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I say “leave me alone! ”
but I actually mean
“I’m hurting
really bad
and I can’t explain, but I want you
to stay,
hold me tight
and tell me
it’ll be okay”
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When did I ruin myself? These are supposed to be the best years of my life, full of joy, dreams and fun. But no. I’m stuck in a self destructive state, I’m slowly killing myself and ruining everything. Honestly, when was i last happy? I can’t remember.