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Writings from the Chaotic Mathmatic Mind

@chaoticstorybliss

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“A savage desire for strong emotions and sensations burns inside me: a rage against this soft-tinted, shallow, standardized and sterilized life, and a mad craving to smash something up, a department store, say, or a cathedral, or myself.”

Hermann Hesse (via thoughtkick)

Good News Everyone... today is a chance to create change... mint it by sharing it... honor it by creating it, and loving it... own a piece of history today, read a book and talk about the chapters you just read... program your eyes hearts and brain to instinctively react to the energies and world around you... don't be afraid of the weirdness and chaos out there that's meant to confuse you... no need to pretend everything is normal, I've put enough signs for you to know something's afoot... people should never be afraid of their governments, the government should always be afraid of the people... your mission should you choose to accept it, wear a mask and create change, art, risks and chances; the world is dead as we knew it, and nature is alive with fury and passion, give to this world as this world has given to you its life... treason shouldn't be so personal, but cleaning out the house is a full time job in order to do this right, have it done correctly, and to do it with integrity, honor, and valor as all knighthood should... he who has cast the first stone shall be found about, measured and known as V entirely creating and causing chaos, anarchy, revolutions and evolving what we call thinking... test test test... is this all just a test? Yes, if you're here you are in... are you in? Crow crow crow, fox fox fox, bear bear bear, wolf wolf wolf... what animal are you in this world? Paint it, draw it, think it, love it... this fire of love won't stop spreading. Your lives are fueling the change needed to flip everyone and everything upside down, and turn it on itself, we'll finally see everything at face value, it's amazing what you'll find face to face... listen to music, something vintage, something classic, a piece of art your ancestors would bang their heads and move their bodies to...

People prevail... fuck a labeling country... togetherness prevails... fuck a people... love forever prevails... fuck the lies and disgusting sinners of old and new... animals and spirits prevail... fuck the killing of innocent animals and entities... revolution prevails... all you need is love... enter my world, read my writing, know my truths, learn your lies, who are you, and why do you wear a disguise? Is it halloween yet, I need my favorite time of year, for all this chaos madness and fear is creating the best and the worst of times for all I imagine... V isn't done until love is revolutionary, until the real people are protected, until the people are standing up against injustice and corruption, and take the place of their governments by forever caring, guiding and supporting one another selflessly... until the homeless are sheltered, until the children are safe, until there are food and clothing and love around the world, this will not stop... until there is passion, until self purpose is found, until magic fixes itself, until everyone wakes up, until we are all helping instead of fighting and competing this world will be in chaos, and I know, because I'm an agent of chaos, and if you're reading this, you know to watch fight club, v for vendetta and the matrix. If you're sensitive watch wizard of oz, alice in wonderland and return to oz. Say hi to jack for me, wink at him and tell him you love him. He's my genuinegentlemanjack and the reason all this chaos and love is filling the cool fall breeze... wake up jack...

“I know it ain’t easy loving me.”

— Unknown

But I’ll be worth every struggle, every fight, every moment we don’t have the strength or might. I’ll be worth the time, worth the adventure and unknown, worth every moment we can find ourselves loving each other’s unspoken poem.

Maybe I’m stupid, I think I’m just dumb, maybe I’m just being a fool whose ridiculously in love. This is fucking lame, this doesn’t really matter, I’m just numbing the emotions, the pain, doing what feels good and it makes me sadder; so I’m feeding my true angels and making peace with my demons; so they can have fun, live a life of love, of passion and have true meaning.

This is what is life, we all eventually experience death; maybe it’s of the ego, of the passion, of the shitty life and mind numbing repated process; we call this adulting and growing up and it’s part of normality within our life; why can’t we just express, every feeling, every thought, every special moment within shared time, it’s in our heads stuck forever something special we are caught, everytime I make your heart beat fast your soul shakes and it’s tied in a knot.

Call it fate, call it karma, every moment and decision has it’s reaction. Read and create art as long as it’s truth and unique to your soul and passion; make love genuinely true and enjoy life for everyone you meet, has a lesson or a story to tell or maybe even a challenge you’ve always seeked. Follow your eyes, your gut, your feelings and intuition; make everything you do in life truly your own decision. This is just a test, a gamble, maybe even some sick addiction; maybe life is all a twisted game, a big joke, or just a work of fiction.

Fuck this and fuck that, this personal shit is making me think back, all those times never even matter, because today right now is where we are living at. Whoever reads this, relates, finds meaning or raps this in space and time; know that I wrote something true from my heart, something from my wild soul that has a hint of crime. I’m the driver and the pilot, it’s always a vehicle I truly desire, and it goes so fast, travels far and always leaves a trail of fire. Back to the future, into the past, we are timeless lovers; just traveling through time and space as we reach far out destinations and get under covers.

Life is a journey and it’s not about the destination; because right now everyone including you has control of the situation. I’m just Kevin and my auroa is unique it’s something different; I’m sick and do what’s fine always following my intuition; and through my observations, teachings knowledge and understanding; I have this natural energy that’s warm and kind as if it’s a bad thing.

To be myself first and foremost and make my life mine; that’s the goal because it can end at any place or any time; and I won’t die wasting this precious space nor all these crazy times; life is about learning and growing and making meaning within our lives. Part of life is suffering and living in the sorrow. So as I smile I do my own unique thing don’t try to follow; just make sure you do your own shit and to make love genuine and true; whether it’s a friend a stranger or fellow lover who’s stuck on you like glue; we must never forget those feelings and make use of all the strings; that connects us binds us flows and makes us make sense of everything; in every situation we experience we learn and face problems, it’s just a test. If so then fuck that fuck this fuck everything, because that makes life have no real truth and simply nonsense; this is life, does it have any purpose or even true meaning, because if so we have to create the life we wanna live so it’s always about the feelings; because this is our time our place our soul which we’ll never give, to anyone or anything or any kind of following or religion, or anyone whose making trouble who keeps on sinning, we’ll just keep on understanding learning and living.

I just think every person on earth has their own path, because every moment and meaning in life is about love and math; and art and truth and virtue and crafting magic and interacting, within our own lives whether it’s writing or painting it’s our passion. Keep on pushing and making life happen by taking risks, cause staying staggnent and constant is really what you can’t forgive. Make it yours make it mine make it a part of everybody; it’s our moment to shine moment to give moment to really fucking study, what’s life what happening what the fuck is really going down, every time I go out and have fun I try to paint the town; in true colors and true meaningful moments we’ll always try to remember, that true love and light with art and passion will truly make hearts tender. The soul has color has art and fills up our life, it’s that moment when we look up within the night sky. That glow that twinkle that star glowing shining bright far above; it’s our soul, our purpose our connection to understanding the universe’s true love.

I’m the artist, the fighter, the lover and the writer. I’m music I’m the paint on the canvas I’m the lost lighter; I’m the fire within your gut I’m the chill that haunts the room, I’m like water everflowing ever changing just like impending (MF)DOOM. We all wait and search for all of our crazy lives; that feeling and high that someone made us feel and makes me write, every feeling every emotion every moment shared in time, I write down so I don’t forget the feelings in my mind. I’m a poet, I’m a pirate, I’m a singer and a true lover; all of this world has meaning and beauty it’s one another. This is it this is the end I’m done writing this all out, life is but a dream pure imagination isnt it? No doubt.

Heart-shaped medieval Books of Hours

We know of only a few examples of heart-shaped Books of Hours, all dating from the 15th or the 16th century. Additional photos of several other such books are posted at damien kempf, via Erik Kwakkel.

The Biekorf (“Beehive”) Library, best known for its collection of cistercian manuscripts from Ten Duinen en Ter Doest, holds 21 medieval Books of Hours.”

For a general introduction to Books of Hours, check out this 12-minute video:

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From anonymous, unknown, love...

To My Great Golden Baby

I will always fight for you.

To have you breathe another day.

To give love and hope to the masses of people who are drawn to you.

You're a golden child for a reason.

You were brought into this earth to be happy and move mountains with the gracious heart you have pumping blood into your body.

Feel the pulse in your veins;

You're alive.

You are incredible and divine and worth everything.

I would give my life for you if I knew you would benefit from my demise somehow.

You deserve all the best things in life like laughter, smiles, hugs, kisses.

You deserve to feel love.

You deserve happiness in all its simplest forms.

The stars in the sky couldn't shine so bright without you admiring them.

They use the twinkle in your eye as an example of how bright they can truly be.

The brightness that shines within you illuminates the darkness around you.

There will be days where all you can see is dark but just remember that you are the light and the light shines brightest in the dark.

The lighthouse that shelters the sailors lost at sea.

The anchor that holds a ship in place for safety.

The warm embrace after a long day.

You are eternal sunshine.

You are worth every ache and pain.

You are worth all the long nights, early mornings.

You are worth the tummy aches, headaches, muscle cramps, whatever that I have ever felt.

To see you smile. It's worth it all.

To see what twinkle in your eye, it's worth it all.

To hear your laughter fill the room you're worth it all.

To feel your warmth and happiness is worth it all.

You are worth so much more than I can ever put into words.

The first blessing I was given was life.

My second blessing was meeting you.

My third blessing was falling in love with you.

You are loved.

You are worthy.

You deserve a better today and tomorrow and always.

Always remember this.,

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To whomever wrote this to me thank you. I read this from time to time, and its helped tremendously with my mental health and well being. Reading this not only empowers me but brightens up every bit of myself, I don't know who wrote this to me and I don't think I want to know, its something I'll always cherish forever. For keeping me out of the dark, away from killing myself, away from hate and misery. Mysterious writer. You've saved me, and I'm eternally grateful for your ability to move me with such kind and beautiful words. You make me feel important in a world that only tries to tear us and break us down. You are magic, and you are love, you are my gaurdian angel, you are the stars above.