Stargazing
It looks like we’re done, though my heart isn’t proud. It’s broken. You permeate the music I listen to, the memories on my shelf and the books I read. I hurt and it’s because no matter what I do, you’re in someone else’s arms. I never got to drop you off, never got to see a movie with you or pick your laundry off the floor. I never got to really love you. Past the honeymoon new dating phase like comets blaring in the sky, past the rainy days with spats and mean looks. I never got to see years come and go and dammit if I’m not crying right now... It hurts. I miss you and I’m so sorry. I write this because you’ll never see it. You haven’t been on this site for years, and neither have I. Life happened and it saw us grow apart. My Rabbit, my Starshine, I’ll miss you every. Single. Day. In every smile and song, in every sunset and sad song. I’ll miss you and I’ll wait eagerly for the next life when we can take that walk in the park that never happened.
