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@classytyphoonmentality

5'1" 104lbs
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Ana/mia things I’ve gone through

Where did this bruise come from?

I bet this doesn’t have that much calories… Oookay, nevermind.

Fasting? Done, I’m the queen of fasting, I’ve reached my higher self, solid food is no longer part of my life… Shit, dad’s home, gotta eat something.

Seeing my skin and thinking “MORBID OBESITY”

Being a big supporter on body positivity except on myself. Like, I see a curvy lady and be like “Yasss girl, you own it”, and then look at myself and mentally scold every decision I’ve made.

I don’t know wether I enjoy thinspo because I want to look like that or because I’m hella GAY.

Tumblr is a life saver during carvings.

I see girls around me have toned arms and flat tummies and thigh-gaps and just cry on the inside.

“I want miles between my thighs” became my new mantra.

I think I’m developing a kink on collarbones.

Bones, tho. BONES ARE HOT.

As a huge fan of cooking, I always cook but never eat and end up sharing everything. People think I’m so considerate and altruist while I’m like “Bitch, you wish I ate”

Blasting music in the washroom during purging because DAMN THAT BOI IS LOUD.

Toothbrushes are my new aesthetic.

Jello and peaches and warm caffeine-free tea are my to-go when my body decides not to function.

I HAVE CRIPPLING ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION :)

Parents seriously don’t realise what happens to their children, do they?

HoW dAre yoU menTIOn sUgaR on My preSEnce?!

Giving like a shit ton of advice on the internet and finish with “Anyway, stay safe lovelies” is NOT gonna save my fucking guts.

“Are you okay?” “Yeah, I’m just sleepy”

Tried to open up about my ED to the wrong people and now I swore never to bring it up again.

Anyone else is like super cold or is it just me?

Shivering Aaaahhh.

Those calorie-counting websites save your butt.

They gave me chocolates on valentines day and I almost cried out of sheer frustration.

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Recipes

*I don’t take credit for any of these, they’re all ones I found*

Some notes:

  1. Oil is not necessary. Cooking spray works just as well and saves calories.
  2. Recipes with noodles can be substituted with these and most stores sell them for less than 3 dollars.
  3. Recipes that call for sugar can be substituted for artificial ones if you’d like.
  4. These can all be modified to your liking.
  5. Green banana flour is a great substitute for white flour, it’s healthier, gluten free, and lower in calories.
  6. Great apps for recipes are SparkRecipes, Yummly, Allrecipes, and Pinterest.
  7. A list of the products I use here
Breakfast:
Lunch/Dinner:
Deserts:
Sides:
seasonings:
Other:

Sweet and sour sauce 1 2

Check this out!! 💕

Reverse Thinspo

Why is it a thing? I get that we all hate our bodies and want to be skinny because of our eating disorders, but still. There shouldn't be posts saying "look at that nasty fatty body" because honestly all sizes are beautiful and even if we can't love ourselves we should still love each other.

Master Guide

*I don’t own this at all guys, this is obviously lilredbeanpole’s, I’m just sharing it so my Cheshire Cats can learn her incredible tips :)*

LilRedBeanPole’s Master Guide V.2 Okay! So this guide is for me personally, but I wanted to share it just in case others can find it helpful. The first thing I want to say in regards to others who are following my guide, PLEASE DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH. I am not an expert, and this guide is tailored to MY needs/goals. Please don’t just follow my lead. Keep in mind I have an autoimmune disease and have tailored this to fit my particular health needs. Please alter anything you need to in order to stay safe.

☀🌞SAFE FOODS & UNSAFE FOODS:🌞☀

So, let’s tackle the hardest topic first. Food. Remember, everyone has different safe foods, and mine may be different from yours. I will say this again, tailor this guide to YOUR needs.

SAFE FOODS:

all fruit

all veggies

coconut/almond/flax milk

deli meat (chicken, turkey, or ham)

chicken breast

salmon/some white fish

almonds/walnuts

salads (look at dressings! Avoid the extra cals)

cheese (small amounts)

jerky - gf only

eggs

herbs and salt free spices

sunflower or avocado oil

dark chocolate (small amounts,)

coconut sugar (brown and white)

honey

sushi

yogurt

SAFE DRINKS:

any tea, aim for green

water!water!water!

bai5 waters

lemonades (sugar free)

occasional homemade smoothie (no added sugar or juice)

coconut/almond/flax milk

UNSAFE FOODS:

processed sugar

gluten (anything with flour/bread/grains)

regular milk

fried anything

candy bars/bags of gummies/ice cream/sweets (other than dark chocolate)

soda

limit potatoes

processed meats

red meats

anything I didn’t cook or see made

🍒🍓🍉VITAMINS & PILLS:🍉🍓🍒

I take a buttload of vitamins due to the autoimmune disease. I would talk to a doctor, or at least a pharmacist, about the best vitamins for you! Your cal amount for these will vary on brand and amount, so I won’t list how much mine have. I also buy mostly the gummy kinds. XD I actually take them that way.

b12 - 6000mcg,

vitamin c - 100mg,

prenatal - (each brand varies in vitamin makeup, and i take them even though I’m not pregnant)

magnesium - 500mg

green tea supplements

Cranberry supplements

💗💕💞SELF CARE💞💕💗

These are really important to keep on top of, your mental health will take a roll on your body unless you help take some of the stress away. Give yourself time alone, but remember to spend time with others so you dont accidentally become a hermit.

ALONE:

take a bath

shave

lotion

nailpolish

hairdye

read/write

color/art

play video games/watch tv

listen to music

clean/organize

study/learn a new hobby

do something that makes you smile

decorate/reorganize something

play with your pet

exercise

meditate

reach out to someone via text/internet/ext

make a binge box or goal board

REWARDS

if you’ve done well recently with your diet and exercise, take an hour to get a massage or a mani/pedi

if youve got good grades or learned something new, buy a new book or journal, or a cute pen

if you’re clean and tidy, buy a poster or a new decoration to display

if your doing better with an illness or personal struggle, take yourself out to a movie or go to a place you’ve wanted to visit

if you’re improving in any way on anything, put $1 in an envelope and at the end of each month use the money to get cute socks or stickers!

if youve been working more hours or going non stop, take a 30minute nap without guilt.

If you’ve survived another day, give yourself a pat on the back and tell yourself ‘I love you, and I am proud of you.’

MENTALLY :

take fifteen minutes each day to meditate

practise deep breathing to keep stress down

your mental state is reflected in your surroundings, keep them clean and nice.

if you’re depressed, talk to a friend

write in a journal/listen to music to calm down

do not beat yourself up for failures and always reward achievements

if you find yourself stuck in an obsessive loop, physically get up and change your surroundings in someway. it’ll help.

🍬🍕🍔CRAVING BUSTERS🍔🍕🍬

I have three things I make for cravings, and these are for when I’m dying to binge and neeeeed something to taste, and gum just ain’t working. The key is to make some tea at the same time, and you’re body will think you ate and your tummy will feel full.

🍬 ACV Magic

-2tbs Apple cider vinegar

- small amount of sweetener

- dash of cinnamon

- 6-8oz or hot or cold water

Tastes like apple pie, and good cold or hot!

Kills cravings and helps kill appetite

🍕 Heavy Hitter

- 2tbs peanut butter

- small blob honey

- a few nuts or cranberries

Helps kill cravings for heavier foods like pastas and pizza and baked goods, and gives a little protein/sugar boost to keep your energy up.

🍔 Carnivore

-few slices deli meat

- thin slice cheese (like paper)

- pickle spear (optional)

- small but of mustard (grey poupon is best)

Roll the meat with some mustard on it and the cheese around the pickle for a crunchy snack to curb cravings for sandwiches, burgers, steaks, ects.

❌🚫❎FASTING:❎🚫❌

DO NOT

❌ never try to drive during a fast

❌ never make fasting more important than safety

❌ don’t go over 36hrs or you risk going into starvation mode (stores fat and destroys organs)

❌ don’t over exercise when fasting, you could pass out and get hurt, keep it mild or not at all

❌ don’t fast on test days or busy work days, your performance suffers

❌ don’t feel forced to fast by anyone

❌ don’t purge if you break a fast with a binge

❌ do not deprive yourself of vitamins on a fast, even if they have calories or you have to take them with milk or a banana, don’t count it against your fast.

❌do not fast after a bad binge, this is super harmful as it cause your stomach to swell and shrink suddenly and it’s actually another form of bulimia. Fasts should be planned after a day of your normal (and healthy food only) calorie intake

TIPS

drink your tea first thing in the morning, and take vitamins early

use a water bottle that you know contains a certain number of oz (mine has 32oz) and don’t let others sip off it

use a wet erase marker on your water bottle to tally the number of refills you’ve done for water in the day

use the ACV magic for cravings

drink lots of green tea and water

take melatonin before bed so hunger doesn’t keep you awake, try not to do it every night though

start your fast 4hrs before sleep, the night automatically gives you a 8-12 hour fast. Continue to fast up till 36hrs. But at least that 12 hr minimum.

use fire teas or detox teas

🚫 (i) take laxatives (you should not)

stay busy

use the prebinge list

if i insist on eating, start with the craving busters or fruits/veggies and then tea and water

fast on days off, so you can choose how to distract yourself

set a timer on your phone or tally the hours with a pen on your arm, it helps keep you motivated

ALWAYS

drink enough water

let an ana buddy know what youre doing for safety reasons

be kind to yourself

weigh before and after a fast

drink green tea

break the fast carefully, with small portions of fruits and veggies or a broth

if doing a 36hr fast, double vitamin intake for those days (not the magnesium or cranberry though)

keep in mind that hunger pain goes away in about 7-25 seconds

remember you should be nice to yourself to keep from eating. Do not hit your stomach, cut yourself, or any other harmful thing to avoid food! Please dont do it.

🐷🐽🐖BINGING🐖🐽🐷

These are things I do to help stop or prevent, or recover from a binge.

BEFORE:

drink a glass of ice water

light a candle that is a clean or pungent scent! (Nothing that smells like food, unless that helps you?)

boil water for tea (sometimes the act of heating water tricks me into thinking I made food)

read a book/magazine (i pick new books, they draw me in so I forget how long it’s been)

drink your tea, but make a bigger cup than normal or make two, it feels like a treat

find a craft project that gets your hands dirty! If you’re covered in glue, you can’t touch food!

look at thinspo

my biggest help is to clean, start vacuuming or dusting or scoop the yard for dog crap or the cat box for poops, or wash windows or reorganize your clothes (looking at how big the clothes you wear are is also very motivating)

put on your goal pants! Everyone has a pair.

take a body check photo

write down the # of calories you’d be eating, then figure out how long you’d need to work out to burn that off. If it’ll take more than a set of jumping jack’s or crunches, don’t eat it

for every time you open the fridge or cupboard, whether you eat or not, do 25 squats or 25 push ups.

try the ACV drink or a craving buster

weigh yourself

try chewing gum

learn to knit

DURING:

if you end up binging, look down at how much you’ve already eaten, if it’s less than half the amount you grabbed then drink warm water with lemon. If it’s over half, drink cold water with lemon. (The hot will help mimic a full tummy and the cold helps your body jump start to burn more calories). Don’t drink both, you may puke. And don’t eat what’s left, duh.

go eat in front of a mirror. You’ll get like one bite further then stop, I promise.

ask yourself if you’re willing to eat the same # of calories in carrots. If not, throw the rest out. If so, go get some damn carrots and throw the other crap out.

if you’re binging because someone asked you to eat, eat some, wait a bit, then claim it made you feel sick like food poisoning. Or say you ate before and are saving the rest for later (throw out later obvs)

if it’s sweets you grabbed, ask yourself if you would eat the same # of calories in strawberries. If so, go get some fruit! If not, you should remember processed sugar gives you zits and thunder thighs. Not cute. Pizzaface and burgerbutt. Groosss.

ask yourself, if I saw someone eating this, would I think they’re a pig? If no, then you may actually be eating something good for you. If yes, put the food down, piglet. Grooss.

it’s not too late to make acv magic or tea!

weigh yourself

AFTER:

drink cold water, slowly, so you don’t puke

take a walk, even a lap or two around the yard or each room in the house!

take some magnesium to promote digestive/bowel movements (this is not a laxative, it just helps keep stuff moving)

after about 40 minutes (so you don’t puke) do 25 sit ups, 25 leg lifts per side, and 25 lunges. Then drink some water and rest 15 minutes. Then repeat, but add 30 jumping jacks. The drink water and rest. Then repeat, but add the jumping Jack’s and hold a plank for 30seconds. If up for it, repeat the cycle from the start one more time.

Do. Not. Get. Mad. At. Yourself. Depression hinders weight loss, so be gentle on yourself.

take a bath

drink tea

push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.

push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.

get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.

stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything.

buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small.

strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.

organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.

have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.

push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.

message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.

think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything.

become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.

lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.

Have a good day !

Anonymous asked:

meanspo monkey: are you a depressed boi because you’re fat? because you’ve been lazy and slacking and off the wagon? you know you can change that, right? you can be a skinny, depressed boi. make a change, see a change. can you do it? can you do something right? prove it to me.

Yeah pretty much, like I've gained weight and now I feel like absolute shit which is GREAT 😊😊

Triggering Ana Media Pt.2

Documentaries🥀

Thin Club

Starving secrets

Desperately Hungry Housewives

Pro Anorexic Community

I’m A Child Anorexic

Wasting Away

Talking To Anorexia- Louis Theroux

My Mind And Me

What’s Eating You

Help Me Help My Child

Simply Complicated- Demi Lovato

The Girl Who Never Ate

Millstone

Youtube Short Films🖤

Empty

Catalyst

Diet

Obsession

Paperweight

Am I Pretty Yet?

Pretty Strong

Eating Lunch

Ana.

Songs🥀

Pretty Hurts- Beyoncé

Don’t Let Me Get Me- Pink

Invisible- Skylar Grey

Addict with a pen- Twenty One Pilots

Movies🖤

Thinspiration

Hunger Point

Feed

My Skinny Sister

I do not promote ED’s, Stay Safe and seek recovery

rb so i can find this easier

this is part one of the “skinny girl dines out”. see more restaurants by using the links below to navigate the different sections. feel free to request a menu.

the skinny girl series by @thedaintydiarist :

  1. the skinny girl’s cravings masterlist
  2. the skinny girl dines out (part 1 / part 2)

see my complete and updated post index here.

100 Calories

you’ve probably seen the pictures of what 100 calories of certain food looks like, so i thought i’d make a post of the exact amounts - fruit, veg & nuts

F R U I T strawberries | 2 cups (10 oz) blueberries | 1 ¼ cups (6 oz) grapes | 52 grapes (9 oz) watermelon | 2 cups diced (11 oz) peaches | 2 medium (8 oz) pineapple | ¾ cup chunks (8.8 oz) banana |  3/4 large (4 oz) orange | 1 large (7.4 oz) kiwi | 2 kiwis (8 oz) apple | 1 large (7 oz) dried apple rings | 6 rings (1.4 oz) dried apricots | 6 (1.5 oz) raisins | 65 (1.2 oz) dates | medjool1 ½ prunes | 4 (1.4 oz) banana chips | ¼ cup (0.75 oz)

V E G E T A B L E S sweet potato | 1 medium (4 oz) jicama | 2 cups (8.5 oz) edamame (soy beans) | ½ cup shelled (3 oz) grape tomatoes | 33 tomatoes (20 oz) broccoli | 5 cups flowerets (12.6 oz) corn | ¾ cup kernels (4.3 oz) romaine lettuce | 1 head (22 oz) celery | 12 stalks (25 oz) baby carrots | 28 carrots (10 oz) cucumbers | 3 medium cucumbers green beans | 2 ¼ cups cooked (18 oz) asparagus | 22 spears (18 oz) avocado | ½ avocado (2.4 oz) baked potato | 1 small (3.8 oz) peppers | 4 peppers (12 oz)

N U T S almonds | 15 almonds (0.6 oz) cocoa-dusted almonds | 15 almonds (0.6 oz) cashews | 12 (0.6 oz) macadamia nuts | 5 (0.5 oz) peanuts | 17 (0.6 oz) peanut butter | 1 Tablespoon (0.6oz) pistachios | 30 (0.7 oz) walnuts | 8 halves (0.6 oz) soy nuts | ¼ cup (0.7 oz) sunflower seeds | 1/8 cup (0.6 oz)

LOVE YOUR FRUITS AND VEGGIES 💕🍌🍉🍇🍓🥒🥕

guyyyyys

Thank you!!! ♡♡♡♡♡

low calorie fast foods

i tried to make sure everything was all 300 calories or less
MsDonalds
cheeseburger - 300 calories
hamburger - 250 calories
strawberry & creme pie - 300 calories
vanilla cone - 300 calories
chocolate ice cream - 260 Calories
strawberry sundae - 250 calories
apple pie - 230 calories
chocolate chip cookie - 170 calorie
oatmeal raisin cookie - 140 calories
kiddie cone - 45 calories
fruit and yogurt parfait – 300 calories
kids fries - 110 calories
apple slices - 45 calories
small fries - 230 calories
Wendy’s
jr. cheeseburger - 230 calories
jr. hamburger- 240 calories
grilled chicken wraps - 230 calorie
plain baked potato- 270 calories, 310 with sour cream and chive
jr. fries - 230 calories
small fries - 320 calories
Taco Bell
soft taco supreme - 210 calories
grilled steak tacos - 200 calories
Cool Ranch Doritio’s Loco‘s taco supreme - 190 calories
crunchy taco supreme - 190 calories
fiery Doritos Loco‘s taco supreme - 190 calories
soft taco - 180-190 calories
crunchy taco - 170 calories
nacho cheese doritos locos taco
170 calories
cinnabon delite - 160 calories
Caramel Apple Empanada - 280 Calories
Spicy Potato Soft Taco - 230 Calories
Cheesy Roll Up - 180 Calories
Chick-Fil-A
Grilled Chicken Sandwich - 310 Calories
Chick-fil-A Nuggets - 260 Calories
Grilled Nuggets, 12-Count 210 Calories
Chick-fil-A Nuggets, 6-Count 190 Calories
Grilled Nuggets - 140 Calories
Chick-fil-A Nugget- 130 Calories
greek yogurt parfait - 210-240 calories
waffle potato fries - 280 calories
Burger King
Double Hamburger - 310 Calories
Whopper Jr Sandwich - 310 Calories
Bacon Cheeseburger - 300 Calories
Bacon Cheeseburger Deluxe - 290 Calories
Cheeseburger - 270 Calories
Hamburger - 220 Calories
Chicken Fries - 280 Calories
Kids Cheeseburger - 270 Calories
French Fries - 220 calories
Dunkin’ Donuts 🍩
Boston Kreme Donut - 300 Calories
Glazed Lemon Donut - 300 Calories
Chocolate Frosted with Sprinkles Donut - 290 Calories
Frosted with DD Sprinkles Donut - 290 calories
Marble Frosted Donut - 290 Calories
Old Fashioned Donut - 290 Calories
Strawberry Frosted with Sprinkles Donut - 290 Calories
Poppeyes
Bonafide Chicken Thigh, Spicy or Mild - 280 Calories
Bonafide Chicken Whole Wing, Spicy or Mild - 210 Calories
Bonafide Chicken Leg, Spicy or Mild - 160 Calories
Biscuit - 210 calories
Green Beans - 60-170 calories
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this is it for now ! i’ll add more to this later ♡
comment below some fast food restaurants you want me to do !

~ LOW CAL | Snack Ideas ~

Snacking is a fun habit that is hard to break, Although many people say it’s nessecary to lose weight, it isn’t the only way. How about you find healthy alternatives with less calories instead of completly avoiding snacks! Here is a list of a few low calorie snacks that you can have while watching your favourite show or enjoying time with friends! ♥

Sweets:

Frozen Yogurt Bits | 66 calories per piece

Fruity Popsicles | 25-50 calories per piece | Vegan

Lemon Quark | 90 calories

Cereal Drink | 125 calories

Mug Cake | 45 calories

Apple Blueberry Muffins | 50 calories per muffin

Oatmeal cookies | 21 calories per cookie

Cloud Cake | 300 calories for the whole cake

Berry Sorbet | 135 calories

Chia Pudding | 50 calories

Frozen Berries | <50 calories | Vegan

Fruit Salads | 50-150 calories | Vegan

Savory:

Pizza Alternatives | 100-350 calories

Pizza Muffins | 41 calories per muffin

Baby Chips | 117 calories | Vegan

Cauliflower Popcorn | 70 calories | Vegan

Miso Soup | 201 calories

Cheese Soup | 115 calories

Mini Quiche | 55 calories per piece

Taco Salad | 85 calories

Vegetable sticks with yogurt dip or Salsa | 100-200 calories

Salads | 60+ calories

I hope this list helped you find a healthy alternative for your favourite snack! If you want to add something just PM me!

Bon Appétit! ♥

Honestly, I’m at my best when my ed is at it’s worst. My room is clean, I dress nice, I wash my face more, I whiten my teeth, I wear makeup, I do my hair. For some reason the only thing that pulls my out of my depression spiral is my ed and the only thing that pulls me out of my ed is my depression. Idk if anyone else feels like that? Idk I just always feel better when I’m losing weight and excersizing and not eating. Idk maybe it’s my body thinks I’m finally being healthy? But I’m not? So… idk, it’s just really weird.

YES.

Cravings and what they mean

If you crave carbohydrates, your serotonin levels may have dropped. Eggs, cheese and pineapple are good for raising them again.

If you crave sugar, you may be dehydrated. Drink some water or green tea.

If you crave red meat, you may be deficient in iron. Eat dried fruits like figs or prunes, or beans and legumes, or take iron tablets.

If you crave dairy, your blood sugar levels may be low. Eat foods naturally high in glucose, like oranges or strawberries to raise them.

If you crave chocolate, your magnesium levels may be low. Eat brown rice, whole grain bread or spinach to raise them.

If you crave salt, your blood pressure may be low. Eat salted nuts, whole wheat pretzels, or drink salted water to raise it. If that doesn’t work, you may be dehydrated. Drink water or green tea. 

If you crave bread, your nitrogen levels may be low. Eat turkey, black beans or brown rice to raise them. 

If you crave fried foods, you may be fatigued. Eat slow energy releasing foods like bananas or whole grain bread, or take a nap. 

gUYS HHHHH LOOK AT THESE IM EATING THE YOGURT FREEZE ONES RN AND THEY’RE FILLING AND DELICIOUS STG PLS INVEST IN THESE

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