Avatar

ColdPhoenix

@coldphoenix / coldphoenix.tumblr.com

-Buy me a coffee- *Commissions are open!* Semi-professional author and fanfic writer. At the moment I'm just focusing on my own scifi fantasy series Regal, available on Amazon and Waterstones. Book 2 out soon! I reblog mostly DBZ, and post my own fics/art/photos. Tags are myfics, myart and irl. My fic/art blog is @coldphoenixcreations & my Regal blog is @meitonapalace
Anonymous asked:

You still doing commissions?

Yes I am! God how long has this been here 🤣🙈 Sorry! It's been a while since I did one but yes I could! What did you have in mind?

Hey, are you feeling alright? I couldnt help but notice you've been pretty ... offline. It just felt sudden. I hope things are going ok for you :0

Avatar

I have no idea when this was asked 😂😂

But yeah I'm fine, tbh I'm not really drawing or writing for fandoms anymore because I've been focusing on Regal (book 2 due very soon btw! 😁) and I have had a *lot* going on in my personal life this year.

But... yeah, I'm doing good 😊 Thank you for asking! I hope you're doing okay as well?

Anonymous asked:

U ok?

I am, just never come on here anymore. A lot has been happening irl so I haven't really been online. Had a lot of changes and a heartbreak to deal with 😂 This is such a difficult year for anyone.

Anyway, thank you for asking! 🙏❤

Anonymous asked:

Are your commissions open?

Yes they are! You're lucky I came on here to post a thing, I never go on tumblr anymore. I hope this ask isn't too old 😅

But yeah, commissions are open, £1 per 100 words and I cap it at 2000 words, message me if you're interested 😊 Thank you!

Waiting at school this morning, it was one of the parents' birthdays that I didn't know about. My kid runs off in a sulk, he wouldn't tell me what was wrong at first but eventually he said he was sad he didn't get her a present. He wallowed for a bit while I tried to talk him down, then he said "Oh! I might have something!" So he goes into his book bag and looks carefully through his collection of leaves and chooses one to give to her.

I can't get over how kind this kid is, first for getting sad that he didn't get her anything, then giving her his own valuable things. Best kid ever ❤

Poem - Public House

Inspired by the pub where I work... this is about as personal as I can get without it being too painful. Lockdown has made me realise how attached I am to it. I am pleased with how this turned out though :)

Tfw you realise you're in love with a guy who is basically your OC and the relationship you have with him is the same one sided toxic one you wrote in your own story and omfg the OCs have come to life 😱 How can we forget about these men? We believe in them more than they believe in themselves and we're the ones that end up broken for it, jfc.

I never wanted to be Miama 😂 Even though she is a lot like me I always wanted to be Anaka. That's my whole life story... always been Miama, never been Anaka 😢

Apparently Labyrinth is getting a sequel... is it weird that I want Sarah and Jareth to get married in it? 😬 She's teenage me and when I was her age I legit would have fallen for him. 100%

A Father

Wee thing I whipped up for Father’s Day. Spot the shout outs 😆

  xxx

His is to provide for his family,

And he leaves nothing behind but them.

His legacy is the children who don’t always appreciate him,

From being too young to notice him,

To being old enough to kick and scream and disobey.

A wife who in loving and being true to him,

Will often complain that he works too much,

Or that they are too poor because he spends too many hours at home.

 Is he the modern man or a dying breed?

What is a father expected to do today?

What was his father expected to do when he was young?

Will his mother be proud of him?

Will his wife tire of him?

Will his children grow up good?

And will it be because of his presence or his absence?

 What difference is he making to the world,

As he carries the weight of it?

His is not to question, or reason why.

His is not to try to understand.

His is simply to provide and to guide, and to follow in his father’s footsteps,

If his father was a good man.

His mother will tell him if his father was a good man.

And his children will tell him if he followed.

They are his legacy, and his difference to the world,

And he will carry theirs much longer than he carries them.

From the rocking of their cradles to the rolling of his hearse,

He gives his love to roses and thorns,

And his is not to ask for anything in return.

 His is to be, and to let his legacy be, and hope that it is enough,

For things to be good and right.

Like his father made things good and right.

 He is not immortal, but he is more than simply a man.

He is a father.

Water

A/N:

Trigger warning: child death.

So I’ve wanted to write this for a while… Years ago when I was making the character of Taka I decided he had a younger sister who drowned in the palace lake when she was a child. I never did anything with that story until a year or so ago when I listened to Sinead O’Connor’s version of Scarlet Ribbons and for some reason it reminded me of the sister and a poem I read at school (can’t remember what it was called now) and I thought of this scene?? Anyway I was out in the rain the other day and I finally decided to write it. Whilst editing I checked my facts and it turns out Thoit was actually still in the Hive when Temit drowned, so this scene didn’t actually happen, but… oh well. I like the concept of it anyway.

xxx

Decided to treat myself to another cosplay. Still waiting for the earrings and shoes to arrive... and I need to buy a new wig as this one is too small 😭 But, it's not bad for a cheap cosplay

Anonymous asked:

Have you been drawing or doing Fanfics during the quarantine?

No 😭 At first I was working on Regal and that was going really well, but eventually the lockdown started making me feel foggy and now all my creativity is gone 😢 I'm working on Regal when I can but it's only tiny bits at a time. I have a fic commission I need to do but I told them it might take a while because I'm so foggy. I hate it lol 😂

Thanks for asking anyway haha, generally speaking me and my family are doing well so I can't complain. I hope you're doing okay! Xxx

i lost my grandmother today……. it’s the worst time for this because we can’t even mourn properly. my gram deserves better than this

my beautiful aunt has started a GOFUNDME for my grandmother during this difficult time. my family is in shambles. all of us still aren’t working due to the pandemic and trying to figure everything out. my grandmother was buddhist. she will be in the temple where monks chant their sutras that help transition her soul into another form (life). she’ll be cremated afterwards as she wanted but we need help funding her service and unfortunately, it will be on LIVE streaming.. no one will be able to attend to say goodbye 🥺😣😖😞😔

i know a lot of people are mourning too right now because of the pandemic. my grandmother passed from cancer in her liver, and an aortic aneurysm. i don’t want her soul to suffer into another life…. we really need help to fund her service 💔

please please please please share this and if you can, donate to help my family to give my gram gram a proper service 🙏🏽 i loved her so much and i’m going to miss her forever ❤️