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adhd maybe?

@captain-capy-bara

Blog #1/5 • Chaos • what lurks in my soup brain •
penny for my thoughts, quarter for me to shut up

Kyoko and Sayaka have one of the most insane love stories in the world because what if I lost my sense of justice a long time ago and tried to warn you to give up yours before you were hurt? What if I watched you slowly lose that sense of justice overtime but by then I had remembered what it was like to believe in justice? What if I tried so desperately to bring one more miracle, one more act of justice into the world and save you, but it wasn’t enough, so instead I joined hands with you in death so my act of justice is making sure you’re never alone?

Raise your hand if the exotification of Christianity in Japanese media has always held a weird appeal to you as a non-Christian.

Every time a video game or anime goes "lol this shit is weird I'm gonna flex on it and use it for evocative but shallow aesthetic reasons" it's like getting a little vacation into a world where all that shit is acknowledged as unsettling and weird. It's such a relief.

As much as we poke at shit like Evangelion for doing this, it's a bald-faced lie to pretend that seeing the dominant, domineering religion many of us are stuck in the shadow of treated like that isn't a delight.

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no, YOUR persona 5 protagonist is a self-insert. MY persona 5 protagonist is a high school boy traumatised from being charged for a crime he did not commit, opting to take on different aspects of his personality depending on who he's around, imprisoning his "true" self as a result of the belief that no one will accept all of him, only the part they can see and like in him, so he instead offers himself up as a blank sheet of paper for others to draw whatever image or idea of him they have in their mind.

got a new sketchbook so i decided to start off with ‘people i like’

so heres Twelve from Zankyou No Terror and Yanagi from Horimiya

both of them look ever so slightly off putting and i cant figure out why and how to fix it ,,,

anyways here they are, right underneath the references i used

alright i drew one last character sketch for the night except this one looks simultaneously better and worse (???)

Its Zen from Akagami No Shirayukihime

As a whole, on an art level, i think it looks better than the other two. As Zen, on a character level, i feel like this is another person entirely??? idk man its 4 am i have school tomorrow so i give up.

Here he is, along with the references i used

got a new sketchbook so i decided to start off with ‘people i like’

so heres Twelve from Zankyou No Terror and Yanagi from Horimiya

both of them look ever so slightly off putting and i cant figure out why and how to fix it ,,,

anyways here they are, right underneath the references i used

Hello here to say that my favorite manga is Kimi Ga Kirai Na Koi No Hanashi it is absolutely adorable i love it with my whole heart and i wish more people would read it because i want to read fanfiction and see fanart of it but theres literally none and im not good enough to make my own and i just wish i could see more of it