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Crissy Whiles

@crissywhiles

Cherophobiac. Coffee enthusiast. Recovering drug addict. Insomniac. Bipolar. Republican. Bibliophile. Extreme speciesism advocate. Music junkie. Aspiring novelist.
Future English literature teacher.
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You're everything you said you weren't, how sad

C.W - early morning thoughts August 14, 2016

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I don’t want another in between. Another maybe. Another “Almost.” I want a definite.

C.W - Early as fuck in the morning thoughts August 9, 2016

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reblogged
Maybe all it takes is one person to teach us how to believe again. To trust again. To smile again. To sleep in the dark again. To eat in the mornings again. Maybe with one person, our lives can start over, again.

C.W - something I just realized July 13, 2016 (via crissywhiles)

Maybe all it takes is one person to remind us what it's like to sleep in past noon and skip breakfast, again. To ignore the sunshine again. To hate all these magical again. Maybe with one person, our fantasies of real world happy endings can be destroyed, again. - C. W - something I just realized, again. August 4, 2016

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She just wanted him to want her back

C.W - small truth July 30, 2016

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I guess the saddest part is, that no one will ever know why things turn out the way they do. How one day we’re happy, life is great and we know exactly what we want to do and who we want do be but than the very next day we’re sad and nothing makes sense anymore and all of your hopes and dreams have gone out the window. Why? Maybe we’ll never know. Or maybe it’s just me.

C.W - July 30, 2016 just a thought

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Everything was supposed to be better. Everything was supposed to be happier. Everything wasn’t supposed to be like this.

C.W early morning thought July 23, 2016

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She trusted people, she believed in people. No matter the situation she had a way of always seeing the best in everybody. Through out her entire life people have taken advantage of these qualities, but if the worst thing you can say about her is that she was taken advantage of by bad people for choosing to find the good in everything than I'd suppose her worst quality is better than most people's best.

C.W - reflection July 2, 2016

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Toxicity

-C.W my one word story June 28, 2016

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Addicts. Scared. Lost. Lonely. Hopeless.

C.W - my five word story June 28, 2016

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They aren't bad people. None of them are bad people, they just need to find themselves before anyone could find each other.

- C.W and here it goes June 28, 2016

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The saddest truth is, they were all just addicts. She loved them and they loved her, but at the end of the day they were all using each other. That’s all it ever was. Addicts clinging together, holding on to the idea that love and only love could heal them, trying to love each other with out knowing how to first love themselves, chasing each other and the fantasies they had about life, while all spiraling down a black hole until the moment the each winded off and all ended up, heartbroken and alone. Maybe one day they will love themselves as much as they tried to love each other.

C.W - the fucked up square to my story June 28, 2016

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The saddest truth is that I've been awake for 3 days staring at my bedroom walls, wishing I was still living in the fantasy world I was in when we started dating. But that world has disappeared. And here I am. Alone in my room, stuck on the realization that I love you with all my heart, and I'm scared. I'm scared I don't know anything outside of loving you.

C.W Some thoughts June 17, 2016

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You're not a bad person and I am not a bad person, we're just toxic, to ourselves and each other and even though we both know it, we do nothing to stop it.

C.W - truth to my story June 17, 2016

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The love I feel for you is holding me still, us still. Time keeps passing but nothing is changing, we're standing still with no desires to move forward and become better as individuals and as a couple. It’s like we’re living in a fake world, and I think it’s time we take a step into reality.

C.W - some truth to my story June 17, 2016

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Is it wrong to find peace of mind in darkness and darkness only?

C.W short quote that will hopefully one day be published June 2, 2016

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You're nothing like the others, you are so much worse.

C.W my ten word story I'll one day feature in my novel May 14, 2016

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What we deserve most, is not each other

C.W from the story I might finish May 11, 2016

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When you have nothing but love itself, do you really need anything else? Or when you have everything else but love is that enough? Because there never seems to be a way to simply have it all.

C.W small quote from the book I really have got to finish March 31, 2016