Safia Elhillo, from Home Is Not a Country; “Mama”
Ever been so sad and broken that you can’t move. So you just sit there, frozen, paralyzed by your pain and suffer. Because that’s all you can do.
"All these days have turned these months into a year. And I've been spending every second wishing I could disappear."
Mayday Parade, "I'd Rather Make Mistakes Than Nothing At All"
Ever cried in your bed curled up in a ball because you’re alive and can’t die?
Don't ask me how I am doing if you won't be there for me when I tell you that I am not okay.
-V. J. @suicideisthesolution
I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.
-V. J.
“You know things are getting bad when you spend all day in bed again and don’t want to leave your room. Your room is slowly becoming a mess. Losing interest in everything that used to make you happy, or distract you. Only eating one meal a day seems normal. Ending it all starts crossing your mind once again.”
— falling back into old habits
Now I’m empty. I have nothing to give to anyone. Except for talking about my pain. And since I realize that’s toxic, I’ve simply isolated.
