young and dumb

I hate the saying you can’t pick your family, bitch yes I can. some of the people I’m related to lost that title a long time ago

I don’t know how to cope, we lost you and never got to say goodbye. I wish I could have been there to hold your hand.

every day it’s becoming more clear to me that it has actually happened and this is now my reality

been crying so much today my eyes feel swollen shut, I need a nap.