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@collie426

I post what I believe to be true so don't get offended. Here for anyone who needs it. Spreading good vibes✌️
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I knew you’d be just like everyone else the first time you smiled at me and made my heart jump. I knew you were a wild fire and I shouldn’t get too close to you no matter how mesmerizing you are because you’ll burn and consume every good thing I have left. I knew your eyes makes the brightest star seem dull and I shouldn’t let myself get lost upon your gaze because if I do, I might never find my way back or worse I might not want to. I knew your lips are worse than any cigarette and drugs combined and if I ever let myself have a single taste it’ll be as if I sentenced my own particular demise. I knew your touch would be as delicate as cotton but it would sting and infuse toxic substance in my veins until I can no longer have the strength to push you away. I knew your voice sounds hypnotizing and I shouldn’t listen to it because if I do, I’ll believe every sugarcoated lies coming from your lips and it will crumble the walls protecting the broken pieces in my chest. I knew your “I love you” was never meant just for me. I knew it was just as empty as your heart and I knew I shouldn’t believe it no matter how much I want to because if I let myself believe, I would fall and find myself bleeding and broken on the ground again. I knew what kind of boy you are. I knew what you’d do to me. I knew how things would end if I ever begin a once upon a time delusion with you. I knew it. I knew everything. But I didn’t care about any of it. I just loved you anyway.

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Do you know how badly you’ve hurt your kids?

Probably not because it's far off the grids.

Sometimes I wonder if you even care.

Because honestly you’re never there.

I’ll never understand how you can put yourself first.

You have all your children feeling the worst.

I don’t wonder anymore what time you’ll be home.

Or whether or not when I call you’ll answer the phone.

Some days we don’t even speak.

Or even sometimes up to a week.

I try hard not to let it get to me.

Because I know you’ll never be the father I need you to be.

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She’s quiet but her beauty is loud.

She’s always day dreaming, she’s got her head in a cloud.

But what people don’t see is she’s been hurt.

Every boy she has trusted has treated her like dirt.

She tries to stay positive and not think about the pain she’s been through.

But being hurt is all she’s ever knew.

On top of that her home life is a mess.

Her parents don't care about her, they couldn’t care less.

Someday she hopes life will be easy.

But thinking about the future makes her feel uneasy.

So much could happen, so much could go wrong.

But she knows all she can do is stay strong.

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The moon loves the sun and the sun loves the moon.
Just like they are I saw something bright in you.
You set a fire in my heart that I had never felt or knew.
But now you’ve left me and there’s nothing I can do.
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Never beg for love. Never beg someone to love you back or be with you when you want to. Never beg for someone’s time, commitment, affection and attention. Never beg someone to stay with you when you need him the most. Because in the first place, if he loves you that much, he won’t leave you and let go of your hand. He will never let you beg for his presence and love because he will give it to you with open arms. Don’t beg, it’s demeaning and degrading. Remember, if you have to beg, he’s not worth it. No one is worth begging for.