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travel from city to city with you.x

you're not okay. and it's okay to not be okay all the time. you're usually okay. but sometimes you're not. and that's okay. sometimes, you think about all the hours you spent with him, or look at all the pictures saved on your phone from months of memories. your wall will look empty where his picture used to hang. you will try not to let it show how much it killed you when you ran into him at the shops or your guys favourite restaurant. your stomach will be so knotted from the thought of him actually being gone and you can't eat. your arms will feel as empty as your heart and you can't sleep. you've cried so long it feels like you won't ever stop. but it's temporary. one day, you'll wake up and not cry anymore. you will put a new picture up where his old one used to hang and your room won't look so empty. you won't worry about running into him and his new girlfriend at the shops because you won't be missing him anymore. you will begin eating more and feeling less sick at your stomach. your heart will feel full again and you will be able to sleep again. you'll delete all the photos of him off your phone and stop checking his social media. because you'll get over this. you won't miss him your whole life, you've just missed him so long it seems like you're normal now. but one more day you're sad is one more day closer to the end of your suffering and the day you're free. :)