comrade bee

@crippled-peeper / crippled-peeper.tumblr.com

white trans crippled man. I have 11 metal vertebrae (spinal fusion, disc arthroplasty) and a spinal cord injury. I own 2 cats who I love. I plant urban sunflowers.

(takes the foil from your marijuana growing tent) (folds it neatly around a filet of raw fish) (grills it)

the fact most people don’t realize cochlear implants have to be surgically implanted by removing part of your bone and putting it back and they are genuinely convinced it’s just a device you put in your ear is. baffling. alarming. kind of horrifying. I wish more people took pride in being educated about particularly risky things before thoughtlessly suggesting them to others

“just get a cochlear implant!” is akin to saying “just have a spinal fusion!” what in the goddamn fuck do you MEAN “just”?! THEY HAVE TO USE A BONE SAW ON YOU. ITS NOT HEADPHONES

Imao it’s because the external part is basically indistinguishable from a hearing aid and most people don’t think that deeply about it

stop being proud of your ignorance and your lack of perspective and educate yourself or simply shut the fuck up. nobody cares that you’re a shallow self-centered asshole. you get nothing.

my cat doesn’t comfort herself with toys or blankets . she carries around one of those little plastic condiment cups

“I’m empathic” or “I feel empathy for you” are non-actions. it’s like saying you’re itchy

I enjoy the company of people who have low empathy and skip straight to being mad with me

I hold onto things because I want the feeling they gave me to last. I can’t stop time. no amount of loving and cherishing the leftovers made them stop rotting

Saying goodbye to someone you love is the hardest part of being alive

failing at womanhood actually makes you so fucking epic and cool

like woaahh!!! you don’t like that I don’t meet your standards for gender that you made up? the invented guidelines in your head? the standards you imagined yourself and aren’t real?

… poor you? I think? Or I’m sorry that happened?

failing at womanhood actually makes you so fucking epic and cool

putting truck nuts on your wheelchair is divine masculinity

the persecution of lefthandedness is insane to think about because it was so intense for so long, in some places still is, without any clear profit motivation. sheer love of the game. as late as the 70s at least they were smacking my stepdad's hands for it with a wooden ruler at school, to this day he's in weird ambidexterity situation where he's not great with either side and notably clumsy due to poor hand-eye coordination. just wtf

a teacher did this to my left-handed twin in a school in the Deep South in 2003 and 2004

people who have never grown food for sustenance or to supplement their diet have such an extreme view of it. I guess that’s what happens when generations of people are living lives completely divorced from cultivation, harvesting, processing, slaughtering. in theory they believe it’s the easiest thing ever - that it should come naturally to every human ever born, simply because you’re a human. then you ask them if they would ever kill a chicken hypothetically, and they act like you shot their pet in front of them.

have a couple pictures of my kittens (dark one in the pocket is qwill, full name qwilleran from this series(it's awesome) grey one is qwill's sister qorra). qwill is so fluffy

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OH MY GOSH SO SO SMALL….

I love them so much. They are soooo cute 😭 I hope they have amazing lives

created fake breasts out of latex balloons and skin tone stockings and they look decently realistic. naturally I can’t stop thinking about how funny it would be to be like “okay I’m done with these” when i get tired of them and pop them with my hands

It feels like this is the biggest story to still be flying relatively under the radar in the anglophone press. If a single phonecall from a racist pig American can get hundreds of your senior engineers and their families, who are only there to oversee factory construction up to spec, rounded up and sent to the Gestapo torture dungeons then suddenly it's an open question if any Korean, Japanese (and indeed eventually potentially even European) firm will ever feel safe directly investing in the US ever again