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Too often I feel like I am no one to people that I wish considered me as someone special.
Nothing like good music on full volume
Reblog with your craziest/weirdest psych ward stories!
Mine is that i was doing my business in the bathroom and my roommate walked in on me Lmao
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The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...
all I’m saying is that if I got into a car accident, got murdered, got shot by lightning, got eaten by a shark, got stabbed, got poisoned, got cancer...I would simply.. not mind
I AM STRUGGLING SO BAD WHY DOES NO ONE NOTICE. I CANT COPE ANYMORE AND ITS ALWAYS DENIAL DENIAL DENIAL. THEY DONT WANT TO HEAR IT, THEY DONT CARE
IF I DIED THEY WOULD PROBABLY SAY 'I WISH I NOTICED'
BUT I TELL THEM AND I TELL THEM AND THEY DONT FUCKING CARE
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It always gets bad at night
Has anyone else had their quarantine mental breakdown yet?
Because I have.
Right fucking now
Sometimes I just wanna scream my problems to everyone. I just want them to notice, to care. But I hate that I might come off as attention-seeking but the truth is, that I do want your attention, I want you to care. But in the end, all I do is cry behind the doors I shut. Because being vulnerable can be liberating, but the fear that it goes terribly wrong and backfires on me is scarier.
Sometimes I can’t stand to look at my face in the mirror because I don’t want to have to see this girl who’s all broken and blue inside because I pity her. I am her.
I told my mom I didn’t feel like going to school today because of my mental health and she was surprisingly understanding about it. She asked me if I wanted her to sleep with me and if it as okay. Definitely a step up since a year ago, in which she would’ve just yelled at me and told me to simply “fOcuS on tHe goOD tHinGs”
Just let me die
But a tiny voice inside is begging for someone to care
I spend every day trying to get better. And yet I spend every night hoping I don’t wake up.
~does it get better?
It’s truly exhausting wanting to get better one day and then hoping you die the next. I just need peace and it’s like my life is trying to keep me at that point of not trying to get better but not wanting to get worse and it’s tiring bc I’m not happy either way.
My friend shut me out again and of course I want to die now. It just sucks how one day you’re best friends and the next it’s like she doesn’t even know you. And she’s pretty much my only friend. So I have no one and I hate myself and I hate her and I hate life and I just want it all to end.