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Hi I’m Chloe. I’m 16. I’m also a little shy and kind of a goofball I’m also bisexual

Why

Why is it so fucking hard for someone to love me back. I know I say this and people say “Chloe people love you.” And yeah I know this I know my family loves me and my friends do but no one loves me as more then that no one ever has and its because I’m hard to love. I know I am. I’ve always been. Shit one side of my family barely know me and they honestly done give a shit that they know much about me as long as I fake a smile and act how they want me to it’s fine right? Yeah it is. It’s honestly bullshit. I just want someone to let me know why I’m so fucking hard to love. Like will someone just tell me why...

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For homosexuals struggling with religion: some bible verses I live by

*PLEASE READ THROUGH FULLY BEFORE JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS*

“Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of god? Do not be decieved: neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes nor homosexual offenders nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God. And that is what some of you were. But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God”

-1 Corinthians 6:9-11

For more verses or to talk more about anything on the topic of religion please message me. I study this stuff a lot and am someone to talk to. I do not judge and give honest answers.

Why Complicate Life?

1. Missing somebody – Call.

2. Wanna meet up – Invite.

3. Wanna be understood – Explain.

4. Have questions – Ask.

5. Don’t like something - Speak up.

6. Like something – Share it.

7. Want something - Ask for it.

8. Love someone – Tell them.

We only have one life. Keep it simple.

The nice guy never really wins.

Life’s shit. People suck. People leave. Life’s like this if it wasn’t it wouldn’t be life. I say as I hold back tears. It’s 5:23 A.M. I’m not asleep because I’m over thing and over analyzing everyone and everything people have hurt me and have hurt people I care about. The nice guy never wins. I don’t care what people say. The nice guy gets hurt the most. The nice guy falls to hard and too quick. The nice guy gets left behind. The nice guy never actually wins. You might get your special girl or guy but they will end up hurting you and leaving you behind. Because that what happeneds right? That’s all I’ve been shown. I get told I’m mean or I’m heartless I was made this way I was taught that being nice was a bad thing. People rage about the monster I’ve become but they are the very thing that’s made me this way. The nice guy never really wins.

~people come and people go, people grow old and wise and love with all their heart, people get ignored and hurt to a point where they don’t speak at all, no one will listen so there’s no point~

Her

I lay in bed at 2:18 am and can’t sleep because I’m think about all the things I’ve done in life and strangely my mind drifts and I think about her. I haven’t ever met someone like her. I think about her and all the things that’s happened to her in her past. I feel like shit because she’s been hurt so many times. I can’t help her. The first time I met her I gave her a part of me no one had ever seen or heard and she didn’t throw it away like another person I know who would’ve she looked at it and respected it and me. I don’t think I could’ve asked for better then her. Of course I’m talking like she’s mine but she’s not and that sucks but she seems happy with her. I just hope she doesn’t hurt her. I hope she never knows.