“I told you didn’t I? In this life, all the loyalty I have belongs to you” 七九 AU
Yue Qingyuan is straining with repression that's just waiting to be unleashed, but he's also held back by guilt. He doesn't want to degrade or disgrace Shen Qingqiu with his selfish desires. So I think it would take him some time to come to terms with their sexual relationship.
But having his back blown out six ways to sunday is exactly what SQQ's ass needs, so when he gets a good dicking down from YQY's impulsive side, I basically imagine him like this:
"I had a wonderful time last night. Qi-ge sent two letters this morning to apologize."
I just want to be hissed at is it too much to ask??
“Stay quiet for a while and focus on your breathing” 七九
Rereading the qijiu extras my brains half in anguish half "if one guy didn't exist their ship name would be 69"
I posted it on Pixiv for years ago, but someone who couldn’t sign up for the site ask me to upload Tumblr also. I hope you enjoy and spare me for my imperfect English, thanks.
Currently, my heart is broken. YOU KNOW WHY.
The way that QiJiu's love for each other turns out so selfless in the end...it makes me want to eat my sofa.
Look at Yue Qingyuan at the end of Scum Villain, how he sends Shen Qingqiu off without holding him back, while still offering him a home to return to:
Then look at Shen Jiu in one of the last scenes of his extra, after he's driven YQY away with harsh uncaring words:
They both believe that they are unloved by the other one. They are trapped by misunderstandings and the weight of their own self-loathing — and yet, their love endures.
In spite of their fractured relationship, in two separate timelines, we see that the other's happiness and safety is their final wish.
Even as they watch them walk away.
Even knowing they can't follow.
Commission for @koglasainok on twitter, and a huge thank you for not only letting me draw them but dealing with me crying over not drawing Xie'er pretty enough
favorite story arc in Word of Honor: Xie’er realizing he deserves better
There is no unity between father and son. When I am useful, I am your beloved son. When I am not, I’ll be kicked away, right?
I'm not quite what I'm up to here just yet, but in terms of fandoms I've descended deep into danmei hell (look at my beautiful boy!!!), but I'm also regressing back into Interview With The Vampire and am having pangs of thorki longing all over again lol
the way fandom has changed in the more than ten years I’ve been on tumblr is so disheartening like people have written literal MASTERPIECES and y’all won’t tell the authors you love them or even leave kudos. i read my favorite fics and there are entire chapters with not one comment. comment on a fic you like or say hi to the author today please lmao