RAINDROPS.. …

What if crop circles are to let other aliens know this planet is too stupid to visit….

Who needs friends when you can cry alone in the dark?

I have reached a point where I think I am a failure for not having achieved anything in life and any life plan I make doesn't seem worthwhile because I am getting older and in a few years I will be too old for anything. 

The situation is so bad that I have stopped telling people my age because I feel ashamed to be in my twenties and not have my own house, two cars, a salary of a million per year, a doctorate and three master’s degrees. 

The fact that the world seems about to explode at any moment doesn't help either because the future seems very uncertain in the sense that there might not be a future, the planet might die and all of us together. 

And for me to be able to do everything I want to do, I'm going to need at least ten years, and ten years is a lot, but it's not. 

In ten years, I'll be halfway through my thirties, and I'll still have many years ahead of me, but I can't see it like that. I can only think that I will be too old.

I'm not having a life or existence crisis, I'm having a mortality and validity crisis. I feel that if I'm not dead in ten years, I'm going to be too outdated and too old for anything.

I hate my brain, I hate my life, I hate society for making me hate myself. 

“I’m so deep in love with you that I don’t want to risk fucking up a relationship”

The human mind is like a universe on it’s own sometimes it is hard for you to understand your own thoughts your own emotions your own feelings

You're mine,

Under all the stars that shine

And between all the loves

Labelled devil or divine

There's one thing as true as time: that you are only mine

Maybe the sun is just another form of a void, but instead of emptiness, all you feel is burning.

- “It meant nothing until it scorched you”, anastasiasyah

I miss myself, but I don't even know who I am anymore :(

Darkness

I always wonder why we fear the darkness so much

Even though when we're scared, we close our eyes

We go to darkness

When we're tired, we close our eyes

We go to darkness

When everything is too much, we close our eyes

And we go to darkness

We fear it when we see it, with our open eyes

Because darkness isn't supposed to be seen

It's supposed to be heard

Darkness

Is peace

Darkness is quiet

When darkness comes, just close your eyes

And listen to its silence

Escape to the darkness

And let the calmness wash over you

Just like I do

— Unknown

— R.M. Drake

when i just sit and cry because i hate the way i am