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@copfocska

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nem tudom hogyan jutottunk el a “csak miattad bemegyek”-től a 12 órán keresztül nem válaszolok nekedig, de őszintén remélem, hogy megoldható, bármi is legyen a probléma.

“I feel very small. I don't understand. I have so much courage, fire, energy, for many things, yet I get so hurt, so wounded by small things.”

Anaïs Nin, from nearer the moon: the previously unpublished unexpurgated diary,1937-1939

i love you but i don't love you. i love you forever, you still occupy space in my heart, but that doesn't mean i have to acknowledge it. (to that one person)

Caitlyn Siehl / in a dream you saw a way to survive by Clementine von Radics / @/inanotherunivrse on tumblr / pinterest / pinterest / unknown / holy ground by taylor swift / "MY NAME" (2021) / Letters of Sylvia Plath / foolish one by taylor swift

He asked me when I fell in love with him and I knew it sounded dramatic to say the moment I saw him, so I told him this story of my grandma who had Alzheimer's- she forgot her name and the words for fruit and food, she forgot her address and how to use the washroom, all her life lost to the disease. The only thing she remembered was her son's name and when that began to fade, the one thing she always remembered was that she loved him, even in illness, even in insanity. She saw this 6 foot 2 man with a scrubby beard and she didn't know him but she said she trusted him, she asked him to hold her hand when she died. When does memory end and love begin? All I know is- she loved him before she remembered him.

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire

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the show (going out to get groceries. making myself a nice dinner. showering and opening the windows. being kind to myself in everything i do) Must go on

consider the birds: a provocative guide to birds of the bible - debbie blue • i'm not that girl - wicked • the price of salt - patricia highsmith • the thrill, the fear, the hope - david gryphon • a court of fey and flowers - brennan lee mulligan, dimension 20 • one last stop - casey mcquiston • pride and prejudice - jane austen • summer dreams - henry scott tuke & had a dream about you - richard siken, collage by @/sikenarthistory • the pillowcase - annelyse gelman • miss you. would like to grab that chilled tofu we love. - gabrielle calvocoressi