical strength that helped him stop Selina from pulling the trigger. It is the moment when he realizes that Batman has to change, that vengeance won't change the past and that hope is more important.

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It really sucks sometimes

Having a restrictive ed while not being skinny; I feel like I’m wasting away when in reality I’m too fat for people to give a shit

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I feel like I’m the only one who enjoys having my ed..

Not downplaying, but I’m either too deep or just crazy, I enjoy not eating and filling myself w water. I like the hunger pains because in my mind it means my stomach is concaving & I literally CAN NOT stand when my tummy is protruding, even just a little. I feel like since I’m getting older now I’m falling even more in love with it because (I heard) it’s harder to lose weight the older you get and I don’t wanna just let go of myself one day and end up a middle aged chubby mom, not that there’s anything wrong with that but that’s just not the life I want to lead. Okay, im over thinking hella, I’m only 19 lmfao, but I feel like someone out there understands what I mean lol.. I dunno. The constant discipline is good for me I think.. I just feel great. I really don’t know how to explain it.

In a way I guess I just feel like my ed is going to keep me how I want to be. I’m in my prime, I look great, I’m happy as fuck, I’m just hungry lol— and I can live with this feeling forever.