‫أنا أعمق من تلك الصورة التي في مخيلتك لي , أكثر قوة من هذا الذي تراه يكتب حزنًا , أشد لامُبالآة من هذا الذي يُعاني من القلق والخوف دائمًا , وأكثرهم إنسحابًا في حين أنك تظن بأني لن أتجاوزك , أنا شخصٌ آخر لم تتمكن الأيام من شرحي لك , ولن تستوعبني ظنونك أبدًا..‬

Nastassja Kinski reading, 1984

Lets talk about how hard it is to open up to someone about being sad for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to explain that you have this heavy feeling in your chest for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand why you’re having a panic attack while just taking a walk back home. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand your own self and how scary it is to feel like the whole world is falling on your shoulders and you have no idea why.

I wonder why

— 17-11-18

Fuck what you told me if you showed me different

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