There does not exist a day that you are absent from my heart and my thoughts
My love persists in the light of the moons blind eye and in the every whisper of the wind
I see you in all things
Good and bad
I am both filled with a sense of excitement and joy when I feel you even in the mundane,
then a painful wrenching in my heart each time I am reminded of what I lost
I feel this dread, this wretched bleakness breaking through me
My grief rots in the marrow of my bones
A yearning caused only by my perpetual homesickness
This grows every moment I am away from you
I will always love you more than anything.
Happy birthday




