i cant wait to go home
- Cara Dekel
i heard this saying that never ever post your feelings. im dumb.
“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.”
— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
i mean????
what a world right?
“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.”
— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
i mean????
in a new world, were i am stable, my mental health is calm, when i can say that eventually i am beyond happy and enjoy being alive?
“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.”
— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
i mean????
I am okay, am I?
i like being safe bc imma coward
chicken self sksks
i like being safe bc imma coward
what does a partner even mean?
no one will ever know, unless they look at you in your eyes
i finally have my sanctuary as well as my malaise
whirlwind of emotions,
in a dark place, with the darkest length.
all I have is a fur,
in this life that makes me blur.
vanished into catastrophe of hardships
aiming.........
It’s totally okay to say “you know what, this isn’t making me happy” and to walk away from whatever or whoever is keeping you from the happiness you deserve
is it really?
is it bad to feel comfortable? being steady? keeping a healthy sanity? because if it is, well, idc tho
at least for now, I now find my sanctuary, my comfort zone
is it bad to feel comfortable? being steady? keeping a healthy sanity? because if it is, well, idc tho
cowardice is my f style :)
she's an abstract concept. very complicated to comprehend.


