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Just Me, CryingOverObsidian

@cryingoverobsidian

Hi! Quick note about my profile picture! It's unfinished. I also put the trans flag on the side because I'm trans. Please read my pinned post. (If i dont have one just wait a bit)

Hi!

Eli, he/him

Go check out @creativeblooper and @cherrycaprisun2015 they are both awesome!!! :D

also i guess you can check out @darkhades63 and our dnd podcast

Below the cut are the tags that i use <3

I’m cryingoverobsidian on youtube and tiktok

I don't have anything else to add rn, so make sure to stay safe and healthy! Have a great day :)

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Dono: Phil, you’re losing in the Tumblr sexyman poll. How do you feel?

Phil: (overlapping) I don’t care! I have a wife! I’m happily married, to the woman I love, why the fuck would I care what people think of me online!

(beat)

Phil: Anyway. (thoughtful Phil noises)

My favorite part was Kristin writing “he´s winning my sexyman poll” in chat and Phil fistpumping when he read it and saying he´s wearing the piss shirt because Kristin said he looks good in yellow.

ok so juanaflippas room is kept the same, with the picture of her and tilin is on the wall. its clean, but untouched for the most part - her clothes, her pictures it's still there. mariana has some pictures of her and also of her and charlie. he loves his family? he has pictures of rhe daughter he misses so much? he has pictures of his husband? and them being happy? am i getting this right. is this slash srs i am reaching through the screen

charlie has a little firepit on the beach built for when he juana and mariana can all get together still. its sitting out his little island home and there's an extra chair for when tilin may rejoin. just waiting outside

Anonymous asked:

I don't go here can you please give me context for the qsmp posts I've been seeing today. philza minecraft whimpering. dominanting quackity. *eggman voice* what the FUCK are you talking about /lh /genq

Quackity tried to make a deal with Philza to get Tallulah, Phil played along for funsies and even whimpered a bit. Then, Phil did a 180° and took control of the situation and made Quackity beg. Hope it helped!

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what a beautiful day yto celebrate transgender bodies i love people!!!!!

[id: a drawing of c!quackity and c!wilbur, both sitting on their legs with their hands resting on the ground, smiling. wilbur is taller than q, and has more fat on his upper arms and stomach. he also has breasts and is wearing a bra, while quackity has a flat chest and top surgery scars. they both hand arm, leg, and stomach hair. wilbur also has stretch marks on his breasts, hips and stomach, as well as a small scar on his chest from being stabbed. end id]

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saw a tweet the other day that was like "outlawing diy hrt would kill trans people" which, yes, i agree. however it is already illegal for trans men. which is something i feel like people just ignore in discussions about diyhrt. i've also seen tweets along the lines of "it's easy to access and dose and it's not explicitly illegal so if you're concerned about us anti trans laws you're being stupid". which, the first part is completely untrue when it comes to testosterone, and the second part shows a mindblowingly uncompassionate view on anti trans legislation and is a genuinely bafflingly horrible thing to say to people who are scared for their lives and their futures

had to add these tags bc the last time i went to the doctor and tried to up my t dose so i could start stockpiling she said she couldn’t do it since my t is within normal range. sometimes stockpiling is literally not an option unless you just straight up skip doses, which is also not an option for a lot of us. i can’t even get more than a month’s supply of t at a time bc my insurance doesn’t allow it. and that insurance just got banned from covering my t as of august of this year. so like. it’s really not as simple as “just stockpile!” or “just get it from overseas!”

Pharmacy technician here and trans man.

Testosterone is a schedule III controlled substances. This is the same class as Ketamine, Codeine, and Suboxone, as well as injectable estradiol. That's one step below schedule II drugs, which only a pharmacist can dispense (Adderall, Oxycodone, Percocet ect.). Even then there are lots of restrictions on how many times a schedule to can be filled, the time between fills, and if/when it can be transferred between pharmacies.

It is reasonable for people to be scared. It is entirely unreasonable to dismiss those fear and tell people to just 'diy' or 'stockpile'

I had to dig up and reblog this post because there's one in the trans guy tags about how "the post about DIY HRT" was filled with transmisogynist notes and I wanted to verify the claim for myself and

Unless I have the bad actors blocked and thus can't see them, the notes are a repeat of:

Injectible HRT is controlled, both testosterone and estrogen. HOWEVER other forms of estrogen including DIY estrogen are not controlled, and all forms of testosterone are. This means that saying "just DIY your HRT" is ignoring the fact that any trans person who takes testosterone CANNOT DO THAT, and "just stockpile from your doctor" only works if your doctor AND your insurance AND your pharmacy are all willing to play ball.

I can, and have, stockpiled about 3.5 months worth of T gel because the laws, my doctor, my insurance, and my pharmacy were all willing to do this for me (after I fussed at them about it). However I live in a safe state that has passed laws protecting my ability to do so and I go to a gender clinic and have pretty decent insurance. Someone in a state this post was made in reaction to? Probably can't do that! Which is the point!

No where does this blame trans women for this! We know it's not y'all that took our HRT away! It's "please think of your trans brothers when having this discussion because we cannot do what you can in terms of DIY hormones without risking felony charges". Asking to be included in a conversation that inherently includes us doesn't mean you can't talk about your side of things or that you caused our problems.

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I started this during the Brazilian event and then had to leave for like a week and a half! So it’s late ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Anyway here’s Chayanne and Tallulah’s reunion with Phil! It was so sad

MCYT on Ao3 — May '23

The state of MCYT on Ao3, just for fun. Yes I do this every month, I like numbers. 

Notes:

  • Everything italicized is new, and there are two new SMPs this month! Last month's post missed the canonization of QSMP by days, and in the interim a LOT of new fics have been posted.
  • Fics are primarily in English, but now we have three exceptions with significant Spanish fics: Karmaland, Tortilla SMP, and QSMP. QSMP also includes fics in Brazilian Portugese!
  • We saw a lot more of the smaller fandoms remain static this month, and have less decreases than last month. Lots of 0-fic increases.
  • The standout of tiny fandoms was SCU, which saw a 13-fic increase, though that might be attributable to people tagging with the new fandom.
  • Witchcraft SMP was the biggest gainer in small fandoms, with a 30-fic increase, but SMPEarth saw a 26-fic increase and outsiders saw a 14-fic increase. I happen to know that the SMPEarth increase is almost entirely attributable to one person who did a monthly challenge with new fics each day.
  • QSMP gained so much (816 fics) that I hesitate to categorize it as a mid-size fandom. I am very confident that it's going to break a thousand fics and no longer be Yuletide-eligable by next month. Lifesteal also is coming up on that thousand-fic mark, and though they only saw 51 fics this month, they did see 117 last month, so who knows, maybe they'll be no longer officially a "small fandom" by next month!
  • With the major fandoms, most SMPs saw a smaller increase than previous months. 3rd Life's 581 didn't beat the previous months 671, Hermitcraft's 604 did beat the previous month's 596, but not by a lot, and DSMP continued to decline sharply with 1,243 fics in contrast to last month's 1,744.
  • With the exception of QSMP, most fandoms saw a smaller increase than previous months.
  • Detailed breakdown of increases under the cut.

Oh, I love this an inordinate amount.

This guy covers children's songs in the style of various artists, and he's incredible.

I'm weirdly emotional about it?

This is amazing!

This is the exact opposite energy of the "what happens after the camera cuts and you've destroyed you labtop for 5 seconds of entertainment"

This guy not only wrote a whole song but dressed up and FILMED it! For what! For 1 and a half seconds of MY entertainment! That must have been HOURS of shooting and editing! I'm touched, this is art

💀 stupid-f4rt-lol Follow

bowser jr and his dad and his dad’s husband eggman

🥪 probablyaprettyokblog Follow

literally

🐬 seafoam-blues

op made this post unrebloggable for some dumb reason so I stole it lol. does this count as director's commentary

at the jfk museum. this place is kind of objectively funny as hell i think

"i love your earrings" thanks! its where jfk got shot

you can . you can hit him. w? In the head.

you really do not have to be afraid to tag this post gerard way. why do you think the guy with the gerard way icon was at the jfk assassination museum in the first place