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@chickens-hate-friday

Nana, She/Her, 20
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i will literally never stop thinking about shauna wanting to be catholic because she liked the saints ‘because they’re so tragic’ and then creating her own saint, sacrificing jackie on the altar of her selfishness and fear only to worship her forever, making offerings in her honor, suffering forever, giving penance forever

Gotta love the tragedy of it all 💕

Sometimes you join a sport you don’t even like, and you’re number 6, and your best friend is number 9, and you’re so codependent with such a complex love between you that when tragedy strikes, you have simply no other choice but to play the permanent other side of her narrative coin by embracing the life you believe she would have had in another timeline. Do you ever do that? Do you ever sacrifice your intended dreams, flipping your 6 into her 9, and pretend it’ll ever be enough to clutch a jersey that wasn’t meant for your closet? Just flip that playing card right over. Just turn that 6 into a 9. Everyone else will see a 9 for the rest of your life, and isn’t that fine? Isn’t it fine to know you’re always going to be a 6 in your heart, but the world will never see it again? Isn’t that just such a normal instance of girly things?

80% of the time I’m here it’s because someone said to check out their account lmao