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courtney.

@court-weeldreyer-blog

here lies my deepest thoughts
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I hope u find someone who knows when you’re down and kisses you extra and holds you tight until you calm down and can sleep through the night and I hope u find someone who looks at you with their eyes wide open even when you look bummy and can’t even look at yourself in the mirror and when u ask them why they’re looking at you they tell you they wouldn’t want to be looking at anything else and I hope u find someone who loves you with everything they have and that you can love them back too bc my god it’s the most amazing blessing you will ever be given in your whole entire life

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Often we fall in love with a person we think we love only to discover that, for them, we are just someone to pass time with. And all the while, the person who truly loves us either remains a stranger or a casual friend. So here’s a piece of advice: don’t settle for the person who’s only passing time. Take your time, and be sure. Your life is too precious to waste on the wrong person.
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I think the scariest thing in this world is you never know someone’s true intentions with you

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Depression isn’t always crying your mascara off in the shower and playing sad songs in bed. Sometimes it’s not wanting to talk to anyone for days and other times it’s desperately needing to be around people. Sometimes depression is having no appetite even though you haven’t eaten anything since yesterday and sometimes it’s eating everything you have in the fridge. Depression isn’t your boyfriend holding you and telling you that it’s going to be okay. It’s sitting across the table, not eating, having him ask you what’s wrong and knowing that you’re ruining his night because you can’t seem to snap out of it and just be happy. It’s the frustrating feeling of desperately wanting to enjoy something and just fucking be normal for once. It’s keeping things a secret from the people you love because you don’t want them to look at you like you’re broken. No, depression isn’t beautiful black and white images. Depression is lonely and frustrating and mostly just fucking exhausting.

Midnight thoughts (Depression isn’t trendy)