It's been a long time since we've spoken, and we left things on a very sour note, and while I have no desire to patch things up, I feel like I've grown a lot as a person and I wanted to say that I hope you have too. I don't want to leave things the way they are forever, but I don't want to get back in contact either. The way you treated me was wrong, and that's why I never want to be in touch again, but I wish you the best.
Hey. I just logged on for the first time in like a month, so I didn’t see this until now, but I appreciate this message.
You were one of the kindest people I’ve ever met (I don’t know specifically who you are, out of 4 people from that group you could be, but that goes regardless of who it is). And I was too immature and selfish to realize exactly how good you were, and I was unappreciative and... just a dick, basically.
I believe I have grown. I don’t want to dwell too much on my feelings in the matter but I am haunted by how I treated all of you. I want to be a better person, and I’m getting help and hoping that I can move on and treat people right from now on.
I agree that it’s best we don’t get back in contact. I’m still growing and I’m still immature at times, and I don’t want to hurt you or anyone else again. But I really, really hope you and everyone else finds happiness in the future.
Thank you for all the friendship, love, happiness, and good times you’ve given me. I won’t forget any of you, and I’ll take this as a learning experience that I have to take accountability for my actions and be a better person.
And thank you for this message. I’m wishing you healing from any and all pain I inflicted, and though I can’t say this enough, I’m sorry.




