I miss you I just don't think now is the right time. I want NOW to be the right time. If there ever IS a RIGHT time, it's not now. I so wish it was. I hope you're doing what's best for you. I know I am really trying. I like to think you are too. I miss you. I hope I see you soon. And if I don't, I know it's for the best.

I'm not doing okay but I'm finally getting on the right track. I haven't been my best, but I am actually trying now. And I have to remind myself that I WANT to do my best. And I am. And I will

Don't say hi. I don't want to make a mistake

Another relationship gone, brings me here. How funny. Gosh I wish I could leave my head. It's not healthy in here. The things I think about hurt more than the action of it, at this point...

Finally

I'm finally at a point where I can be by myself and it's all okay. This isn't an outlet I'm used to, but it helps. I miss people I shouldn't miss ever but I finally don't dwell on it. Those same people go out of their way to try and ruin my life and it's so easy to bypass now. I'm ready for new life and new relationships all around.

I can't wait to have that feeling again

Hey its been a while

I should write that letter just in case