the moon is pretty and so are you
i’m glad you exist
and i’m honoured to exist at the same time as you
you are a collection of stars
and i’m so happy to be a part of your galaxy
You deserve something you don’t have to question. You deserve someone who is sure of you.
r.h. Sin (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
me: [vibrating slightly because I had too much caffeine] everything in the world is my fault
You are the one I want in my bed with me at 2 am even though cuddling isn’t my favorite. You are the one I think of when I stare at the ocean or when I see posts about making out with someone. You’re the one I want to adventure with, watch the sunsets with, watch the stars and talk about space with, push against the wall. Even though I refrain from doing so, you’re the one I want to tell about my day. Even more so it is your day I want to hear about even if you think it’s boring, I want to beg you to tell me the thoughts going through your head, good and bad. I know for all the happiness you emulate there is sadness in there too. I want to know about your family dynamic and your favorite time of year and your favorite place to go when you’ve had a long day. I want to be the person you can call crying at 4 am because life doesn’t make sense, or at 2 am cause you just got home and your high as hell. I want to be the one you want to hug, hold hands with, hear the voice of. I want to be the person you turn to when your day is extremely good or just as bad. I want to be the one you think about not just when you’re bored but when you’re busy with life. I want your little heart to be so obsessed with me. But that’s just it, pity party aside, the reality of the situation is life has led me to believe that anyone worth my time would never want this; would never want me enough to want all of this with me. I do not require constant reassurance, but sometimes I need your voice in my ear telling me you want me just as bad as I want you because the scars from everyone I’ve ever loved are telling me you don’t.
I want. (via the-homie-sexual)
somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac
I may be
the heavy cloud on a blue sky
or
the soft, gentle dancing wind.
I may be
the spaces in between the stars
or
the light that resonates the moon.
I may be
the cloudless, dull sky
or
the loud roar of the ocean.
I may be
anything I want to be
but
no matter how much I try
no matter how much I want
I, definitely,
cannot be
the one you love.
Lukas W. // Not the one you love (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)
do you ever listen to a song and feel this deep inconsolable sadness that makes your chest physically ache but yet it’s the most beautiful feeling in the world
If you like or want someone..
…let them know. Leave no room for doubt or fear because that shit will tear the most self-loving and self-confident person apart. All the time they spent learning to love themselves will suddenly not matter. I don’t care if you’re a millennial that’s attached to their phone or someone that only goes and checks their notifications every few hours. If you’re telling someone you’re about them, you want to get to know them, or you like them, take the time you’re already taking to get on Twitter to respond and let them know you’re thinking of them. Nobody who’s trying to be with you wants to see you active on every form of social media but sit there wondering why you can’t text back for two days or ever. By doing so you’re just telling them they’re not worth ten seconds of your day. I don’t care if you’re official, just testing the waters, or dating around, they have feelings too. Call them before you go to bed no matter how tired you are because you live a busy life. You make time for the things you want in life, even if it means you stay up a little later or fall asleep on FaceTime. Don’t get mad when they blow up your phone, it’s not always for attention. Sometimes they just think or see something that reminds them of you. If they’re taking the time out of their lives to prioritize you, why’re you making them an option? They’re taking the risk to tell you how they feel about you, you can do the same. Even if you feel less for them than they do you, some part of you appreciates them and you should let them know. It has nothing to do with being needy or clingy and everything to do with actions speak louder than words. You can tell someone you want them all you want but the moment you start making excuses for why you couldn’t call them back or text them or acknowledge their presence, you begin laying down the foundation for their doubt and not being good enough. It’s a foundation that follows you around. Everyone wants to feel like they’re worth it. So if you don’t have good intentions, or you’re playing a game, please don’t be selfish. Let fucking go or step it the fuck up before someone else does and you lose what could be something great. And if you’re lucky enough to find someone who puts up with you giving them less than they deserve and they still try to ignore the doubt and lack of self worth that you provided for them with your actions, you’re lucky as fuck. Because that means they’re willing to put their self worth aside to provide for yours until you have enough love to share. So don’t get mad when your person does something stupid to find out if you actually want them if you’re giving them every reason to believe you don’t.
Forgiveness and new chances are real especially if they’re forgiving you for every day they silently let you make them feel less than.
So relationship or not, everyone deserves someone’s time of day. And remember just because they don’t vocalize your actions doesn’t mean that it’s not happening, growing up means self evaluations.
Sincerely someone who used to be selfish and has now seen the other side.
I’d be so fucking good to you, but you won’t give me a chance.
