Today I buried the hope of ever seeing you again.
- my heart is a graveyard
Your tribe will come. Your person will come. Those people will come. They will see you as you are. They will support you, respect you, value you, appreciate you. They will be there for you. They will love you as you deserve to be loved.
“Thank you lover - for your unaccountable aches / all these stripes of grief / I earned it like a chevron / how beneficial it is now to be the master of each melancholic rank -”
— D C de Oliveira | Forlornly, Paramountcy | February 24th 2023 | Friday 10.10am
my love was loyal, at the price of my sanity
- amistillhere
Ahhh yes, I can say that I am facing atleast half of the symptoms mentioned above. Specifically the last one. I've recently been thinking I'm having a "mid-life" crisis, but guess it's not anything to do with that at all.
I'm just tired of being tired all the time - I am tired of the drama, lies and manipulation that come along with fake people.
Not to be dramatic but I’m never opening up or being vulnerable again. It’s hard and I’m tired and it makes me feel like a burden I’d rather feel like shit than feel like shit and a fucking burden.
