you intoxicate me
I CAN’T STOP LAUGHING 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
You send me this when I can’t laugh because it’s 3am where I live
🤣🤣
I almost forgot the time difference here and there 🤣🤣🤣
4am now. I can’t sleep
Oh hell no
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Girls Like Girls (2015) Runaways (2017-2019) The Half of It (2020)
“You make me feel at ease, you make me feel so comfortable.”
— k.b. // your heart makes me feel at peace (via whendidmythoughtsgocrazy)
“Be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.”
— Max Ehrmann
she is the sun and the moon and the stars, but especially the moon, so pure, so warm to the feeling and so much comfort. she is in my ever-beating heart. she is so soft, so kind and beautiful and she takes my breath away.
I could learn a thousand ways to say I love you but it would never be enough to show you how much I really do
“I want to hug you, touch you, feel your body on mine. Want to feel your lips, our hands intertwine.”
— k.b. // all those moments i want to have with you
“Watching the night sky with you. That’s all I dream about.”
— k.b. // nothing more and nothing less (via whendidmythoughtsgocrazy)
“Slowly walking on the warm beach sand at night. Hearing the waves clash on the sand. The lights from the city glowing in the distance. While you’re walking next to me, my arm inclined in yours.”
— k.b. // beach nights with you (via whendidmythoughtsgocrazy)
E: “Let’s say you’re in a relationship with a guy”
C: “Oh wow”
How can you not love this girl 😂
Sorry Moonchild
I don’t know how to express my chaotic thoughts right now but there are really two things I understood from Lauren’s live. One, she was just selling her logical LJ1 narrative and I’m not saying her fight wasn’t real or invalidating her feelings, but she has just copied the was never real tweet at once erasing everything we’ve seen before . She spoke from her perspective but I think she forgot that everything that happened between the two of them was reciprocal, it was not only her, Camila was also. And he did it to keep Camila in the closet when she never belonged to him and less in the past was what has screwed me the most from that video. Lauren’s speech isn’t new, folks. She has always had it and her traumas did not begin in adolescence, nor with TXF, nor with 5H, nor with Camren, they began in her childhood. They started with their family and continued their education LONG BEFORE MEETING CAMILA. That I think haters have forgotten very quickly. And why involve the Latino community in all that drama? I really agree with several of my mutuals here. Lauren didn’t take Camila out of the closet but kept her there, a prisoner. She erased everything that gave us a sense of identity in a way that has always been used by the industry. I think it was @romanticentropy or @emisonme who said that the industry DOES NOT SELL REALITY but PRs and Lauren described that. I know that afterwards my inbox is going to be filled with haters again, but I don’t care. What has screwed me the most is that those fucking bastards used the last letter to kill Camren which was Lauren, who always denied Camren to make us drop like flies. If they have succeeded, I don’t know. Possibly. All I know is, unfortunately, Lauren has given rise to circus fans to use her against us because her clip talking about Camren and Camila is already circulating on their fucking accounts. I have to remind you once again that every artist needs a public backstory to “justify” their music and Lauren Jauregui’s backstory will always be Laucy, Tyren, and Deny Camren because that’s what drives the most headlines. Wait and see, folks. In fact, it already did yesterday because the global trend WAS LAUREN TALKING ABOUT CAMILA. So for me there is nothing new here. This is a bit of going back to 2016 and 2017 and it’s really funny, but I doubt the fandom will die completely if fans decide to quit. Camren has meant a lot to many fans. Many queer fans who have been represented in the relationship of the girls, in what they transmitted. If that was never real I don’t know what pussies we saw at the 2018 AMAs. If Camren wasn’t real I don’t know why Camila keeps talking about green eyes in her songs and Lauren promoting her eyes like crazy all the time after the premiere from South of the Border. If Camila was always straight, I don’t know what her phrase means “This album is not really about boys.” If Camila was always straight, I don’t know what those green eyes mean in Camila’s She Loves Control merch. I’m here to say that I really don’t understand it, I really don’t. Camila never hid her essence and for this she was repressed. Lauren freely chose to hide hers during her time before Fifth Harmony so as not to be harassed or bullied and is respectable, it was her decision to take care of herself. But this seems to have invalidated people who bravely decide never to hide and live their essences freely. I feel like Camila was always one of those people and I’m sorry, but I can’t agree with Lauren on that point. What she did I did not like and cannot support her. And I don’t, because I felt identified with what she did. I had a gay friend for a short period of time who never denied his sexuality or that he liked boys and in the camp where I met him he always showed himself free, without hiding his essence despite being harassed and bullied and it was me who always came out to defend him. Forever. Pablo always told me not to do it because he didn’t care what they said about him and that annoyed me because those idiots had no right to do him that harm when he was not doing anything wrong. Until a counselor from the camp came to talk to me and told me to try to convince my friend to hide. He convinced me to talk to Pablo to hide his essence and not be disturbed. I naively believed that I was doing something good and I told him, I tried to convince Pablo of that and he got mad at me for it. He told me that he thought that I was his friend and that I would be the only one who would not do such a thing as hide and he stopped talking to me for a while until he went to apologize and tell him that if he did not want to hide that he did not do it. That she would support him and help him fight and defend himself if he needed it. Pablo became my friend again and since then I promised myself never to interfere with anyone’s real essence. Lauren didn’t understand that when she kept Camila in the closet. What has screwed me the most about the video was not Lauren’s words per se, but the fact that she knew that we were once manipulated by management. Again. But, despite everything. I will not fall for the game. I’m not going to fall for all the haters who say we’ve lost that Lauren has killed our fandom and a thousand other shits. There was a story there folks, and we don’t know for sure if it still does, but there was something there and no one is going to convince us otherwise. Not the haters, not the industry, not even Lauren. She also knows that we don’t believe her so again, nothing new. All I know is that LJ1 is coming and the promo machine is up and running with Lauren. Soon we will see that it will have headlines (because it already has videos of fans on Youtube talking about it) so I am going to leave this long ass post here and warn anons and haters that I will keep my inbox closed after answering the group of asks that have me arrived. That’s it. Peace out.
I love this post. It is so well explained.
i’m sure lauren is aware that people wrote/drew/created stuff about not just camren but other ships as well and that doesn’t limit to 5h. People literally ship artists who are even married irl, it wasn’t right of lauren to blame her childhood trauma on camren ( i am not invalidating what she went through, it was difficult and horrible ) but i don’t think she is considerate of how camila or even her own fans would feel about this? I see people feeling disgusted and miserable for creating/acknowledging a love story that was so pure and innocent, that helped so many ( including me) to finally come out and to accept their real truth. Yes, there are people who were highly inappropriate and messy but you can’t base your conclusions just on that.
The TL of it all is also very sus to me, just when LJ1 is gonna release and literally no one is buying c’s PR she came up with this ? she has been ignoring camila’s name like a plague since the longest time and now suddenly she wants to talk about camren ? you know what lauren ‘whatever floats your boat’ and pls do not push our little gay baby into the closet again, she has been getting bolder and bolder everyday and i can’t wait for her to be comfortable and free enough to come out.
I’m glad Camren helped you with something so important my dear friend. And what you say is true, I remember reading many stories from fans thanking Camren for helping them come out, to be themselves. Not to be afraid to live as they wanted and be free and I remember the girls posting about it and supporting all of them equally. Lauren knows her fandom, buddy. She knows what we are, what we think. What we feel and what we support both, together and separately. And I have to admit, I’m mad at her for what she did to Camila, even though I understand that there are motives behind that. All Lauren did was give the circus a boost because the bastards don’t know how to sell it anymore and they knew Lauren’s words would make an impact on the fandom. In that they were successful but it is not killing us all because many of us will continue here until the end. This does not end until it ends.
Yup she did boost this circus but it is already getting so petty and weird on twitter, i’m just happy tumblr is still a safe place for cs and we can atleast come and vent here. We just wait and support all 5 of them with whatever they do