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I'm The Crazy Bitch Round Here

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Vickie | 24 | Just taking what life throws at me

The biggest injustice committed against Peeta Mellark.

I was talking with some other everlarkers on tiktok and I noticed that a lot of people hadn't thought about this yet so I thought I'd share. Not only was the hijaking a horrible thing that stole Peeta's identity and fulfilled, his biggest fear, losing who he was / being changed by the Capitol, but his treatment itself afterwards (in D13 because idk what happened in the Capitol) was also an injustice. Not only are they healing only because they want to use him for the revolution, but they're treating him in a way that will be most beneficial to the star crossed lovers story. They only ever focus on getting him to not immediately murder Katniss on sight, but not once, do you ever see any doctor (or at least Katniss never hears of one) concerned about Peeta's sense of identity beyond her. We know that he lost more than just Katniss-related memories because he forgot his own favorite colour. They destroyed him. And even when he was with the 'good guys' he was still just a piece in their game (which is part of the point, right, because Coin is just the other side / flip of the coin from President Snow).

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I don’t think it’s that Haymitch loves Peeta more: it’s that Peeta is dissimilar enough to Haymitch that he’s easier to love.

Haymitch sees too much of himself in Katniss for her to be easy for him to love. Loving her might mean he is worthy of love and he has two decades of alcohol, guilt, and self loathing telling him otherwise.

Despite that, Haymitch loves Katniss anyways

Katniss Everdeen is not the ambitious girl boss and fierce leader the movies and some audiences are trying to make her look like.

She was forced into that role because of who she is and the circumstances. She never wanted to become a leader or anything like that. She just wants a peaceful life for herself and the people she loves.

I don't know how to put it, but people who try to push her as the ultimate girl boss always give me the impression that they only watched the movies.

It especially rubs me the wrong way when they're like, Katniss is such a girl boss she doesn't have time for romantic love! She doesn't love boys like that!

Excuse me, she's canonically a teenage girl who actively daydreams while staring at Peeta's eyelashes, blushing when she's caught; she whines about not getting his affection when he doesn't hug or kiss her; she calls him when he just left her house to go back to his, which is only 3 houses away.

It's like, tell me you didn't read the books without telling me you didn't read the books.

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Since I just saw a post talking about Katniss being a cuddle bug and how we all agree that she always snuggles wherever she is, can I point out that there's a reason for that?

Katniss doesn't know how to sleep alone. She's never had to.

She shared a bed with Prim since they were kids; and yeah sometimes Prim shared with their mom, but not usually.

Then in the games she slept with Rue and then Peeta.

Her first experience truly sleeping alone was after the games, and it made her nightmares worse. Until the train, when Peeta started sharing with her again.

Having someone else in the bed with her brings her comfort cause that's what she's used to.

And I would also imagine that snuggling up to whoever she's sharing her bed with is the most loving physical contact she gets ever since her father passed, so that adds another layer of comfort.

Our girl is touch starved and that makes her clingy, snuggly and cuddly, but she also doesn't know how to ask for it, so sleeping with someone is a good way to get what she wants.

just my thoughts about tokens in the trilogy. ^o^

tokens throughout the books are supposed to be an item from one's district that gives them strength or luck and reminds them of home. however, in the first book, despite the immense symbol it becomes later on, katniss doesn't feel connected to her token. when madge gives her the mockingjay pin, katniss isn't even thinking about a district token because she is so focused on leaving her family (THG, 38). and she keeps forgetting about the token and cinna has to save it from her discarded clothing (THG 145). even in the arena, katniss offers the pin to rue thinking that it has more meaning to rue than her (THG, 212). the only little meaning that the pin has to katniss in the first book is that it reminds her of rue once rue is dead (THG, 329). 

compare this to the second book, where katniss's mockingjay pin becomes a symbol of resistance. ever since katniss chose the rebellion over her desire to run, she champions her pin. in a way that was completely absent in the first book, katniss resonates with the pin as a symbol of the rebellion (CF, 54). katniss frames her life, her relationships, and her token regarding the rebellion. when she sees the mockingjay of her token reflected in peeta's token, she has mixed feelings as it will boost the rebels, but it counteracts her desire for peeta to remain safe from snow (CF, 80). however, although katniss feels more connection with her token as a symbol of the rebellion, it is still an item that is meant to appeal to the larger masses rather than a personal token. it almost seems like suzanne is foreshadowing how katniss, like her token, becomes a symbol that is used by the rebellion. katniss is ripped from any perception of her personal, human side and only seen as a symbol to be used.

by the third book, the mockingjay token is no longer katniss's but rather a representative of the revolution. the mockingjay pin is used throughout 13's propaganda messages before cutting to katniss (MJ, 94). katniss replaces the symbol, but the parallel is already there in the readers mind. just as the pin was never really katniss's when she sided with the rebels, katniss too is being used. by mockingjay, the pin is no longer hers to have as a personal token, living with cinna's mockingjay outfit full time (MJ, 127). however, for each games that katniss goes to, she has a token and the 76th hunger games in the capital is no exception. so, what is it? while katniss's mockingjay pin was always on public for the world to see (MJ, 63, 311), it is peeta's pearl that acts as katniss's real token as she hold's it close to her in her pocket (MJ, 168). 

unlike the mockingjay pin, the pearl acts as a personal token to katniss that gives her comfort and strength. peeta's pearl becomes katniss's "a token of the boy with the bread" (MJ, 221). emphasizing the importance of peeta in her life, katniss uses the pearl often as a substitute for peeta when he is unreachable, either in the capital or in his hijacked state. she will take out the pearl when she needs peeta's comfort (MJ, 104, 168). when she thinks that he is truly gone from her, she keeps the pearl as a way to keep his memory and the hopeful strength that he gave her in the forefront of her mind. additionally, understanding that peeta giving katniss unconditional gifts is a key aspect of their relationship, the pearl reminds katniss of the last gift that peeta gave her, the only one she allowed herself to accept at the end of catching fire. katniss is clinging to this gift of peeta's unconditional love that she believes is gone forever until it is replaced by another gift at the end of the book: the primrose. this new gift signaled not only that katniss's life would go on past prim's death, but that the old peeta (although changed) was back, gifting her his unconditional gifts again. 

in a way, peeta's pearl is the only token in the games that was ever really katniss's. a token that gives her the strength to continue, a token that is only her's and not one for the camera (either the capital's or 13's). there is something powerful in the fact that while katniss and her token were always being used by other people and constantly on display, she found her own sense of strength and meaning in the one boy that never seemed to use her, the one who gave love unconditionally. her own dandelion in the spring.

i love that trent harrison is a stoner skater boy with exactly one brain cell who loves his friends, adele, and video games with equal levels of passion and wants to date the weird actress girl so bad that he gives her free weed and epically fails at water bottle flips in an attempt to impress her. truly the most character of all time.