Cut3panda

Sometimes it feels like life ist just passing by in full speed without me noticing.

It feels like yesterday my semester abroad was still 7 months away and today it’s only 2. I don’t know where the past 5 months went, it almost feels like I hardly lived but yet didn’t get anything done either? I have SO much I need to get done but can’t find the motivation to do before I leave but also so much I’d still want to do and time to spend with people I’m afraid I’d regret not spending with them. I want to finally live and not be paralyzed from the pressure I put on myself while not getting anything done because of that pressure. I want to live but need to get all those „tasks“ out of the way first. If anyone has advice let me know, if not I’ll keep you updated if I manage to figure it out myself.

There’s still good people out there - today at a very busy and big public transportation station, an elderly man fell of his bike on a road. I was quite far away but immediately wanted to go towards him to help him up and within no time 4 people that were close to him ran towards him, helped him up and got him and his bike off the road safely 🥹 they made sure he was able to walk and felt okay before they left. It almost made me cry seeing there’s still several people willing to help without even thinking about it.

I Hope he‘s fine and I’m so glad so many people helped and I’m sure more would’ve helped, had it been necessary!

90% of my Tiktok Foryou page is from Taylor swift concerts these days and now all I can think about is when she’s gonna come to Germany🥹

I have a talent of romanticizing the shit out of things just to be disappointed afterwards.