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i’m 19 and i’m on fire
but when we’re dancing i’m alright
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sun + mars combination personality ☉♂

fire

sun in fire + mars in fire: altruistic, fun, just go for things, intense, energetic

sun in fire + mars in earth: works hard, ambitious, responsible, loyal, reliable

sun in fire + mars in air: enchanting, thinks before acts, sociable, active mind

sun in fire + mars in water: intense, passionate, imaginative, sweet

earth

sun in earth + mars in fire: much willpower, focused, can be workaholic, likes pleasures

sun in earth + mars in earth: centered, practical, highly connected to the senses, realistic

sun in earth + mars in air: successful, goal-oriented, willing to negotiate

sun in earth + mars in water: defensive, takes things personally, calming, can be stagnant

air

sun in air + mars in fire: wants to leave a good impression, egocentric, sympathetic, charming

sun in air + mars in earth: wise, likes concrete things, humorous

sun in air + mars air: overthinks, ponder too much, intelligent, creative

sun in air + mars water: concerned with big causes, humanitarian, sensitive

water

sun in water + mars fire: you have imagination and will, big hearts, very kind

sun in water + mars in earth: resistant, grounded, controlled, committed

sun in water + mars in air: kind personality, you care and knows how to help

sun in water + mars in water: empathetic, sensitive, kind, imaginative, passionate, sexually driven

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First day of life up until 6th grade 

Jumped all the way to Freshman year of High School

Then I cut my hair Junior year, why did I do that

Slowly it started growing back and then….

I finally felt comfortable to express myself (the picture on the left was my debut)

At this point in my transition I am 6 months into HRT

A year on HRT

Over a year and a half on hormones. My transition hasn’t been the clearest path but I am so happy that I am on it.

Update:

2 years since my coming out 

2 years on hrt

2.3 years on hrt

2 and a half years on hormones 

Its been a while since I’ve done an update so here it goes

At this point I am 3 years into my Hormone Replacement Therapy. I’m thriving. 

These pictures were taken days apart and I am 3 and a half years into my medical transition (The picture on the right was also posted by Instagram on all their major social media handles attached with an interview I did with them for International Women’s Month)

During this time I was 4 years into HRT. Clearly living for it.

I am currently 4 and a half years into HRT, 5 years into socially transitioning, 6 years into when i first came out to my community around me and I’m loving life more than I ever thought I would. 

Lil mini update!! It’s my 5 years on hormones and I think that’s quite the milestone to be proud of so here’s some pics since the last update.

Can’t wait to see how the next 5 years go!

New Update!!

Today is my 6 years on HRT! Half a dozen years seems like it went by a lot faster than i thought it would but I’m so grateful for the place that I’m in both with my appearance and my perception of myself. I feel a confidence I never thought I could achieve.

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To donate £5 to the charity supporting the male victims of domestic abuse, text the message: MKDV46 to 70070

yogaboi

At first I though this was a joke

Don’t ignore this Tumblr

Yet they still do even when it’s right in their face.

This reminds me of how a friend of mine was abused by the mother of his child. She was mentally unstable and used to berate him constantly and would smack him in the head all the time. It really pissed me off. Then one night she threw hot coffee in his face and tried to stab him with a screwdriver. The cops hauled him off to jail because she made up a sob story that painted herself as the victim.  Once he left her, he stayed with me and it was a nightmare. She stalked him and me. She would drive by my house obsessively at all hours of the day and night (her muffler made a weird sound so I know it was her). She started showing up at my job, showing up at the places I frequented around town, and filling up my voicemail with dead air. The cops were no help. One day she got bold enough to talk her way into my home by conning my elderly grandmother, whom I was taking care of, while I was out. She went in my room and went through my stuff (creepy), then found him napping on the couch and attacked him. My grandmother witnessed the whole thing. He grabbed her by the arms, forced her out the front door, and locked it. The cops were called again. They said they’d go and ‘talk’ to her.

The next day we were watching a movie and there was a knock at the door. The police had come to arrest him. She filed a complaint against him and shown off some bruises on her arms from the altercation that she swore were completely unprovoked. My grandmother saw the whole thing since she was in the living room too and testified on his behalf. He still ended up serving jail time. No one takes male domestic violence victims seriously. They only see males as perpetrators.

This is important. Just… everyone needs to see this.

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weavemama

THESE ARE ELEMENTS OF TOTALITARIANISM INCASE SOME OF Y’ALL WERE WONDERING

you know shit is bad when a HEALTH AGENCY can’t say ‘science based’……..

Can’t use “diversity” when talking about ecology or bacteria or genetic populations.

Can’t use “fetus” when talking about diseases that can harm the development in the unborn.

Can’t use “transgender” when analyzing at-risk (for violence, homelessness, drug addiction, or disease) populations of teens and adults.

Can’t use “evidence/science-based” to show how they came to certain conclusions.

The CDC isn’t alone.

HHS has also been made to remove their LGBT information page from their website, and they are gradually dropping questions about gender-identity from surveys.

The EPA hired a firm to investigate their own people to see if any of them show an anti-Trump bias.

Many agencies are no longer allowed to use the phrase “climate change” or even imply that it exists. Even as fires consume the west coast and flooding washed through our cities and towns in the south. ALL DUE TO CLIMATE CHANGE.

We are seeing the systematic destruction of our government agencies that were meant to protect and serve the people. Now, they only protect and serve Trump.