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Reaching the conclusion that I'm simply so queer that any relationship I'm in would be wacky enough to qualify as queer regardless of the gender of my partner. I'll queer this for us, babe

being a horror fan that experiences panic inducing paranoia fucking sucks like ill just be like wow i cant wait to go watch scary shadow creature video number 74 and then spend the rest of the night clutching my phone with the flashlight on and playing five nights at freddys 4 in real life

like im aware that watching horror stuff at like 3am is going to make me think that slenderman is in my kitchen but also im a dumb bitch who sees scary video thinks yay i love scary video :) and immediately watches it

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Fascinated by what the draws you people to horror content

i like when theres some kind of creature or perhaps a guy

i’m the exact same it’s like, I love horror content and also I fucking hate horror content.

Anonymous asked:

How do you process grief?

by running from it until it finds me in the middle of a sunny street on a beautiful day

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prev had extremely beautiful and profound thoughts i had to share

[Image ID: Tumblr tags reading: #i dont think the way we our taught about grief is ever right #you dont fully process it #you just kind of grow around it and the painful knocking against your ribcage gets less frequent due to the space it occupies #my best friend has been dead for over 14 years now #and every February is a low month even if i lose track of time. your body keeps score of the grief and pain even if you dont i think #i was on the bus the other day and a child turned around and looking nothing like my best friend at all but had his teach and i cried #i think processing grief is allowing yourself time to be messy and gross and unconsumable in your discomfort #because we are told so many things like "grief is love persisting" and yes that is true but grief is ugly and hurts a lot and catches you #when you least expect it #i was 6 years out from my (other) friend being gone and had a full meltdown in the aisle of a grocery store with no warning and no trigger #it just hits sometimes #and i think grief is less about processing and more about existing around it every day until you become roommates #only bumping into each other occasionally on alternating weekends /End ID]

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usb drives you find lying on the ground are modern day cursed amulets

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just over a decade ago, i was a student at a big state university and i worked at a computer lab on campus. and people would leave flash drives there every fuckin day we're talkin like dozens of flash drives a week. and what's really wild to me is that they generally would NEVER come back and ask for their flash drive. like, maybe 1 in a 100 came to the desk and asked for their flash drive back so we'd just have boxes and boxes of flash drives. hundreds of them. and let me tell you, people would leave all sorts of crazy shit on those (it was my job to check). mostly homework of course but also, like, entire music and movie collections, games, personal photos, extremely personal photos, and, like, tax documents. do u know how many times i found a flash drive with someone's complete tax return and academic record on it? with like their social security number and everything? it's a good thing i'm not into identity theft because working there was easy mode. anyway about once a month i'd wipe all the drives less than 256MB in size, load em up with furry porn, and leave them around parties like easter eggs

@death-by-physics​ This post is several punches to the gut. in ascending order of pain.

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eye-opening tumblr post for me included the words "people are meant to be burdens" as in humans rely on and support one another and it's not a bother it's our purpose; to love and be loved in return. so if you ever think you're being annoying just remember we were made to love and it's going to be okay

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coming from the perspective of an addict in recovery. i'm a lot, i need help, i am a burden, and i am so, so loved and supported by my friends and family. i owe them my life and my heart

in conversation about white people who go to Japan and expect their knowledge of anime to culturally carry them, I was once posed with “it’s like if there was a Japanese guy who was obsessed with spongebob and came over here and thought he could get by just communicating in spongebob quotes.” This is a false equivalence because if such a man existed we would crown him king. We’d love him. Americans would fucking love that. sometimes I get sad that this isn’t a real guy I can invite to a party.