How did your bbl go are you still in recovery
Still in recovery but as you can see it’s healing pretty nicely :)

How did your bbl go are you still in recovery
Still in recovery but as you can see it’s healing pretty nicely :)
Gained a little. I'm not mad at it.
About to start a new project. Hoping to share it with you soon.
There’s no denying it. Alex has fully let him self go to the point of no return. He is stuck forever being that fat pig twin compared to his slightly chubby brother.
These are just some foods and recipes that I’ve found helpful to eat on my weight gain journey. This list is based on my own opinions and experiences, obviously yours may differ.
2-3 tablespoons peanut butter. 2 large scoops of Optimum Serious Mass. 2-3 cups of milk. 1-2 cups of fruit. 2 tablespoons of sugar. 2-3 tablespoons of yogurt.
You can also add things like crumbled cookies, cheese cake, instant cake/brownie powder, instant pudding powder, ice cream, cool whip, whipping cream, milk flavouring. The possibilities are endless.
If you’re a female, and you have the money to spare I’d recommend using “Women’s Ultra Mega Maximum Nutrition” - Back when I was super skinny I used this and it helped my body absorb the calories in the gainer shakes I was eating. With a lot of weight gain powders, you’ll consume the product, but your body isn’t absorbing all of the calories, instead they pass right through you. My understanding of this product is that it helps your body absorb the food you eat instead of letting it pass right through you. It also has a ton of other benefits, and is actually really good for you. Look it up online, see if it’s something you’re into.
I used pre made pancake mix, but you can make yours from scratch and just add the extra ingredients.
6-7 cups of pancake mix. Half a cup to a full cup of weight gainer. 4-5 cups of defrosted berries. 2-3 cups defrosted berry juice. 1-2 cups milk (or cream). 1 tablespoon of sugar. 1 egg.
Just make them like you usually would normal pancakes, fry them up in a pan with some oil, flip occasionally, serve with whatever you want, whipping cream, berries, syrup, butter, sprinkles.
I think the most important thing to remember with weight gain is, if you eat a large amount of anything, you’ll put on weight.
These are just a few foods, if you’re unsure if a certain food will make you cut weight, research it before hand. Just because something is listed in a “good for dieting” article, doesn’t mean the food will necessarily make you cut weight, look for things that say it’ll help your metabolism, or reduce your appetite.
I hope that you found this helpful, if you did feel free to like/reblog, you never know who’s in need of some guidance or tips.
Feeder has me on a new diet regiment… Maybe you all can tell me if you find any new stretchmarks 👀
No one can tell I got fat again
Here we go -
This is day 10-15 of my fundraiser. I'm really excited to be able to share this because I feel like my art is growing stronger by the day. Being able to wrestle with my own artistic insecurities in a public space is forcing me to confront a lot.
Not the least of which being it's January in Toronto Canada, and I'm doing this in a shop window. So it's COLD 🥶
But I'm growing more at ease with my body. I'm growing to appreciate more where I'm at instead of where I thought I wanted to be.
I currently have enough raised to do this for two more days, but if you're able to share or help contribute in any way, shape or form, I would love that.
Love it
When you came back post-Covid, you said you didn’t plan to gain, only stuff. Looks like you’ve changed your mind 😏
Any goals?
Ugh I guess since it takes so much food to fill me to the max that some weight stuck on, does it look like I’ve gained all that much?? 😳🥵😫
Day 2 of 11
$25 short of adding another day to the fundraiser.
It feels good to be painting again and I was super happy with how this one turned out.
I'm using this to sponsor my trip to the Fringe Festivals and showing off the transitions through the year.
Body painting
Day 3/11
Trying to get to take my body painting show on the road.
If you can help, please go to -
If you're still reading and want to help but can't afford to financially contribute sharing and specifically telling friends helps more then you know! Helping me spread the message would be incredible.
Body painting
Day 3/11
Trying to get to take my body painting show on the road.
If you can help, please go to -
If you're still reading and want to help but can't afford to financially contribute sharing and specifically telling friends helps more then you know! Helping me spread the message would be incredible.
Tumblr thought this was too explicit to post. Jokes on them
Doesn't feel like a before and after + but it kind of looks like it from this angle
#bodypainting
Look!
Art that isn't AI!
What a concept!
I'm painting myself in public everyday to try to raise money to live.
Trying to prove that all bodies are beautiful and deserve to be seen and that just because it's winter, doesn't mean we should stop or apologize for being.
If you're able to help and can support check out my links below.
BUT MOSTLY share. Likes don't get seen - reposts do. If you like and want to help spread the word, that's the best way to do so on this platform since they've pretty much shut me down after insisting I was pornographic. (jokes on them- my chest is amazing)
To support the project directly and for all the information on it. : https://cantstandsittingproductions.com/collections/donation-station
To support the art and see shots of it : https://www.patreon.com/MattiMcLean
To see very NSFW pictures from this :
But mostly, if you're able to help in any small way, know that I appreciate it!
Look!
Art that isn't AI!
What a concept!
I'm painting myself in public everyday to try to raise money to live.
Trying to prove that all bodies are beautiful and deserve to be seen and that just because it's winter, doesn't mean we should stop or apologize for being.
If you're able to help and can support check out my links below.
BUT MOSTLY share. Likes don't get seen - reposts do. If you like and want to help spread the word, that's the best way to do so on this platform since they've pretty much shut me down after insisting I was pornographic. (jokes on them- my chest is amazing)
To support the project directly and for all the information on it. : https://cantstandsittingproductions.com/collections/donation-station
To support the art and see shots of it : https://www.patreon.com/MattiMcLean
To see very NSFW pictures from this :
But mostly, if you're able to help in any small way, know that I appreciate it!
I love this project
Wish I could do a year comparison like everyone else, but… it’s been a really fattening few months… 😅
Not gainer related so I know this likely wont get much attention
-BUT-
Life update time.
On December 15th I left my previous job. I had signed up for a variety of Fringe Festivals and was excited to take my body painting show BODIES back on the road again.
While I am currently waiting to see if I will be able to get into several of these festivals, I knew that I would need to really sharpen my claws to finally push myself to create something new.
So I came up with the idea to paint myself everyday. I'd treat it like a fundraiser where I'll be extending the challenge by another day for everyday that I manage to raise $100 for. So far I've got ten days booked so at least I know where I begin.
This is a big endeavour and right now the thing I'm feeling most nervous about is the fact that I'm going to be painting myself shirtless in public at close to my heaviest weight ever.
As someone who has always been known as a skinnier, or lighter person, there's something very challenging about exposing yourself in this way. If I gain or lose weight now, it's impossible to hide it. Everyone will be able to see what I'm at and what I'm doing.
And for as excited as I am for the project as a whole, it's daunting to know this.
So for now, I hope that you take the time to be a part of the project. I'll be streaming it live on youtube, instagram - pretty much anywhere I can starting on January 1st.
Plus, if you're interested, you can donate to the project as a whole by checking out www.cantstandsittingproductions.com and sponsoring a day, or part of a day, and if you can't, just feel free to leave a comment, watch it online, or if you're in Toronto, come visit us. (Also, feel free to encourage me to go elsewhere- this project is portable and I'll do it wherever I can!)
So yeah. That's the deal. Thanks for listening.
When you have a little fun at your old workplace and decide to show off your new shape. May have a slightly more naked video on OF but sadly was caught before doing anything too salacious. Also, may have forgotten that they have cameras here. So if I get a weird message from them tomorrow, I'll know what's up.
POV: you’re sleeping next to a 19 years old gainer teen and wake up to this view: