i would be lying if i say i am not afraid to lose you again because i am. God knows how lost i would be if i lose you again, this person i am right now would be gone and be replaced by a person full of heartbreak and sadness. I don’t wanna be that person, i wanna be with you, i wanna be happy with you forever please don’t leave. i can’t lose you all over again
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To some people in New Jersey this place must seem dangerous, fun, a bad place, a ghetto place, whatever they wanna call it but to me it’s more than that. I wasn’t born in Atlantic City, I have never lived there because my parents think it’s too dangerous for me. I don’t think that, well sure it’s full of drugs and people killing each other but also there is some great things in there.
I have been wanting to live there and I must seem mad or whatever and maybe I am but I don’t care. The good things that this place has is what makes me want to live there so bad. There is great friendships, some of them aren’t good influences but others are very loyal to you, and they care about you even when they never had someone who cared about them. I see a lot of broken people here who still have a lil hope for something great to happen and change their way of living and that’s what makes this place wonderful to me.
My parents barely bring me to Atlantic City but when they do, I like to enjoy the car rides, I like looking out the window and see the people who walk around this streets in this place, scared but also ready for whatever happens. I see a lot of families who barely have anything but they still share what they do have.
This place is where all my friends live, the real ones who have been with me forever, this place is where the love of my life lives.
Like i said this place holds a lot of wonderful broken things
“It hurts, doesn’t it? Knowing that you were manipulated into losing what you gave everything for and that you only have yourself to blame. Maybe we share the memories of burning tears behind closed doors when you’re reminded that none of the comforting words from the world bring back what you wish for most.”
— tara love / just me and my naivete to blame
concept: i slowly fade out of existence. nobody misses me and it’s ok. the people i love are so happy and nothing is hard. i’m content
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