Day one of the challenge (it's not very good I'm sorry) ❤️✨💫
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Confessions is a public art project that invites people to anonymously share their confessions and see the confessions of the people around them in the heart of the Las Vegas strip.
Oil on Panel / 48 x 36 inches / Erik Olson
I feel like I'm drowning sometimes... Then I look around and see no water just the deep dark of my empty heart just as you left it.
My family has seen what I can do. It's a good thing because they believe me when I say I'm depressed and feel like relapsing. But, it's a bad thing because they don't believe me when I say "I'm Fine".
Late nights and thoughts
There are days that I cannot find the sun even though it's right outside my goddamn window
Neil Hilbron, “This Is Not The End Of The World”
Quote from Neil Hilborn’s new book, Our Numbered Days. Check it out at the Button Website!
I have launched myself from tall places and hoped no one would catch me.
I have ended relationships because suddenly I was also exposed,
but isolation is not safety, it is death.
If no one knows you’re alive, you aren’t.
Neil Hilborn, This is Not The End of The World (via virtual-b0y)
This poem is called how to kill yourself without hurting anyone: don’t.
Neil Hilborn (via vapid-cynicism)
I think a lot about killing myself, not like a point on a map but rather like a glowing exit sign at a show that’s never been quite bad enough to make me want to leave. See, when I’m up I don’t kill myself because holy shit, there’s so much left to do! When I’m down I don’t kill myself because then the sadness would be over and the sadness is my old paint under the new, the sadness is the house fire or the broken shoulder: I’d still be me without it, but I’d be so boring.
Neil Hilborn ‘The Future’ (via tritower)
Don’t think about what can happen in a month. Don’t think about what can happen in a year. just focus on the 24 hours in front of you and do what you can to get closer to where you want to be.
HPLYRIKZ.COM (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
If I believed in heaven it wouldn't really be a place. It'd be more of a moment. Like laying in your arms as the sun goes down feeling so safe. Hearing your words in my ears as warm and welcoming as a perfume in the middle of a family reunion. Your hands soft and strong keeping mine warm. Looking and seeing your eyes already staring at me with an adorable smile, like a child looking at a thing they like in a candy store. If i could be in heaven I'm already there.
the feelings of falling in love