i couldn't breathe

i don't go out anymore lost interest in friends so i don't see them anymore breathing in something that kills me is my only. now i'm just awake on my own listening to that same song on repeat, twisting around my head, making me feel complete. loving the way you lied to me. i can admit that.

i was meant to say sorry.

i see you with her, sorry. i let myself get so attached to you, sorry. deleting your number even though i memorised it all across my fingertips, sorry. i let myself get in such a state and i tear, sorry.

i miss you, sorry.

sorry for not being her