It's killing me knowing I can never measure up 💔

But it's without that scares me

It bugs me you love her still

For me?

I look to her and wonder why she's like that sometimes Seems like her mind has gone for a retreat Somewhere I'd never find Somewhere out of reach She breaks into a smile and stares at me That smile that turned my head That same smile that will break my heart Her eyes search my face I always thought they were beautiful I've wiped many tears from those eyes She gazes upon Her smile fading What are you searching for darling? For answers? For reasons?! I whisper her name And she looks away A tear builds from the corner of her eye I can't lift my hands to pull her towards me Just to hold her For reasons yet untold She takes a deep breath And sighs A heavy sad sigh The tear trail stains her cheek She's gone and come back so many times I reckon she had had enough She turns back to me Her eyes are screaming for answers But her lips are pressed shut She lifts her hand to her face and wipes her tear stained cheek And then She turns and walks away Saying nothing Was I supposed to say something? Was I supposed to reach out for her? Why didn't she say anything? I never went after her I never called I never asked about her But there I see you again Smiling...

Crushed

The single tear rolls down the bridge of your nose as the hurt sets in...

Death

Yes! I know every one will expire one day. One day their bodies will just give up on themselves. One day their will to live will no longer be alive. One day their life can be taken by someone. And though I know, in my soul, death is inevitable. The hurt will always be there. Because not one day will pass where these memories can be forsaken. Not one day won't I ask why I was not there. Not one day will go by until I find closure. And in that time, until I meet you again, I will be forever haunted.

Love

Its just so scary. It just binds you to this world. I want to leave! I want to leave all this. I want to leave you. Because I fear I'm losing me while loving you!

I love how you both are together in my head

I like it😋

Tell me where you got all that confidence from to love me 😣

Excuses

I would never tell someone I would always love them. Only if its death coming between us. But its because of some circumstance, I will never let that come between us. I will make it work. If I say I love you. I won't walk away. I won't say because I love you, I walked away. Like where is the f**king logic in that.

I love him. I truely love him. I fell so hard😔. Thing is, he never fell outta love with her😔

Ruined

Why awaken the emotion in me? 😐 Have you no courage to see it through?