A day in V`s life. No Cyberpunk spoilers.

v + emotional support tapeworm

Johnny Silverhand

cr. eul_keke

Cyberpunk 2077 | Johnny Silverhand + ❤️

Johnny: Yeah…I still love Rogue…

Johnny after taking over V’s body ONCE :

“ we’re in this together. ” / “ don’t have much of a choice. ”

That was the reaction

bonus bc it still lives rent free in my head:

Don’t think about Johnny blaming himself for Alt’s death, or about him pacing at the very mention of her name, even after the person he knew is long gone. 

Don’t think about the panic, the fear Johnny must have felt when he slipped from Rogue’s grasp and hit the ground below. 

Don’t think about Johnny lying half-dead on the ground, still crawling for his gun, determined to fight to the last as Adam Smasher loomed over him with a smug look and said, “I told you I’d end you some day.” 

Don’t think about Johnny feeling his life slip away piece by agonizing piece as they put him through Soulkiller. 

Don’t think about Johnny frozen in time in Mikoshi, unable to move forward, to think, to feel, just locked in stasis, only distantly aware as the world moved on without him. 

Don’t think about Johnny’s body being tossed into an unmarked grave in an oil field, left there to rot… and no one looked for him. No one visited. No one paid their respects, they just threw up their hands and left him there, forsaken, forgotten. 

Don’t think about Johnny realizing how little he really meant upon seeing that unmarked grave, about how all he could say to explain it was “I fucked up with everyone,” resigning himself to the idea that he wasn’t truly missed. 

Don’t think about Johnny telling V that they’re the only person that’s spent time with him and doesn’t hate his guts, that they’re the only one who hasn’t given up on him, and that he’s afraid of fucking that up. 

Don’t think about Johnny grappling between grasping on tight to the idea of a last hurrah… and then another… and then another, playing for time, versus the resolute determination to save V’s life, even if that means giving up his own.

And especially don’t think about how Johnny feels if V decides to take the fall for him, to gift him a brand new life by letting go of the time they have left. Don’t think about Johnny stuck in the habit of talking to V, even though they’re gone. Don’t think about his mind reaching for V’s, desperately seeking a part of him that isn’t there anymore. Don’t think about the agony of seeing V’s face in the mirror, hearing their voice when he speaks, and bearing a heart tattoo on his forearm, still professing Johnny + V to all the world. Don’t think about his determination not to waste the chance they gave him, the sacrifice V made, all for him, even if he doesn’t think he’s worthy of that gift. 

Don’t think about Johnny losing the person that started out as an enemy, as a prison, and instead became the one person to truly accept him for who he is and decide he’s worth dying for. 

Because I think about those things a lot. 

CDPR really thought we would want to fuck a c*p (derogatory) and not Johnny “Capitalism is the Harbinger of Entropy” Silverhand.

Johnny really said “I don’t want to fuck up what we have…” and you’re tellin’ me this ain’t a romance? 

“She’s gonna love it!” 

The sheer audacity of the devs to insist Johnny can’t be romanced and then have him do this

I've never touched this game, but from the moment I saw the trailer, this fella touched my heart ú- ù

Imagine V having the hots for Johnny and he doesn't notice at first, but once he does he sets it his personal goal to get V horny all the time. V gets tired after days of work on the streets? Expect Johnny waiting for them on their bed once they get home. V has to take a shower? Well Johnny is already at the door, watching and giving comments like "sure looks like you could use a little help in there." Or just him straight up saying "you know I haven't seen you masturbate even once since I got planted in your head. Don't you just want to get off already?"

Would you take a bullet for me?

More silverhand 🦾

Romantically attracted to that jacket *wiggly eyebrows*

when you're stuck inside some dumbass' brain

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