· My · entire · 25 · years · I've maintained · an ambitious desire · to live a purely native life · not confined in any way · but mainly secluded from society · Witch is as inhumane and vain as I can be _ I remain high nearly each and every day Just tryin to evade my species Seriously may I succeed? Don't say hi to a stray Please quickly go away you see I'm an extremely intense eternally grieving Vile twisted creep with manic insomnia I slaughter by consumption alone Only to torture can I get off because I Want Hurt to convince control ___ I've been awarded Most sadistic and morbid, sure But I'm really mo of a masochist It's So rewarding Fer the exact same reasons I envision torching earth and watching as it burns While floating frosted in the distance suffocating With immense passion I hate the fact existence _______ ever initially became Infer I don't give A Fuckin half a Shit Malice As it appears I write a vivid nihilistic note of it saturated in potent strokes depicted clearly and sharp as print, tight, elegant, balanced, blended and sincere as cursive pens pictures it paints in it Inscribed in theese diverging trenches ly staind remains of what potion runs in the veins Being and that have been Defined Toned, Scripted framed and set on display above the main entrance to the place I only Keep vacant In a sense Where it's here Hangin in ya face when you walk in as a blatant hint. Cheers. NOW IT'S L.I.T _______________ Se-I'm-Manticly insane Shit Talk about a vindictive object Jis fer a minute prospective slaves of nihilism Are Conquered by incisive thoughts, Guided to Submission by realization our time is botched And insist an obligation to slay All life is a simple basic principal By witch logic is defined in flaw With indifference to weather or not it's achieved n committed Cause existence isn't prescribed. It's godless yet technically required to be binarily, - not it Seems I think as/*/if it needs to end; this means, it is the theme streamed in my mind. ___ I like to search the highest rocks for cliffs to jump off with the nicest lakes at the bottom And climb to caves just to hike through n stay a night or two then on to find new terrain Squat n move Walk skip Scoot Drive get across the blue in flight Possibly accompanied by the group of humans in sight Caught visiting I concur; n invite inside If you talk ill listen in tune but not look at whose in the eyes For some reason until either you or I are tied I mean tightly constricted · It · Beats · me · in every interpretation of · each · individual · word · · in the · masochistic · one line · I intend to reserve these excursions and Escapades I find enticive aren't your versions of excitement, value or blissed vibe inside n out too I used to strive to dive so deep I wouldn't likely surface in time to breath __ attempting return only when my instinct exfoliates completely replacing my feelings this line I'm holding it's extreme, determined I tie fishing string beneath my cheeks inbetween my feet then again for positioning integrated bondage with cement bricks on a bridge for instantaneous intentions ___ it'll be freeing when I leap surely I'll be pleased With DMT being released in these permanently Shackled brains Impervious to application n stimulation yet profoundly lacking in every concern patience Now days it's blatant hence when I ditch this bogus pavement n hit the ocean sea ill finally be providing pure relief n content as I leave behind my vacant dungeon, den with just this explanation why n nothing else in it UnTill then Clenched, Gut wrenched fuckin pissed Secreting furious temperament At an exponentially increasing speed rate When inquired fer minor shit Stuck With this one vision Up sleepless every day So tonight when I descend As I recite what I've scripted, in Honor of my self inflicted demise while smiling and singing this, Be it as it may Tightly I'll squeeze my eyes As I sink I see vividly my dreams to die Since I think Existence is worthless Inside I seek peace I try To find purpose in life I Need to write a motive in cursive (elegance/ authenticity in value) despite my attempts to compose it I find: extensive truth and focus honed in nihilistic human notions; a burdensome flow witch could get fixed I know, But currently No I possess an earnest fean for death I express I'm certainly ready yes Please bury me no need to set Me burning Dont worry no prep Nessesurry the dirt be my bed Being earthy ill clean my own mess. It isn't hurting if it's releif is it? why then stress? Hush quit weeping I'm fuckin just sick of this species It should be native in its ways or intellectually space age what destiny is it's fate? ; Instead it spreads destruction plus it Breeds extinction Indefinitely including infliction on it's public. An aggressively threatening trend that too severely seems unchangeable to the masses is their own interest till it's piercing the brink with no reprehention. Life has A black hole spinin N I'm one of the Assholes in it in my mind Lys defiled hope it's revived. I'd be baffled if my kind thrives, more so if I'm alive to witness it Shihiit, read this please dont you see? I alone am the most willing to implement principals I perceive to be great like I said either way; when the meek stand by hidden as our Dam'd prize~ Decays I don't blame them, I've experienced being it n advise they get high And S.P.A.R.E themselves P.A.I.N But it's simply because of they're lack of organised action that if we keep advancing this path we pave our planet will become time's still passing and grave It's sad tha skill one must unveil to convey it this shit rips me I'm honestly torn in hell I keep breathing angelically worn it's intensely grieving Mutha Fuck this shit I'm leaving Bye. Wait. Get Me Blazed. BLITZED. I'm talkin' welding TORCHED! A nihilist notion beside free remains free to take and free from this demeaning confined brain. Treating it with spite n hate Through this spine it dictates passionately amused with mutilation Define beauty An attraction profusely intuitive or instinctive. Unique Innovative immense Intriguingly invasive DON'T. DO. IT. I'M MINE TO CLAIM REAPED VIA DECAPIT- HANG-ING DIG. (Pun) Fast, I'mma be quick to lay deceased in the massive hearse your making earth's habitat blatantly I sincerely mean everything I wrote in this Disappreciation- letter, Word, Class, Lecture, notice, peice, poem, Rap Extention, Flow header, printing, Nihilistic notion Indeed Those are tha seeds witch grow within me. Don't taste when I bleed such potent misery. I Have faith you'll know to deem this potion mystery instead of investigating and eventually deciding to go missing In pursuit of escaping your own dooms Disease. It truly is a menace infecting Its host with non compos mentis Its prone to be life ending But do as you please. I've just been one to abuse it since 93 This nihilistic notions preconceived Inside the womb this insight was reaped since I began to think This Radical enlightenment's Development has thrived influencing spite Through an incessant extent becoming Suffice in convincing me To sadisticly commit suicide to get rid of an endlesly relentless lynching profuse collection Of aspects retaining abstract aesthetics Ingrained in pathetic grief. Engraved in the sad adept cerebrum tainted with dangerous perspective Dogmatic in its perceptions All I have left to say is remember When you sip this alchemical covenant It's polar bond is a covalent contradiction to a continuum, it's use stops it in its tracks. With consideration If you do choose to take a swig Heed to the doctrine: that caution is not an option Its unpleasant n who catches it just brews deadly deeds From knowledge n pessimistic philosophy resulting in premeditated chaos another basic brief synopsis of the reason cuts to the chase In the following summery: Its odd stuffs done to exhaust someone who could just not cost, love, cause an alteration cus it will all just be the same in the long run or the day existence is all done it makes no sense to stall death if we became inevitably destined to decay Unless we each put in tward evolving; to attain Taylor'd DNA concluded with absolute cell regeneration, achieve and maintain zero emission, self sustaining blank footprint not cross contaminating locations In that case in the end is still not a tier deference When the last dimensions inflated to the brim Even if existence initiates again, don't think there'll be A change you'll get to experience. mainly why I seek space Witch is being replenished as we speak yet I've to decide weather I'm inclined to be continuously friendly n nice or something of another Implemented ethic I've been cyclin through · a · Life · sentence · To my demise I'll TumbLIT till I'm dry and picked off by Aves Inn this Terrarium My Metamorphosis sustained __________ My entire 25 years I've maintained an ambitious desire to live a purely native life, not confined in any way but mainly secluded from society Witch is as inhumane and vain as I can be _ I remain high nearly each and every day Just tryin to evade my species Seriously may I succeed? Don't say hi to a stray Please quickly go away you see I'm an extremely intense eternally grieving Vile twisted creep with manic insomnia I slaughter by consumption alone Only to torture can I get off because I Want Hurt to convince control ___ I've been awarded Most sadistic and morbid, sure But I'm really mo of a masochist It's So rewarding Fer the exact same reasons I envision torching earth and watching as it burns While floating frosted in the distance suffocating With immerse passion I hate the fact existence ever initially became Infer I don't Give A Fuckin half a Shit Malice As it appears I write a vivid nihilistic note of it saturated in potent strokes depicted clearly and sharp as print, tight, elegant, balanced, blended and sincere as cursive pens pictures it paints in it Inscribed in theese diverging trenches ly staind remains of what potion runs in the veins Being and that have been Defined Toned, Scripted framed and set on display above the main entrance to the place I only Keep vacant In a sense Where it's here Hangin in ya face when you walk in as a blatant hint. Cheers. NOW IT'S L.I.T Untouched original chorus (for editorial referencing) My entire 25 years I've maintained an ambitious desire to live a purely native life, not confined in any way but mainly secluded from society Witch is as inhumane and vain as I can be I remain high Nearly each and every day Just tryin to evade my species Seriously l May I succeed? Don't say hi to a stray Please quickly go away you see I am an extremely intense eternally grieving Vile twisted creep with manic insomnia I slaughter by consumption alone Only to torture can I get off because I Want Hurt to convince control I've been awarded Most sadistic and morbid, sure But I'm really mo of a masochist It's So rewarding Fo the exact same reasons I envision torching earth and watching as it burns While floating frosted in the distance suffocating With immerse passion I hate the fact existence ever initially became Infer I don't Give A Fuckin half a Shit Malice As it appears I write a nihilistic note of it With strokes clear and sharp as print, tight, elegant, balanced, blended and sincere as cursive pens pictures it paints in it framed and set on display above the main entrance to the place I Keep vacant In a sense Where it's here Hanging in ya face when you walk in as a blatant hint. Cheers. NOW IT'S L.I.T
