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Breathe.

@cassidy-giles

Do more of what makes you happy.
️Va te faire foutre
Mystic Messenger Chat Guide!

For those who still play Mystic Messenger or are just starting out- please enjoy this all-in-one chat guide! (*´∇`*) if you use please reblog!

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bonni

I'm afraid there's a humongous fungus amongus

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bonni

I should have way more followers because you all know that if fucking gayarsonist or some shit had posted this it would have 20k by now I'm so sick of this shit I'm so tired of the elitism on this fucking website I'm going to log off and work on some recreational activities *goes into my basement and continues to dismember the body*

You can tell you don’t have many followers because this is something you appear to want

Things that scream gifted kid burnout
Being on Tumblr, Wattpad. or AO3. especially AO3
Having several unused notebooks, that are empty simply out of fear of "ruining" them.
A caffeine addiction that started with you pulling all nighters that has progressed into you living off of monsters and never sleeping.
Having a praise or degradation kink, I'm sorry dear, I don't make the rules,
Saint Bernard by Lincoln If you wanna listen
Buying books and never reading them and or reading classics just to say you've read them.
Listening to Mitski , specifically Brand New city
All of Bo Burnhams Inside
Being the mom friend (you wanna give people the affection and attention you never received outside of your academic accomplishments.)
Your love language being acts of service
Having an academia playlist but also having a "lets burn the government playlist"
Hozier
Wanting to run away to the woods but also wanting to run away to a big city and cut off everyone from your past.
Having an obsession with office supplies/stationary
Notes app rants

in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience