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Chelsie

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Small town girl, living in the city of Phoenix.
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I guess that’s one way of making it easier on me. Ha. Well then. K bye.

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I get pissed off over small shit, I'm a female... Deal with it? 😘

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To the boy I will one day fall in love with, Whoever you are, whether you are a 6’2 gentlemen with perfect teeth and abs to kill for, a nerd with a heart of gold, a dick who has a soft spot for a girl like me, or a lost soul with a dark heart, I just want you to know that this wasn’t easy. I want you to know that I don’t have much to offer, I don’t have some awesome, heroic story to tell, or a great body, I won’t be the one to dance on a table on the first date or jump into bed on the second. Whoever you are, I just wanted to tell you that you’re so special and strong to have passed my tests and still want to stick around. I will tell you that it will take a while for you to break down my walls, to hear my story and it will take you even longer to understand it. I cant make any promises, I don’t know who I am; I have a good idea of who I want to be, and I want to be someone who will make your bad days better, someone who you can tell all your quirky little details to. I want to hear about your favorite childhood memories, your worst memories and all your hopes and dreams. I want to memorize how you drink your coffee and what side of the bed you like to sleep on, how you fold your laundry and what kind of gum you like. I want you to understand that this wasn’t easy, I’m not easy to get alone with, I listen to music loud, sleep in the middle of the bed and read the same books over and over, until it seems as if I’ve written them. I come fully armed with what me mother and father have taught me, I respect others, I hold doors open, I open my car window when it’s snowing and give coins and juice boxes to homeless people. I trust everyone but myself. You must know that there will be days when I will not want you to see me, days when I wont want to see me, but they will pass, just as your bad days come and go. I want you to know that I come with cars full of baggage, my family will not be easy to get along with, they will judge the hell out of you, and I will be right there to defend you. I want to meet your parents, I want to help your mom with dinner, I want to see baby books and awkward middle school photos. I want you to understand why I have such issues with expressing myself; I want you to be okay with me when I over express myself. I cant promise ill always be the prettiest, or the skinniest, hell I can’t promise that I won’t slobber on your hoodie when you let me use it as a pillow or burn your coffee. I can promise that I will always try, I will always be your hand to hold. I will laugh when you fall down, or slip on ice and in a split second help you up.I will do the dishes and fold your laundry the way you like, I will hold you when you are sick and when there is vomit on your breath, I will listen, learn, cry, smile, shake and run. I will be scared of loosing you and anxious about meeting you. I am so anxious to meet you, I hope you are too.

Fredericki Kefalidis November 18th 2014 11:07 (via lostinafaroffland)