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CJOAT

@cjoat-boost

Reblogging And Signal-boosting

last month my mom had a hematoma after her breast cancer surgery and was sent to the er. Thankfully she is ok but one of the incisions opened up and we have had to constantly change it's dressing and now the other incision is infected and opening up as well

We are going through medical dressing supplies fast and will need more in the next few days, but it is a lot of money.

My cat Boom Boom also needs to be taken into the vet for an absess, and that would cost $175+ for her to be seen.

Lastly, we are getting low on masks and need to buy more in bulk soon

If anyone has money to spare, it would be greatly appreciated

p: @/fionamars90

v: @/fiona-mars

your disability is allowed to get worse .

you are allowed to get worse .

you are allowed to need more help .

you are allow to need more accommodations .

you are allowed to start using mobility aids .

you are allowed to get a service animal .

you are allowed to start using aac .

you are allowed to get a caregiver .

if you need the help and having it will make life easier for you to live , please !

please get the help ! please use all the aids you need !

you are allowed to need help and you are allowed to get help .

Fun fact: These are swings designed for disabled people

Please stop asking people to get off so you can have a turn. I know they “look cool” but if you are capable of using the other swings without pain or risk of injury and are trying to kick someone off the only one accessible to them, you are being insensitive. Instead, wait until nobody is using it/ be considerate and offer the swing if a disabled person is looking to use it.

Children should be taught this.

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updated mewchewal aid poste (11 June '23)

hello friends! I have a really wonderful update to share that I was able to pay off a lot of expenses thanks to the kindness of everyone. my family and pets are in good health, but I wanted to ask one request: please help me get this Throne goal filled so I can withdraw it!

I already paid off this credit card, but I am unable to withdraw the money sitting in Throne right now until the goal is met. I would really like to get it out, because as it is just sitting there when I could use that on groceries🥲

if you've never heard of Throne before, it's an alternative to Amaz*n wishlist that is popular with streamers and creatives; unlike Amaz*n, you can add anything on the internet to the wishlist as well as set gifts to crowdfunding, so folks can pitch in $5 to a $200 gift. I have 3 invite codes to give out so pls DM me if you would like one!!!

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updated mewchewal aid poste (11 June '23)

hello friends! I have a really wonderful update to share that I was able to pay off a lot of expenses thanks to the kindness of everyone. my family and pets are in good health, but I wanted to ask one request: please help me get this Throne goal filled so I can withdraw it!

I already paid off this credit card, but I am unable to withdraw the money sitting in Throne right now until the goal is met. I would really like to get it out, because as it is just sitting there when I could use that on groceries🥲

if you've never heard of Throne before, it's an alternative to Amaz*n wishlist that is popular with streamers and creatives; unlike Amaz*n, you can add anything on the internet to the wishlist as well as set gifts to crowdfunding, so folks can pitch in $5 to a $200 gift. I have 3 invite codes to give out so pls DM me if you would like one!!!

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My dearest Undertale AU community. I need your help cause some of you are victims of theft. I was informed that some freakers sell your art as pin buttons on one of our russian platforms.

I was able to contact shopkeepers, but I can’t remove them without proofs, so here’s the deal. If you see your/your friend’s artwork please, DM me with:  - Nickname - Screenshot of your drawing(s). I have screenshots with higher resolution if you need it!  -Link to this work/WIP

If you know the artist, please ping them! If you can, please spread the post.

They ARE NOT going to remove pins if I won’t find original artists, and I can’t do it alone. Unfortunately, more serious actions like money refunds require lots of time dealing with documents, and I’m not mentally ready to deal with it, I’m sorry.

some of those are mine, and it’s pretty clear they took artworks from other people as well. that’s just wrong…

this is your reminder that if you're going to be posting spiderverse gifs / clips you NEED to tag them as flashing, eyestrain, etc.

seizures can kill. the lives of your disabled friends and followers are more important than a movie.

also, do NOT tag them as epilepsy, seizure, photo-sensitivity, etc. people use these tags to find other people like them. by putting them in these tags you are endangering them.

I Am Not Your Asian American Doll: a comic for AAPI Heritage Month 2023

I usually spend a lot of time editing and fine-tuning my comics so that they come across as polite and inoffensive. But honestly, I’m really tired of the way Asian cultures and countries are treated / talked about while Asian people themselves are excluded, and thought it was about time I really let my rage out lol.

id in alt

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Survival Financial Request!

My mom’s been filing for bankruptcy, has been extremely financially stressed lately, and trying to get me over to her has been really stressful. She’s a burn victim from a Yankee Candle catching on fire on Halloween, she received 3rd degree burns on most of her body for trying to save her support dog. Between support animal costs, food, rent, and hospital recovery, she’s in dire need of aid. If y’all could and are in a position to help, could you send some money over, please, to help ensure she will be able to at the very least have some pressure off her shoulders? And a sweet note, if you want to—? Thank you…

Adding to this post-

I want to make clear I’ve been struggling to keep us and others afloat, and now I’m at a point in my life and health where I am no longer able to do so. They’re cutting away more food stamp money from many households in the legislature not just ours, and I’m in the process of moving to my mom’s to help out. And also—

I’m kinda Flipping out right now. I don’t want to lie, with the US being a 3rd world country now. I’m flipping out because last month…was the last month they would be giving food money in the 100s. With food so high and Rent higher. SSI—I don’t even know. …I’m smiling but I don’t know what else to do. My moms still recovering from 3rd degree burns, surgery, and trying to get me there, and I’ve learned that the Aunt that had control of late great grandma’s reservoir for funds…Help won’t last long.
I’m scared, and I’m losing hope. I don’t want to go out as the person who Fucking struggled and suffered their entire life, never got to flourish. …I’ve never thought of making a gofundme again. Every time I’ve made one it never reached anything. And…I-can’t even maintain a savings for long. If we run out of money or assistance, then my mom stops getting treatment. Her dog doesn’t get food or treatment…and we’ll lose the little we have left.
She doesn’t have any friends or many connections outside of herself or her former government job. So—I’m just—like—trying to convince her to.. at least accept my help. I know everyone’s not in the best financial situation to help but—I can’t continue giving good energy to the universe from an empty cup…so I really appreciate the support..!
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Update!

I have moved successfully.
My mom’s throne is now available and added the bare needs for dog and her to it for now, more needs will be added as my mom kinda calms her racing mind a bit, cuz she’s doing a lot and I want to ease the help a bit.
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Update: The government is taking it's time to approve us for certain benefits, and my mom suffered a financial blow which is sending my mom to mental break city. We need dire help. We got the water-cut-off notice, and phone's gotta be paid, we're out of food stamps until the 10th... If there's ANYTHING you can do at all: Share. contribute. Spread the word. Donate. It would mean so much to us. Thank you all for everything already. My mom's in severe financial debt, and we're currently submerged under it all. We need...assistance. it's affecting me, the way my mom is trying to keep us above the chaos as it closes in for the end.

I don't want to go yet.

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Update!

Today Storme ate at least half of her dry foo, which is relieving to see. Drank a lot of water as well. However we need help with Rent and our cable/internet bill. Both are overdue, and without either, we have no place to stay and no way to get help. My mom sent this for me to be informed.

My DigiROOT stylus has finally broken—and I used my last disc tip; both are now broken. If anyone could get me these two things that would be great.

And Rent is still a huge issue atm, so please contribute to the Rent fund as well please..?

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spare change for gay rights??

hello friends! i'm back with an updated aid request :)c

i had to put a lot of expenses on my loved ones recently, and i want to be able to pay them back before interest starts to build up. i have a goal of $250, as well as a couple things i really need!

i need bins to store my belongings from the philippines; any filipino/migrant will know you end up with a LOT of clothing + documents + photos over the years. i'd like a place to keep my inherited barong (shirts), alampay (shawls), and jewelry (wood, capiz/ seashell) especially, because they are all handmade and very old, that i want to preserve them for my children!

thank uuuuuu if you can help out :)

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4/20 update 🍃🍃 💃🏽 <- sober but likes the jokes

I was advised to put my vintage pieces in vacuum bags to prevent them getting affected by the elements, so I added those to my wishlist, as well as updating the goal i'm now 11% closer to debt zero!! 🥳🥳

I am the oldest child of an oldest child. I have boxes on boxes of photographs, articles, deeds, papers (<- all have been scanned, we just have the physical copies) clothing, jewelry that nobody else wanted, were given to my mom who gave them to me to keep.

I agreed to inherit everything, so it's all in one place for any cousins who want to visit + take a trip down memory lane, but then my storage unit was closed so now I have it all in cardboard boxes in my bedroom.

I just want to keep them preserved for the generations after me, because this is not only our personal history but cultural history. Maraming salamat, thanks sm if u can help/boost!!! Mwah mwah

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Survival Financial Request!

My mom’s been filing for bankruptcy, has been extremely financially stressed lately, and trying to get me over to her has been really stressful. She’s a burn victim from a Yankee Candle catching on fire on Halloween, she received 3rd degree burns on most of her body for trying to save her support dog. Between support animal costs, food, rent, and hospital recovery, she’s in dire need of aid. If y’all could and are in a position to help, could you send some money over, please, to help ensure she will be able to at the very least have some pressure off her shoulders? And a sweet note, if you want to—? Thank you…

Adding to this post-

I want to make clear I’ve been struggling to keep us and others afloat, and now I’m at a point in my life and health where I am no longer able to do so. They’re cutting away more food stamp money from many households in the legislature not just ours, and I’m in the process of moving to my mom’s to help out. And also—

I’m kinda Flipping out right now. I don’t want to lie, with the US being a 3rd world country now. I’m flipping out because last month…was the last month they would be giving food money in the 100s. With food so high and Rent higher. SSI—I don’t even know. …I’m smiling but I don’t know what else to do. My moms still recovering from 3rd degree burns, surgery, and trying to get me there, and I’ve learned that the Aunt that had control of late great grandma’s reservoir for funds…Help won’t last long.
I’m scared, and I’m losing hope. I don’t want to go out as the person who Fucking struggled and suffered their entire life, never got to flourish. …I’ve never thought of making a gofundme again. Every time I’ve made one it never reached anything. And…I-can’t even maintain a savings for long. If we run out of money or assistance, then my mom stops getting treatment. Her dog doesn’t get food or treatment…and we’ll lose the little we have left.
She doesn’t have any friends or many connections outside of herself or her former government job. So—I’m just—like—trying to convince her to.. at least accept my help. I know everyone’s not in the best financial situation to help but—I can’t continue giving good energy to the universe from an empty cup…so I really appreciate the support..!
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Update!

I have moved successfully.
My mom’s throne is now available and added the bare needs for dog and her to it for now, more needs will be added as my mom kinda calms her racing mind a bit, cuz she’s doing a lot and I want to ease the help a bit.
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Update: The government is taking it's time to approve us for certain benefits, and my mom suffered a financial blow which is sending my mom to mental break city. We need dire help. We got the water-cut-off notice, and phone's gotta be paid, we're out of food stamps until the 10th... If there's ANYTHING you can do at all: Share. contribute. Spread the word. Donate. It would mean so much to us. Thank you all for everything already. My mom's in severe financial debt, and we're currently submerged under it all. We need...assistance. it's affecting me, the way my mom is trying to keep us above the chaos as it closes in for the end.

I don't want to go yet.

I…i don’t know what else to do.

Our water is about to be cut off, and our Rent is due very soon. I know everyone’s struggling. Even $5 would be fine. I don’t have enough to cover the loss of my mom’s check due to debt. Please…I feel like my cries are falling on deaf ears. 🥲🙏🏽😔

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Another art dump

@ladyspeechsankofa is the last Portrait—I know King has a Tumblr so I’m tagging king-.

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More dumping!

Y’all know what to do!

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More!! MOOOOAAAARRRR!!

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Hero…it’s CJ…*waves elephant trunk* I’m posting some more arts…I’m kinda lonely but sooner this gets done…the sooner someone will hopefully notice and maybe reblog or comment so—here we go.

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That’s all the art I got finally after several months this pinned post is complete…

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TW: eyes, Dark waters, dark

And this post is now updated with Snowball works!

And if you wish to, it would be greatly appreciated if you pay a kind gesture forward to someone in need.

That’s all for now.. I’m struggling a lot so I wanted to update this post with what I had available. I’m sorry it’s only two.

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Updated with 3 #Blacktober Pieces for 2022. All my links are in this post. Feel free to support, reblog…I dunno. Any support is appreciated.

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I did…a thingy.

Jackbox Combust T-shirt put together by me and Kay! @kaysartblog / @kaylikestodrawlittlenightmares

And made…a Spoutible banner. Of the same design. For my account.

Hope y’all like.

TO KAY: I HOPE YOU LOVE IT OMG AAAAAAAAAAAAA

SOMETIMES WE JUST COMBUST I LOVE IT CRIES

MOCHIII MY BABYYYY 😭😭😭😭

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GOT THE @kaysartblog / @kaylikestodrawlittlenightmares STAMP OF MOCHI APPROVAL!

HAVE A SPEEDPAINT AS A VALENTINE’S DAY SPECIAL!

YouTube and tiktok versions for varying users. Not the same experience, one will be different from the other.

And I wish you all an awesome day.

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Another Art Update!

I made @tonesmcgroans VR model waving adorably and excitedly to y/n (Your name), saying hello! I’m just—I just—PRECIOUS???? I had to turn that clip into a GIF.

And I did a redo of my Hydrate before you Diedrate reminder design, and I HOPE to get them in enamel or acrylic pins or stickers, but it’s just a matter of succesfully crowdfunding for them. That’s literally all it is. I would use Kickstarter but my first kickstarter for my “tree of Melanin” acrylic pins did not go well. Never reached completion or broke $10 milestone.

So for now, it’s just on my to-do list for when i get off the ground.

ANYWHO!

Check out Tony’s Livestreams! I think you’ll really enjoy them.

Anywho That’s all for now!

Links are above in this long ass post. Byeeee be safe and have an awesome day.

WAIT! Just remembered! New videos on my youtube channel!

This features SLINKYGRAVES & @sapgoon !

And this will premiere on March 7th at 1:30PM CST.

And this one will premiere on March 10, 2023 at 2:30PM!

Two things:

  1. I do not have any food currently. So anything would surely help:
  2. I have a throne, so if you’d like to help out in any way here’s my immediate needs (https://throne.me/samcjwise) and my main wishlist (https://throne.me/cjoat)
And That’s all for now!!! Hydrate before y’all Diedrate and have an awesome year!

Dammit I'm posting this on the wrong blog, but that's alright, i'm tired, and I don't feel like reformatting the post under the correct blog, so...imma just deal. adjust, adapt.

April Update~

I moved, and things are a changing! But I finally was able to creatively engage. So view what I have brought with me!

I hope you enjoyed these! and if they resonated with you, drop a comment or an ask! i always read them! And if you loved them, please support me and my mom on our throne wishlists!

Click or tap on the art and poems and it'll take you to their corresponding post! Inkblot and Youtube links only.

Thank you!! Also! News from @help-small-businesses!

Good News: This is the email responses from Miiriya’s founder! I reached out to him and got this email in response on February 8th.

AND THEN!

I emailed him today, just to check in on the news…and I GOT THIS NOT EVEN 30 MINUTES LATER.

Screenshots are clickable to take you to Miiriya's patreon and official miiriya platform.
That is all for tonight's update! Got to take meds and record a couple videos and set up a speedpaint. Later!
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I know it's 1:32 AM EDT. Shush. I forgot to update this art masterpost, shit got chaotic and yesterday was fucking something else. Fuck. Anyways.

Going to start streaming this year, I'm hoping to stream my art processes at the very least. However, I need a few things to stream such. Which can be found in this collection:

If you'd like to go ahead and follow my Twitch, here it is.

Other than that, queueing this to take my night meds, and hopefully I will be...hopefully resting soon...yeah. Thank y'all for indulging me and supporting me. Nini!

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Survival Financial Request!

My mom’s been filing for bankruptcy, has been extremely financially stressed lately, and trying to get me over to her has been really stressful. She’s a burn victim from a Yankee Candle catching on fire on Halloween, she received 3rd degree burns on most of her body for trying to save her support dog. Between support animal costs, food, rent, and hospital recovery, she’s in dire need of aid. If y’all could and are in a position to help, could you send some money over, please, to help ensure she will be able to at the very least have some pressure off her shoulders? And a sweet note, if you want to—? Thank you…

Adding to this post-

I want to make clear I’ve been struggling to keep us and others afloat, and now I’m at a point in my life and health where I am no longer able to do so. They’re cutting away more food stamp money from many households in the legislature not just ours, and I’m in the process of moving to my mom’s to help out. And also—

I’m kinda Flipping out right now. I don’t want to lie, with the US being a 3rd world country now. I’m flipping out because last month…was the last month they would be giving food money in the 100s. With food so high and Rent higher. SSI—I don’t even know. …I’m smiling but I don’t know what else to do. My moms still recovering from 3rd degree burns, surgery, and trying to get me there, and I’ve learned that the Aunt that had control of late great grandma’s reservoir for funds…Help won’t last long.
I’m scared, and I’m losing hope. I don’t want to go out as the person who Fucking struggled and suffered their entire life, never got to flourish. …I’ve never thought of making a gofundme again. Every time I’ve made one it never reached anything. And…I-can’t even maintain a savings for long. If we run out of money or assistance, then my mom stops getting treatment. Her dog doesn’t get food or treatment…and we’ll lose the little we have left.
She doesn’t have any friends or many connections outside of herself or her former government job. So—I’m just—like—trying to convince her to.. at least accept my help. I know everyone’s not in the best financial situation to help but—I can’t continue giving good energy to the universe from an empty cup…so I really appreciate the support..!
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Update!

I have moved successfully.
My mom’s throne is now available and added the bare needs for dog and her to it for now, more needs will be added as my mom kinda calms her racing mind a bit, cuz she’s doing a lot and I want to ease the help a bit.
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Update: The government is taking it's time to approve us for certain benefits, and my mom suffered a financial blow which is sending my mom to mental break city. We need dire help. We got the water-cut-off notice, and phone's gotta be paid, we're out of food stamps until the 10th... If there's ANYTHING you can do at all: Share. contribute. Spread the word. Donate. It would mean so much to us. Thank you all for everything already. My mom's in severe financial debt, and we're currently submerged under it all. We need...assistance. it's affecting me, the way my mom is trying to keep us above the chaos as it closes in for the end.

I don't want to go yet.

I…i don’t know what else to do.

Our water is about to be cut off, and our Rent is due very soon. I know everyone’s struggling. Even $5 would be fine. I don’t have enough to cover the loss of my mom’s check due to debt. Please…I feel like my cries are falling on deaf ears. 🥲🙏🏽😔

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Survival Financial Request!

My mom’s been filing for bankruptcy, has been extremely financially stressed lately, and trying to get me over to her has been really stressful. She’s a burn victim from a Yankee Candle catching on fire on Halloween, she received 3rd degree burns on most of her body for trying to save her support dog. Between support animal costs, food, rent, and hospital recovery, she’s in dire need of aid. If y’all could and are in a position to help, could you send some money over, please, to help ensure she will be able to at the very least have some pressure off her shoulders? And a sweet note, if you want to—? Thank you…

Adding to this post-

I want to make clear I’ve been struggling to keep us and others afloat, and now I’m at a point in my life and health where I am no longer able to do so. They’re cutting away more food stamp money from many households in the legislature not just ours, and I’m in the process of moving to my mom’s to help out. And also—

I’m kinda Flipping out right now. I don’t want to lie, with the US being a 3rd world country now. I’m flipping out because last month…was the last month they would be giving food money in the 100s. With food so high and Rent higher. SSI—I don’t even know. …I’m smiling but I don’t know what else to do. My moms still recovering from 3rd degree burns, surgery, and trying to get me there, and I’ve learned that the Aunt that had control of late great grandma’s reservoir for funds…Help won’t last long.
I’m scared, and I’m losing hope. I don’t want to go out as the person who Fucking struggled and suffered their entire life, never got to flourish. …I’ve never thought of making a gofundme again. Every time I’ve made one it never reached anything. And…I-can’t even maintain a savings for long. If we run out of money or assistance, then my mom stops getting treatment. Her dog doesn’t get food or treatment…and we’ll lose the little we have left.
She doesn’t have any friends or many connections outside of herself or her former government job. So—I’m just—like—trying to convince her to.. at least accept my help. I know everyone’s not in the best financial situation to help but—I can’t continue giving good energy to the universe from an empty cup…so I really appreciate the support..!
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Update!

I have moved successfully.
My mom’s throne is now available and added the bare needs for dog and her to it for now, more needs will be added as my mom kinda calms her racing mind a bit, cuz she’s doing a lot and I want to ease the help a bit.
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Update: The government is taking it's time to approve us for certain benefits, and my mom suffered a financial blow which is sending my mom to mental break city. We need dire help. We got the water-cut-off notice, and phone's gotta be paid, we're out of food stamps until the 10th... If there's ANYTHING you can do at all: Share. contribute. Spread the word. Donate. It would mean so much to us. Thank you all for everything already. My mom's in severe financial debt, and we're currently submerged under it all. We need...assistance. it's affecting me, the way my mom is trying to keep us above the chaos as it closes in for the end.

I don't want to go yet.

I…i don’t know what else to do.

Our water is about to be cut off, and our Rent is due very soon. I know everyone’s struggling. Even $5 would be fine. I don’t have enough to cover the loss of my mom’s check due to debt. Please…I feel like my cries are falling on deaf ears. 🥲🙏🏽😔

mother deleted her throne as a pretty petty in response to the events of last night. So I’m editing all posts to reflect such. Her abuse continues despite her wanting me to come back, so I’m going to need help escaping her controlling emotional abuse once again.

if youre thinking oh man i wish i was disabled enough to use this or that i have news for you:

You Are Disabled Enough.

you want a wheelchair or cane or walker cause sometimes walking hurts even if "just a little bit"?

You Are Disabled Enough.

you think a service dog would be very helpful for your disability and youre able to care for a pet but feel like you dont deserve one since your symptoms arent "that bad"?

You Are Disabled Enough.

you want to wear sunglasses indoors or get a shower seat or ear defenders or literally anything that might help you even just a little?

You Are Disabled Enough.

you dont need to prove anything to anyone, and you arent "taking resources" from anybody either. take care of your body, even if it feels like it "isnt that bad".

You Are Disabled Enough, i promise.

I’m making another post because I need to make another post and I need help. I have been getting financial help, but it keeps getting swallowed into buying food, as it’s an essential need. But I also need clothing money, transportation money, enough money to be able to afford quotidian life items. 

I have severe OCD and live in a constantly corrosive household. This is my Ppl: ccd4t@virginia.edu and my Kofi and a list of items that can help me in the day to day. Also I’m truly being abused and willingly hurt everyday, so if you can afford it

Note: The vast majority of the time, people that circulate and help deal with urgent and painful crisis themselves and that’s why they relate, circulate, and help when they can. I would like the people that can afford it to please relieve them from this. I have an emergency help/urgent situation if you can help others alongside me.

If anyone sees this post, my friend Berrie needs help desperately to avoid being evicted. anything helps.

UPDATE: Berrie is going to update bers gofundme with the current total amount needed for January, February, and March, that’s depicted in the email screenshot below: Alt Text Included.

If you’d like to support Berrie monthly, please go to Berrie’s patreon. Okay—! That’s all for the update!

You also see to help others at my subpage as well.

It is imperative that these folks get the help they need.