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โœจ ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’๐’Œ๐’” ๐’๐’ ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’†๐’”๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’๐’„๐’† โœจ

โฃ๏ธ ๐‘บ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’“๐’• ๐‘พ๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’ ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’”๐’‰ ๐‘น๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ - ๐‘ซ๐’‚๐’—๐’Š๐’… ๐‘ฉ๐’‚๐’„๐’‰

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ท๐’”๐’š๐’„๐’‰๐’๐’๐’๐’ˆ๐’š ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ด๐’๐’๐’†๐’š: ๐‘ณ๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’๐’๐’” ๐’๐’ ๐‘พ๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’‰, ๐‘ฎ๐’“๐’†๐’†๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐‘ฏ๐’‚๐’‘๐’‘๐’Š๐’๐’†๐’”๐’” - ๐‘ด๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’ ๐‘ฏ๐’๐’–๐’”๐’†๐’

โฃ๏ธ๐‘บ๐’†๐’„๐’“๐’†๐’•๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ด๐’Š๐’๐’๐’Š๐’๐’๐’‚๐’Š๐’“๐’† ๐‘ด๐’Š๐’๐’…: ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’”๐’•๐’†๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’๐’†๐’“ ๐‘ฎ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘พ๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’‰ - ๐‘ป. ๐‘ฏ๐’‚๐’“๐’— ๐‘ฌ๐’Œ๐’†๐’“

โฃ๏ธ๐‘น๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ ๐‘ซ๐’‚๐’…, ๐‘ท๐’๐’๐’“ ๐‘ซ๐’‚๐’… - ๐‘น๐’๐’ƒ๐’†๐’“๐’• ๐‘ฒ๐’Š๐’š๐’๐’”๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ณ๐’Š๐’•๐’•๐’๐’† ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’๐’Œ ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ช๐’๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’๐’ ๐‘บ๐’†๐’๐’”๐’† ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’—๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ: ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ถ๐’๐’๐’š ๐‘พ๐’‚๐’š ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ฎ๐’–๐’‚๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’†๐’† ๐’€๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐‘ญ๐’‚๐’Š๐’“ ๐‘บ๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘บ๐’•๐’๐’„๐’Œ ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’“๐’Œ๐’†๐’• ๐‘น๐’†๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’๐’” - ๐‘ฑ๐’๐’‰๐’ ๐‘ช. ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’ˆ๐’๐’†

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’Œ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐‘ฎ๐’“๐’๐’˜ ๐‘น๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ - ๐‘ต๐’‚๐’‘๐’๐’๐’†๐’๐’ ๐‘ฏ๐’Š๐’๐’

โฃ๏ธ๐‘จ ๐‘น๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’๐’Ž ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’Œ ๐’…๐’๐’˜๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’•๐’“๐’†๐’†๐’• : ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’„๐’๐’–๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚ ๐‘ณ๐’Š๐’‡๐’† ๐‘ช๐’š๐’„๐’๐’† ๐‘ฎ๐’–๐’Š๐’…๐’† ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ท๐’†๐’“๐’”๐’๐’๐’‚๐’ ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’—๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ - ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’“๐’•๐’๐’ ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’๐’Œ๐’Š๐’†๐’

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ผ๐’๐’”๐’„๐’“๐’Š๐’‘๐’•๐’†๐’… : ๐‘ณ๐’Š๐’‡๐’†, ๐‘ณ๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’†๐’“๐’•๐’š ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ท๐’–๐’“๐’”๐’–๐’Š๐’• ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ฌ๐’๐’•๐’“๐’†๐’‘๐’“๐’†๐’๐’†๐’–๐’“๐’”๐’‰๐’Š๐’‘ - ๐‘ด.๐‘ฑ ๐‘ซ๐’†๐‘ด๐’‚๐’“๐’„๐’

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐’•๐’๐’•๐’‚๐’ ๐’Ž๐’๐’๐’†๐’š ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’Œ๐’†๐’๐’—๐’†๐’“ - ๐‘ซ๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐‘น๐’‚๐’Ž๐’”๐’†๐’š

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’๐’Š๐’๐’๐’‚๐’Š๐’“๐’† ๐’๐’†๐’™๐’• ๐’…๐’๐’๐’“: ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘บ๐’–๐’“๐’‘๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘บ๐’†๐’„๐’“๐’†๐’•๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘จ๐’Ž๐’†๐’“๐’Š๐’„๐’‚'๐’” ๐‘พ๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’š - ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’๐’Ž๐’‚๐’” ๐‘ฑ. ๐‘บ๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’๐’†๐’š

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’“๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’†๐’” - ๐‘บ๐’†๐’•๐’‰ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ช๐’–๐’๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’† ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’‘ : ๐‘ฉ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’“๐’๐’–๐’ˆ๐’‰ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’—๐’Š๐’”๐’Š๐’ƒ๐’๐’† ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’–๐’๐’…๐’‚๐’“๐’Š๐’†๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’†๐’”๐’” - ๐‘ฌ๐’“๐’Š๐’ ๐‘ด๐’†๐’š๐’†๐’“

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘น๐’Š๐’„๐’‰๐’†๐’”๐’• ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’ ๐’Š๐’ ๐‘ฉ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’š๐’๐’๐’ - ๐‘ฎ๐’†๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’† ๐‘บ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’–๐’†๐’ ๐‘ช๐’๐’‚๐’”๐’๐’

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’•๐’†๐’๐’๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’†๐’๐’• ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’—๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’๐’“ - ๐‘ฉ๐’†๐’๐’‹๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’ ๐‘ฎ๐’“๐’‚๐’‰๐’‚๐’Ž

โฃ๏ธ๐‘น๐’‚๐’…๐’Š๐’„๐’‚๐’ ๐‘ช๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’๐’“ : ๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ฎ๐’†๐’• ๐‘พ๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’€๐’๐’– ๐‘พ๐’‚๐’๐’• ๐’ƒ๐’š ๐‘บ๐’‚๐’š๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘พ๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’€๐’๐’– ๐‘ด๐’†๐’‚๐’ - ๐‘ฒ๐’Š๐’Ž ๐‘บ๐’„๐’๐’•๐’•

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ต๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ ๐‘บ๐’‘๐’๐’Š๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ซ๐’Š๐’‡๐’‡๐’†๐’“๐’†๐’๐’„๐’† : ๐‘ต๐’†๐’ˆ๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘จ๐’” ๐‘ฐ๐’‡ ๐’€๐’๐’–'๐’“๐’† ๐‘ณ๐’Š๐’‡๐’† ๐‘ซ๐’†๐’‘๐’†๐’๐’…๐’†๐’๐’• ๐’๐’ ๐‘ฐ๐’• - ๐‘ช๐’‰๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’•๐’๐’‘๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐‘ฝ๐’๐’”๐’” & ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’‰๐’ ๐‘น๐’‚๐’›

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’‡๐’๐’–๐’†๐’๐’„๐’†: ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐’‘๐’”๐’š๐’„๐’‰๐’๐’๐’๐’ˆ๐’š ๐’๐’‡ ๐’‘๐’†๐’“๐’”๐’–๐’‚๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’ - ๐‘น๐’๐’ƒ๐’†๐’“๐’• ๐‘ช๐’Š๐’‚๐’๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’Š

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘จ๐’๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’„๐’Œ ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ต๐’‚๐’—๐’‚๐’ ๐‘น๐’‚๐’—๐’Š๐’Œ๐’‚๐’๐’• : ๐‘จ ๐‘ฎ๐’–๐’Š๐’…๐’† ๐’•๐’ ๐‘พ๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’‰ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐‘ฏ๐’‚๐’‘๐’‘๐’Š๐’๐’†๐’”๐’” - ๐‘ฌ๐’“๐’Š๐’„ ๐‘ฑ๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’†๐’๐’”๐’๐’

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘พ๐’‚๐’š ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘บ๐’–๐’‘๐’†๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’“ ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’ - ๐‘ซ๐’‚๐’—๐’Š๐’… ๐‘ซ๐’†๐’Š๐’…๐’‚

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ด๐’Š๐’๐’๐’Š๐’๐’๐’‚๐’Š๐’“๐’† ๐‘ญ๐’‚๐’”๐’•๐’๐’Š๐’๐’† : ๐‘ช๐’“๐’‚๐’„๐’Œ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ช๐’๐’…๐’† ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐‘พ๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’‰ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐‘ณ๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐‘น๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐‘จ ๐‘ณ๐’Š๐’‡๐’†๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’† - ๐‘ด.๐‘ฑ. ๐‘ซ๐’†๐‘ด๐’‚๐’“๐’„๐’

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ซ๐’†๐’‡๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ซ๐’†๐’„๐’‚๐’…๐’† : ๐‘พ๐’‰๐’š ๐’š๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐‘ป๐’˜๐’†๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’†๐’” ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’•๐’•๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’Œ๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ด๐’๐’”๐’• ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Ž ๐‘ต๐’๐’˜ -๐‘ด๐’†๐’ˆ ๐‘ฑ๐’‚๐’š

โฃ๏ธ ๐‘ด๐‘ถ๐‘ต๐‘ฌ๐’€ ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’”๐’•๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘ฎ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’† : ๐Ÿ• ๐‘บ๐’Š๐’Ž๐’‘๐’๐’† ๐‘บ๐’•๐’†๐’‘๐’” ๐’•๐’ ๐‘ญ๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’๐’„๐’Š๐’‚๐’ ๐‘ญ๐’“๐’†๐’†๐’…๐’๐’Ž - ๐‘ป๐’๐’๐’š ๐‘น๐’๐’ƒ๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’๐’”

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ด๐’Š๐’๐’๐’Š๐’๐’๐’‚๐’Š๐’“๐’† ๐‘บ๐’–๐’„๐’„๐’†๐’”๐’” ๐‘ฏ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’Š๐’•๐’” - ๐‘ซ๐’†๐’‚๐’ ๐‘ฎ๐’“๐’‚๐’›๐’Š๐’๐’”๐’Š

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘น๐’–๐’๐’†๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘พ๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’‰ - ๐‘น๐’Š๐’„๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’… ๐‘ป๐’†๐’Ž๐’‘๐’๐’‚๐’“

โฃ๏ธ๐‘น๐’Š๐’„๐’‰ ๐‘ซ๐’‚๐’…'๐’” ๐‘ช๐’๐’๐’”๐’‘๐’Š๐’“๐’‚๐’„๐’š ๐’๐’‡ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘น๐’Š๐’„๐’‰: ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐Ÿ– ๐‘ต๐’†๐’˜ ๐‘น๐’–๐’๐’†๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ด๐’๐’๐’†๐’š - ๐‘น๐’๐’ƒ๐’†๐’“๐’• ๐‘ฒ๐’Š๐’š๐’๐’”๐’‚๐’Œ๐’Š

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’Š๐’๐’… ๐’€๐’๐’–๐’“ ๐‘ญ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’š ๐‘ฉ๐’‚๐’๐’Œ: ๐‘จ ๐‘พ๐’Š๐’๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ฝ๐’Š๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐‘ด๐’–๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’†๐’๐’†๐’“๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’๐’‚๐’ ๐‘พ๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’‰- ๐‘ฌ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’š ๐‘ฎ๐’“๐’Š๐’‡๐’‡๐’Š๐’•๐’‰๐’”-๐‘ฏ๐’‚๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’•๐’๐’

โฃ๏ธ๐‘ด๐’๐’๐’†๐’š. ๐‘พ๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’‰. ๐‘ณ๐’Š๐’‡๐’† ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’”๐’–๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’„๐’†: ๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐‘พ๐’†๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’š ๐‘ผ๐’”๐’† ๐‘ณ๐’Š๐’‡๐’† ๐‘ฐ๐’๐’”๐’–๐’“๐’‚๐’๐’„๐’† ๐‘จ๐’” ๐’‚ ๐‘ป๐’‚๐’™-๐‘ญ๐’“๐’†๐’† ๐‘ท๐’†๐’“๐’”๐’๐’๐’‚๐’ ๐‘ฉ๐’‚๐’๐’Œ ๐’•๐’ ๐‘บ๐’–๐’‘๐’†๐’“๐’„๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’ˆ๐’† ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’†๐’Š๐’“ ๐‘บ๐’‚๐’—๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’”-๐‘ฑ๐’‚๐’Œ๐’† ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’๐’Ž๐’‘๐’”๐’๐’

it girl youtube channels ๐ŸŽ€

becca watson - productive vlogs, tips

daiz - productive vlogs

dear peachie - makeup, beauty

feminine renaissance - femininity, tips

free์ง€์•„ - beauty, motivation, vlogs

giorgina juanita - hauls, beauty, vlogs

isabella grace - beauty, vlogs, routines

jasmine le - beauty, tips, vlogs

lavendaire - tips, journaling, meditations

leeor alexandra - manifesting, tips, spirituality

lisa alexandra - manifesting, tips

malama life - minimalism, slow living

mikayla mags - productivity, vlogs

mira daisy - manifesting, productivity, vlogs

muchelleb - productivity, mindset, habits

nimeshaa - manifesting, productivity, self care

oanh - productivity, vlogs, health/wellness

rebecca jay - productivity vlogs, health/wellness

rowena tsai - self care, mindset, habits

sabrina lilliane - cutesy hauls, fashion, vlogs

sami clarke - lifestyle, health, vlogs, workouts

sandy diana bang - mindset, productivity, vlogs

saranghoe - productivity vlogs

simonesimmo/simonesquared/simonesquared 2.0 - mindset, manifesting, tips

tam kaur - mindset, glow up, lifestyle, habits

thewizardliz - mindset, glow up, lifestyle

Journaling Pages
  1. welcome page
  2. goals & dreams
  3. tracking progress
  4. write a poem
  5. bucket list
  6. books to read (and leave space for you to give your rating / summary of the book after you've read it)
  7. what makes you happy
  8. write about the person you love
  9. a letter to yourself in a year, 5 years, 10 years
  10. your greatest accomplishment
  11. how do you want to feel on a daily basis and how can you make that happen
  12. photo collage
  13. what are your values and why
  14. affirmations
  15. what do i need less of in my life

best workouts iโ€™ve tried ๐Ÿค

cardio:

- iโ€™ve been doing this for a while now and have not only seen a change in my body, but a change in my endurance! i used to not be able to stand cardio, now i can do this with no breaks.

abs:

- this oneโ€™s pretty well known but iโ€™ve done this one each day for just a couple days now and iโ€™ve already seen and felt a MAJOR difference. my waist looks and feels a lot tighter and i feel much more secure in the clothes i want to wear. this one can be tough because it goes for 10 straight minutes with no breaks, but you can always pause the video if you need to!

thighs:

- iโ€™ve seen notable differences with this! just doing this each day for about a week with a calorie deficit, iโ€™ve lost multiple inches off my thighs and feel much more comfortable in clothes that show my thighs! feel free to do multiple times for more burn.

booty:

- like the ab workout, you will have to pause these if you want to take a break, but both of these are awesome. i had lost a lot of weight between april 1 and now and lost a few inches off my booty, so i started doing these and i felt a difference almost immediately. i feel much more confident now! the first one is great for growing and perking up the glutes and the second is great for building muscle in your hips to round them out and keeping mobile, healthy hips!

upper body:

- iโ€™ve noticed a big difference in how i look in clothes with these. doing the first, my chest looks much perkier and even bigger than before. doing the oppserve workouts, iโ€™ve seen a huge difference in my shoulders, neck and collarbone. my collarbone is much more pronounced and my shoulders are much smaller and less rounded!

โ˜… Scripting your new life โ˜…

~ these are a few ideas for scripting your new life / making your manifestation boards ~

Financial / Business :

  • Income you want to make
  • The title you would like to acquire
  • Where are you working
  • A business you'd like to start
  • What do you wear to work

Relationships :

  • The type of lover you wish to attract
  • Types of friends you'd love to be around
  • Lessons you'd like to share with others
  • How many children do you want
  • How do you show your love to others
  • What characteristics does your ideal s/o have

Health :

  • What are your health goals in the next 6m / year
  • What is your ideal body type
  • Health habits you would like to start
  • What are you eating to stay fit
  • How does your new body feel

Personal :

  • How does your new room look
  • Books you would like to read
  • Places your new self will visit
  • A problem you would like to solve
  • How do you dress every day
  • Where do you live

hot girl workout channels ๐ŸŽ€

focuses on pilates and/or yoga

Bailey Brown

Boho Beautiful Yoga

Dansique Fitness

Fit by Lys

Gayatri Yoga

Jessica Richburg

Kaylie Daniels

Madeleine Abeid

Move with Nicole

Moving Mango Pilates

focuses on strength and weight training

Caroline Girvan

CelaMarr

Heather Robertson

Madfit

focuses on slimming bodyweight exercises

April Han

Daisy Keech

DN.Beauty Natural

Emi Wong

Eylem Abaci

Gloria Song

Home Fitness Challenge

Lena Snow

Mary Braun

Nina Dapper

Oppserve

Shirlyn Kim

Vicky Justiz

a mix

Eleni Fit

Emkfit

growwithjo

Pamela Reif

Anonymous asked:

hii! may i request ex to lovers with akaashi? but with yandere theme? idk sometimes i see him as someone who really good at manipulating people so yeah... ajsjsk im sorry if this is not make sense you can ignore this if u want. thankyou! stay safe and have a nice day!

ex to lovers โ™ ๏ธ

pairing : yandere!akaashi x reader

tw : ex to lovers , mention of break up , angst , yandere themed , toxicity , manipulation , mention of suicide , mention of gun

not proof read

you vowed that the last time would be the last. you shouldโ€™ve know better than to think like that. you were to gullible and he was to good at manipulating.

akaashi and you had met in your second year of high school. he had caught your eye immediately. he was pretty, smart, and had a silver tongue.

akaashi had saw you from across the cafeteria as you read from your book. it was a book heโ€™d read millions of times. he saw the smile sneak up on your face. he couldnโ€™t help but think about how pretty your be crying as you turned the final page.

from that moment on akaashi knew youโ€™d be his.

and you were. for two years akaashi and you had been together. you live him more than anything and akaashi loved you. you wanted to see him thrive and grow as a person, but akaashi wanted to see you broken and reliant on him.

after two years of arguing and fighting youโ€™d had enough. youโ€™d had enough of that silver tongue and pretty face you once loved. you didnโ€™t know how much longer you could take his sharp words until you broke.

you left and you promised yourself youโ€™d never go back to him. you didnโ€™t need him so matter how many times he told you you did.

months later youโ€™d gotten a call from an unknown number. you shouldโ€™ve know who it was. months of him trying to reach out to you. โ€˜iโ€™m sorryโ€™ heโ€™d claim. you knew better than to believe his sweet words.

โ€œhello?โ€ you spoke questioningly as you sat up from your bed.

โ€œy-y/n?โ€ you heard a stuttered sob. it sounded like heโ€™d been crying for hours.

โ€œakaashi.โ€ you replied, your tried as hard as you could to keep your voice even despite the longing to make sure he was okay.

โ€œi-โ€œ he cut himself off with a loud sob, โ€œb-baby please..โ€ he begged into the phone. โ€œi-i canโ€™t do this without you.โ€

you couldโ€™ve sworn you heard a gun click in the back ground. โ€œk-keiji?โ€ you questioned. your eyes widened as you stumbled around your room and pulled on some clothes.

you heard his shaky breath, โ€œi canโ€™t.โ€ he said firmly, โ€œyour- your my everything.โ€ he said hesitatingly while choking on sobs.

โ€œbaby.โ€ you said calmly into the phone, โ€œi need you to send me your address.โ€

โ€œn-no!โ€ he yelled and you flenched from the sound. your keiji never raised his voice- especially at you. โ€œyou canโ€™t. you donโ€™t love me anymore- donโ€™t need your pity.โ€

you froze, did he really think you didnโ€™t love him anymore? you loved him so much. more than he could ever imagine.

tears gathered in your eyes, โ€œno keiji.โ€ you told him and snuggled a quietly. โ€œi love you so much.โ€

akaashi heard the rattle of your car keys and a door shut, โ€œyou love me?โ€ he asked in disbelief.

โ€œi do.โ€ you promised, โ€œplease keiji, where are you?โ€

you heard a ping from your phone and you looked at it, โ€œalright bub,โ€you said and started your car. โ€œi need you to stay on the phone with me. iโ€™ll be there soon.โ€

and you were, you sped and ran as many red lights as you needed. he needed you and broken up or not youโ€™d be there.

you knocked on the front door and a drained and place looking akaashi answered. his eyes were blank and his eye bags were the deepest youโ€™d ever seen. it broke your heart to see your boy like this.

you pulled him into you and kissed him deeply. you did exactly what you vowed to never do again, but you didnโ€™t regret it.

akaashi sadistically smiled to himself, โ€˜your mine, youโ€™ve always been mine, and your forever mine.โ€™

OOO I LOVED WRITING THIS ONE !

request are open!!

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The very first part of my small bunny comic project x3 Part 2 will come out soon ^^more characters will appear as voted on my instagram also comics will be in the 4-koma format x3

Another dom!/domme! Writer lists to fulfill your needs:
Warnings: some are switches, have d*rk c*ntent, or also writes SFW.

@dainsleifs-vibrator ~ gen im + @aizawas-plug ~ bnha | aot | hq!! | bsd

@s1nful-town ~ gen im

@todorkisss ~ bnha | hq!! | aot

@bjbex ~ hq!!

@aetherkaz ~ bnha | gen im | yttd | jjk | danganronpa | mys mes | etc

@heartfelt-cries ~ hq!! | kakegurui | kny | one punch man | aot

@bummie ~ hq!! | jjk | naruto | aot

@kugutsuu ~ bnha | jjk

@redashi ~ hq!! | bnha | gen im

@lewdakuma ~ bnha

@bokutosbunny ~ hq!! | gen im

@luvkusa ~ hq!!

@sakuracoffe ~ hq!!!

@writertothemaximum ~ Enstars | hq!!

@fatui-gf ~ gen im

@tobios-housewife ~ hq!! | jjk

@enbiedom ~ hq!! | bnha | bsd | aot

@depraved-empress ~ bnha | hq!! | kuroko no basuke | jjk

@subby-boyz - bnha | hq!!

@veunso ~ om! | sk8 the infinity + @kiyozu ~ gen im

@satohrvs ~ jjk

@noritoshi-kamos-dom ~ bnha | jjk | om! | dr stone | aot

@wisterix ~ hq!!

@luci3l ~ hq!! | bnha | jjk | gen im

@tomurasdom ~ om! | bnha | hq!! | mys mes

@ephemeral-sunsets ~ hq!! | aot | jjk

@love-sickness ~ gen im | tbhk | om! | kny | ohshc

@dorimena ~ bnha

@bigfemdomenergy ~ jjk | bnha | aot | lord of heroes

@dom-yn-fics ~ hq!! | yuri on ice | fairy tail | pokemon

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Me @ them:

[Will add more if found any/rec me some]

I made it on a writer list, bitches.

Manga Recommendation: Reverse Harem

Series where the heroine is surrounded by 3 or more male characters/potential love interests:

  1. 100% Perfect Girl
  2. A Kiss to My Prince
  3. Aa Itoshi no Banchou-sama
  4. Absolute Witch
  5. Akatsuki no Yona
  6. Animal Jungle
  7. Arakure
  8. Arcana Famiglia
  9. Aruitou
  10. Barajou no Kiss
  11. Beauty Pop
  12. Black Bird
  13. Bodaiju Ryou no Aria
  14. Boku wa Kiss de Uso wo Tsuku
  15. Bokura no Himitsu o Kaihou Shiyou ka
  16. Bokura no Himitsu o Kyouyuu Shiyou ka
  17. Boy of the Female Wolf
  18. Brothers Conflict
  19. Clover no Kuni no Alice
  20. Crash!
  21. Crimson Empire
  22. Dear My Girls
  23. Diabolik Lovers
  24. Engage Knight
  25. Esoragoto Note
  26. Five
  27. Fruits Basket
  28. Full House Kiss
  29. Gakuen Ouji
  30. Gokuraku Seishun Hockey Club
  31. Hana ni Kedamono
  32. Hana Yori Dango
  33. Hanazakari no Kimitachi e
  34. Harem Lodge
  35. Harukanaru Jikuu no Naka de
  36. Heโ€™s Dedicated to Roses
  37. Heart no Kuni no Alice
  38. Hiiro Ouji
  39. Himegimi to Sanbiki no Kemono
  40. Hoshiiro no Okurimono
  41. Hot Blooded Woman
  42. Hoshiiro no Okurimono
  43. Houou Gakuen Misoragumi
  44. Junketsu + Kareshi
  45. Juuza Engi - Engetsu Sangokuden
  46. Kaguya Hime
  47. Kakumei no Hi
  48. Kamisama Hajimemashita
  49. Kamikami Kaeshi
  50. Kiniro no Corda
  51. Koyoi, Kimi to Kiss no Chigiri o
  52. Kuro Bara Alice
  53. Kyuukyoku Venus
  54. Lost in London
  55. Love Sick
  56. Magnolia
  57. Midnight Children
  58. Misupuri!
  59. Momochi-san Chi no Ayakashi Ouji
  60. NG Life
  61. Nise no Chigiri
  62. Oniichan to Issho
  63. Ookamidomo no Shitsukekata
  64. Oresama Teacher
  65. Ouji to Majou to Himegimi to
  66. Ouran High School Host Club
  67. Penguin Kakumei
  68. Reimei no Arcana
  69. S.L.H - Stray Love Hearts
  70. Saiunkoku Monogatariย 
  71. Sakura Taisen Kanadegumi
  72. Sarasah
  73. Savage Garden
  74. Saver
  75. Shiawase Kissa Sanchoume
  76. Shugo Chara!
  77. Stardust Wink
  78. Starry Sky
  79. Super Darling!
  80. The Wallflower
  81. Umi no Kishidan
  82. Uta no Prince-sama
  83. Uwasa no Midori-kun!!ย 
  84. Vampire Knight
  85. Watashi ga Motete Dousunda
  86. Yoru Cafe
  87. Yumemiru Taiyou

โ€” love, you canโ€™t run away from me forever.

PAIRING: soulmate! suna rintarou x reader

GENRE: smut, soulmate au but make it dark

WORDCOUNT: 5.5k

SUMMARY: growing up in a world filled with soulmates was magical but with news about people going crazy and killing people for their โ€œloveโ€ made suna repulsive to the idea of soulmates though when you came along, he finally understood why those people did it.ย 

WARNING: dark content, smut, noncon, manipulative tendencies, cussing/cursing, creepy! and delulu! suna, mean! reader, masturbation (male), photos and audio recording taken w/o consent, kidnapping, oral sex (fem receiving), bdsm, sadistic! suna, dom! suna, violence, abuse, blood, suna is a dick, reader who tries to fight back

AUTHORโ€™S NOTE: another one cus why not! you guys seemed to liked my first dark fic so hereโ€™s another one! <3 might be bad idk prob cus of my writing HAHAHHAย also, suna just being a creepy and psychopathic aquarius. DO NOT INTERACT/READ IF YOU ARE A MINOR OR DONโ€™T LIKE THIS TYPE OF CONTENT.ย 

REMINDER: this is not love and i do not condone this type of behavior. do not romanticize this, this is fiction and in no way am i telling people this is okay. if you donโ€™t like content like this, please click away or block the tag tw.darkcontent

Anonymous asked:

I hope this doesn't make you feel uncomfortable but Neko yandere shinsou in heat with reader? Please tell me if this request makes you uncomfortable!

Prelude - I promise Iโ€™m getting to yโ€™alls requests as fast as I can!! I am always sad tho and have to take a lot of time to go climb up the nearest mountain and contemplate life while my dog zooms after cows in the distance.ย 

Prompt - Hybrid!Shinsou. I made him a hybrid babeeyy. And also Reader doesnโ€™t know what heats are, obvs neither does Shinsou. itโ€™s a plot hole that Iโ€™d like to explain by saying that heats are a very taboo thing in this AU and no one talks about them ever and there's a lot of shame and stigma about them.ย 

Pairing - Cat Hybrid Shinsou X Reader

Warnings - okay as always NSFW. tw for noncon, dub con. Shinsou canโ€™t stop fuckin.ย 

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The house is quiet when you get home, dark. As you dump your keys on the table next to the door, you toe off your shoes, shuffling out of your jacket. You suppose Shinsou, your cat hybrid, was holed up in his room, maybe reading a book or already asleep. Usually he greets you when you get home, ushering you to the dining room so he can sit you down and place a plate of hot food in front of you.ย 

Heโ€™s sweet like that, attentive. Knowโ€™s youโ€™re exhausted from work and takes it upon himself to make the both of you dinner.