oh my fucking goddess
“Do it from the heart or not at all.”
— Jeanette Winterson, The Passion
I’ll remember you everyday and everywhere because you’ve occupied everything in my life.
Typewriter Series #2277 by Tyler Knott Gregson
Text for Tired Eyes:
I can’t do the suit and tie life, I can’t do the leather shoes shined like a mirror, it won’t hold my reflection. I can’t do the yes ma'am no sir right away boss nonsense, I can’t breathe the air from a square made three dimensional. No clicking clacking pitter patter of fingers tapping across the dance floor of a keyboard, crumbs sticking on the J key, left shift broken. I’m all out of khaki, no dress shirts suffocate under the thin plastic the dry cleaners so graciously give you. I never found a numbered tag littering the floor of my closet, never smelled the chemicals.
Will it end me, some day? Will I be strangled by the red tape I never had to cut, smashed down by the pressure of some 401K I never poured money into, the matching funds no employer ever made? More weight, I would yell, defiant against the witch trials of adulthood. More weight.
My jeans fray at the knees, at the pockets from hands stuffed into them, my t-shirts are not as white as they once were. The only shoes I know to wear are worn thin, a hole at the toe, no leather to speak of, they still carry the mud from where I’ve wandered.
I can’t do the suit and tie life, it hangs me from the rafters of an attic I cannot imagine. I will not sacrifice the wilder parts of me, they speak a language I just barely understand.
-Tyler Knott Gregson-
Lang Leav
Lang Leav
“I confess I do not know why, but looking at the stars always makes me dream.”
—
Vincent van Gogh
(via adrenaline)




