do you ever just sit around and think I’m in my twenties.
“But I’ll stare at the stars like you told me to, waiting patiently for any sign of you.”
— stargazing// 3.04am 24.1.17
When you start a new friendship / relationship w someone and you know it’s just a waiting game of how long before they realise how much of an overly sensitive, unstable piece of shit you are
mama-dot
i think we really need to add:
joorogumo
BITCH THAT FUCKING SECOND ONE
me @ myself: ok stop being irrational. stop destroying all of ur relationships and cutting people out for dumb reasons
person: *says something mildly upsetting*
me, burning all the bridges, blocking them on all social media, throwing away every single thing that reminds me of them, dramatically lip-syncing to taylor swift: ✂️✂️✂️ snip snip motherfucker ✂️✂️✂️
bpdsuperboy
me: i really care about this person and want to be able to form a healthy, lasting connection with them
the disorder: hm. unfortunate.
me: i want to be famous and have everybody know my name! i need praise and attention! i’ll have so many followers and friends!!! no one would ever abandon me
me, 10 minutes later: i’m going to isolate myself in my room for days and only communicate with my fp
me, an hour later: i want to be famous
trauma-tape
do you ever get these rushes of “hey i actually need no one but myself” and “hey actually i don’t really need that much validation” and “why the hell was i always so obsessed with proving myself” and in these moments you actually think that now you grew™ but every time you fall back again into the same behaviour as before sooner or later?
BPD is like “yasss I’m gonna go about my life with healthy habits and be a new extravagant person!!!!!!”
Something inconvient happens: “wow i should just starve myself or slice myself to pieces better yet… I CoUlD juST DIE”
Remember:
Not everyone likes to be hugged.
Not everyone is comfortable being touched.
And, they don’t have to give you a reason why.
Source: notesforselflove
Depression: I want to die
Anxiety: but what if you do die