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@canineeye

I am 18, for the love of god don’t block me I never update this part of my account.

anyone else know in their heart that they would absolutely adore smoking cigarettes so they have to avoid them like the plague or just me

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Could anyone please help us out with affording food and gas this week, we are... really struggling still .-. My wife was supposed to get two teeth that have been causing her issues for well over a year pulled today but had to cancel because we cant afford it we are just all around struggling to make it. My goal is 30-40$ so as to not have to worry about food but if anything more is recieved it'll go towards getting that appointment rescheduled for my wife. Thank you if you took the time to read this, shares are much appreciated [02/28]

When I went a few years ago, they were located in what was presumably supposed to be space for a parking lot security office. The rooms' walls were made of fiberboard and the lights were dimmed for what I can only assume was to save on power. There are just short of a million people on this island, and despite being one of the most consistently progressive states with a repeatedly pro-queer attitude, many of us depend on the Lavender Clinic because we have nowhere else to go. Please consider throwing a few bucks their way – it's not like we can just drive somewhere else to get care.

this is an immediate need, as well, in case anyone doesn't click through to the link. they share that they're at risk of closing within weeks/months without adequate funding. it's all well and good to decry transphobes, but we need to do what we can to defend and improve the lives of trans people. if you can send anything, please do.

we're about to be homeless again after just getting this place. we didnt even had the chance to buy a mattress, im!! this shit is so fucking hard

we wont be having roof over our heads by monday, it's okay for me to sleep on the streets but one of my brothers need his nebulizer every other day because of his asthma. the nebulizer helps him breathe

idk where to go from here, the plan is to just survive i guess

we'd like to raise at least $200 for two weeks worth of hotel stays and a little food

if anyone can spare us again, im sorry to ask so much, we just want to survive. i know it gets annoying to see me over and over, im really sorry

we've packed what little we have in a backpack and getting ready to leave the place tomorrow morning. anything helps my brothers survive, be it a dollar or two or a reblog

“The One Spirit Team has been working tirelessly to help as many families on the Rez as possible through this intense winter season. Road conditions are making it near impossible to distribute firewood and food. Many homes are without power or a reliable and safe heat source.

Any donations received at this time will be used to purchase firewood, supplies, and food to take care of those critically in need.”

Donations can be made here:

Donations to Oglala Re-Member organization, which also assists people living in the Pine Ridge Reservation, can be made here:

creating this mostly for myself for when i need this but also because several people have asked me how i find jobs! so here’s a list of seasonal/outdoor work job boards for yall/my future self-

coolworks- this is the “staple” job board- it’s lighter on the conservation side and heavier on the seasonal work- think more housekeeping, guest services, etc. but it sometimes has good stuff and is a great way to break into the outdoor job world! also if you’re ever in a housing pinch, they have a section of jobs with housing, which is a great way to escape your living situation if you need.

texas a&m university- this is a natural resources job board & conservation specific. lots of volunteer positions & lots of openings for biology things.

conservation job board- what it says on the tin. also contains some more ‘indoors’ type jobs that are still conservation- think grant writing, etc.

usa jobs- anything government. you need an account and a usa jobs specific resume.

good food jobs- more farm/food jobs and less conservation. if you have restaurant experience you’ll find stuff here, but it has a lot of farm things too! seemingly constantly updating. you need to make an account to apply.

backdoorjobs- coolworks but more obscure and a little harder to navigate. things seem to be better paying on there but stuff is posted less often and stays on there after the position’s been filled.

farm and ranch jobs- what it says on the tin.

agriculture careers- this is ag jobs but much more career focused, and you need to make an account to really view anything.

farm job list- what it says on the tin.

farm job search- what it says on the tin.

good luck and happy job hunting!

yeah so my wheelchair broke on me this morning 😌

it's pride month. im gonna be almost entirely housebound without my wheelchair. having it these last few months has improved my quality of life so much and allowed me to actually enjoy living again. and now its broken.

i dont know how much itll cost to fix it. the repair place said its $80 for basic maintenance plus whatever parts they need to replace, and my wheels werent going up hill + it smelled like it was burning when i tried to use it earlier this morning so i have a feeling that its definitely going to need some parts replaced. if its unrepairable i am going have to raise about 3k for a new one so i really hope i can get it fixed. hopefully as soon as possible.

if y'all want to help out a black disabled nonbinary lesbian this pride month, i would really appreciate it. im having a real hard time finding a job, and now that my chairs broken the possibilities just narrowed a whole bunch

venmo: @/asteronauts

cashapp: $asteronauts

if yall could share this i would really appreciate it

Just keep getting hit in the nads 🤪

Imagine having an autoimmune disease where the best medicine raises your blood pressure but then your doctor says you can’t walk around with high blood pressure so here’s more meds that will lower your blood pressure but those meds cramp your body up to the point where you can’t walk a block without wanting to collapse so they take you off and you immediately develop a pain in your abdomen because the blood pressure medicine may have given you a fucking kidney stone so then your out for a week in pain waiting for it to pass and get hit with a hospital bill despite.

That would be wild right?

Very Unfriendly Reminder that Tommy Lee:

In conclusion, he has done some truly, truly horrendous things, and if I see anyone romanticize him as an individual for whatever fictionalized version Hulu has created that Sebastian Stan will be portraying, I will lose my shit I swear to God. Please Don’t. Biopics are not biographies.

And honestly we know how y'all like to act cause you did the same with I, Tonya and I really can’t wait for Mark Wahlbergs to drop.

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There’s so many problems with this post. The fact that him mooning is above nazism and racism and abuse. The fact that people jump to Sebastian Stans protection first when he is a GROWN man who knows right from wrong and can EASILY know that tommy lee is an abusive racist. The fact that OP and others in the notes jump to “yea I don’t blame tommy for his past actions people can change 🥺 also don’t blame my fave Sebastian Stan he had no hand in this” even though he CHOSE to do this role. The fact Pamela herself has said she doesn’t want this made and y’all STILL choose to cry protection for Stan?? Also OP ur tags about zac efron are shocking to say the least because quite literally everyone knows who Ted bundy is so yes people were rightfully disgusted and he got much deserved hate for willfully acting in ANOTHER movie about a serial killer.

Sometimes I think about my life through the lens of the past.

How many things do I suffer though because of the greed of European “explorers” and American imperialism.

I leave the ‘āina. I leave my ‘ohana. I leave my heart. And I suffer at a job I hate. And I spent years wearing a fakey costume and smiling for tourists and pretending I felt anything other than empty.

I colonized myself. Made myself palatable for tourists. Made myself palatable for tips and a paycheck. And I ate popcorn for dinner bc that’s what we could afford and I spent my extra money making sure my siblings didn’t feel the crushing weight of poverty. And every extra cent was spent trying to save them from how I felt.

Humiliated. Colonized. A joke.

And now I live on the mainland because we cannot afford to live on sacred land. Because haoles move there for paradise, and they kill us as they buy up beautiful houses and pave the road for resorts. Our land. Our ‘āina. And I’m now a walking attraction. And I can do the hula style smile and I can make my eyes shine like diamonds. And people ask me if I picked coconuts from trees and I think about my elders who live in concrete apartments and I miss my grandfather and his warm smile. And I never know if I will see them again.

I used to stare at the statue of Kamehameha. His arm stretched out in a loving greeting. His other hand holding a spear to defend his people. But he leads with the hand. He leads with aloha.

Because that’s what we do. It is what we are born to do. We are born to aloha. To love. To compassion. Even now, even after everything, all I want to do is be kind.

And it’s terrible. But sometimes I just wish he had lead with the spear.

I was going to say “do not reblog” on this post, because it’s so raw and rambling. But I changed my mind.

I need everyone to understand this is how it feels to be Kānaka Maoli in this day and age.

We are hanging on here, but everyday it feels harder. And cultural revitalization has made huge steps, and we have come so far.

But they still pave roads for hotels. And most Kānaka are homeless. And we work so hard but the economy is in shambles. And they bulldoze my people for a telescope. And the Navy poisons the water again and again and again and then dumps it into the ocean.

And we try and we try and we try and we try. And I am so tired.

America has perfectly trapped us in an eternal hell.

Tomorrow marks the annexation of The Hawaiian Kingdom. The turning point.

Please understand. There is no paradise under American occupation.

ok im tired and dont want to do this but hi! my name is ana, and im a physically disabled + mentally ill, 2-spirit nby mi'kmaw/irish lesbian who needs some financial help! dont just like this post, please ignore if you cannot reblog or donate!

i just made a birthday post asking for help acquiring a cane and backbrace (this post), but unforunately i have to put that on hold in sad sad favour of paying the bills. the temp job i had for a month just let me go, and i have no idea if i will hear anything back from other jobs this month as last time took me almost two months to get that temp job.

i currently have this in my bank account:

+ a $114 cheque i still have to deposit from gst, but from that total im setting aside around $100 for groceries + days i may have to eat out due to sometime debilitating chronic pain that makes it hard to stand long enough to cook for myself.

so i have $168.68 to spare, and i still need around $417.32 to be able to cover bills and rent at the end of the month.

anything helps. heres my p blue m*ney app

hey people it's suco here😘 it's not looking so great for me or my family vs the first month of the next year cause apparently none of is can get jobs that pay when they're meant to or that pay a living salary, so im gonna put my paypal here cause we need mostly to pay for services and food since most of our money goes to fucking transportation, like wtf man, if anybody could help we'd be eternally grateful peace, love and dick✌🏽

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paypal, anything helps fr even with paypal's stealing dollars to pesos are a lot here in México 🙏🏽💕😭