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Can you believe that Benrey autism

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My main acc is @joyflameball I don't usually make sideblogs but none of my posts show up in the tags and I have opinions to share so here we are || PROSHIPPERS DON'T FUCKING INTERACT || I am a minor || Cassie, xe/them || Pfp by me, header by my good friend @dimonds456 (it's fanart for my fic) || I tag triggering stuff with both "#tw blood" and just "blood" (blood used as example). You can always DM me or send me an ask if you want a post tagged.

Honestly be pretentious as fuck about the stuff you create. Do a press release for your fanfic updates. Do a Q&A about your webcomic. Make fake merch designs for your OCs. Commission "official" book covers. Very few of us will ever get to a stage where something we've created Makes It Big but even if you have an audience of 5 people plus a shoelace fucking indulge yourself and pretend!! It's the only way to live!!

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me constantly releasing press junkets about my OCs like they are actual celebrities and i am their PR agent

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🪄what is your post-writing/sharing aftercare? How do you take care of yourself or celebrate yourself when you've finished a fic?

🎙️which one of your fics would you like someone to make a pod-fic of? 🤲what do YOU get out of writing? 💋when you leave comments on a fic, do you want to hear back from the writer? 🕯️how do you think engaging with each other through tumblr, twitter, comments, kudos, creates healthy fandom experiences? How do you deal with that if you're not a social person/experience social anxiety?

🧿what steps do you take to not take things personally if a fic doesn't do well, or if your writing/posting/sharing experience isn't going how you'd like it to? 💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

I think Benrey's eyeballs are not squishy and I will not explain this hyperspecific hc

Hey mutual what the fuck does this mean /lh /pos

His eyeballs are not squishy

YES BUT WHAT ARE THEY IF NOT SQUISHY. ARE THEY LIQUID? SOLID? RIDDLE ME THIS BATMAN

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN

Let's Get ((REAL)) fic writer asks

✨What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)

💘Is there any posted fic you want to rework/re-edit/re-write? 💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?

🌈is there a fic that you worked *really fucking hard on* that no one would ever know? maybe a scene/theme you struggled with? 🦋what are you most insecure about when you post a fic?

🌻what makes you want to give up on writing? what makes you keep going?

🌿how does creating make you feel? 🍉in what ways has writing helped you process trauma and/or navigate through your own life?

🎀give yourself a compliment about your own writing

🎈describe your style as a writer; is it fixed? does it change? 🎉how often do you celebrate completing & posting a work? how often do you give yourself the credit/validation that you seek from others when you post? (if you don't, you should!)

💞what's the most important part of a story for you? the plot, the characters, the worldbuilding, the technical stuff (grammar etc), the figurative language

💝what is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting? 🤍what's one fic of yours you think people didn't "get"? 🕯️was there a fic that was really hard on you to write, or took you to a place you didn't think it would take you? 💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it. 🍭why did you start writing? 💎why is writing important to you? 📡why is writing and sharing your writing important for fandom?

🪄what is your post-writing/sharing aftercare? How do you take care of yourself or celebrate yourself when you've finished a fic?

🎙️which one of your fics would you like someone to make a pod-fic of? 🤲what do YOU get out of writing? 💋when you leave comments on a fic, do you want to hear back from the writer? 🕯️how do you think engaging with each other through tumblr, twitter, comments, kudos, creates healthy fandom experiences? How do you deal with that if you're not a social person/experience social anxiety?

🧿what steps do you take to not take things personally if a fic doesn't do well, or if your writing/posting/sharing experience isn't going how you'd like it to? 💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

Let's Get ((REAL)) fic writer asks

✨What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)

💘Is there any posted fic you want to rework/re-edit/re-write? 💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?

🌈is there a fic that you worked *really fucking hard on* that no one would ever know? maybe a scene/theme you struggled with? 🦋what are you most insecure about when you post a fic?

🌻what makes you want to give up on writing? what makes you keep going?

🌿how does creating make you feel? 🍉in what ways has writing helped you process trauma and/or navigate through your own life?

🎀give yourself a compliment about your own writing

🎈describe your style as a writer; is it fixed? does it change? 🎉how often do you celebrate completing & posting a work? how often do you give yourself the credit/validation that you seek from others when you post? (if you don't, you should!)

💞what's the most important part of a story for you? the plot, the characters, the worldbuilding, the technical stuff (grammar etc), the figurative language

💝what is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting? 🤍what's one fic of yours you think people didn't "get"? 🕯️was there a fic that was really hard on you to write, or took you to a place you didn't think it would take you? 💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it. 🍭why did you start writing? 💎why is writing important to you? 📡why is writing and sharing your writing important for fandom?

🪄what is your post-writing/sharing aftercare? How do you take care of yourself or celebrate yourself when you've finished a fic?

🎙️which one of your fics would you like someone to make a pod-fic of? 🤲what do YOU get out of writing? 💋when you leave comments on a fic, do you want to hear back from the writer? 🕯️how do you think engaging with each other through tumblr, twitter, comments, kudos, creates healthy fandom experiences? How do you deal with that if you're not a social person/experience social anxiety?

🧿what steps do you take to not take things personally if a fic doesn't do well, or if your writing/posting/sharing experience isn't going how you'd like it to? 💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

ive been wondering this for awhile, because im a SUCKER for world building(? would you call it that?) and stuff but… whats the fanbase like? is there a fandom for the channel like there is for hlvrai? (but uh. more alive of course lol.) whats it like? i really wanna know about the general community around the channel…….

related to the fandom bit, do people in the fanbase treat the science team (minus gordon) like real people, or fictional characters? i think about this a lot especially in relation to dr coomer.. considering he seems to have some.. complicated feelings about his nature as artificial intelligence

im also so curious about like. outside opinions of the group… its really funny to imagine theres this group of people DESPERATELY trying to prove that the science team are just played by people and not really AI to no avail LOL i’m imagining like 50+ paragraphs long reddit posts trying to “debunk” them

i think about this verse a lot i have SO many thoughts about it So fucking many. Ok goobyby have a good day:-)

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Oh man, the fandom discourse for his channel would be INSANE. Because there's always a vocal percentage of the viewerbase who insists it's all staged, there's people who insist the AIs are characters and thus fair game for shipping without being deemed RPF. And then that makes the true believers mad, because they take it to mean the shippers don't see the Science Team as real people just because of their origins. It gets really messy.

Fortunately, that's just a small cut of the fanbase. Most fans were gripped by the narrative and the humor of the original HLVRAI streams, then stuck around because the group was compelling and interesting. The team are just funny people, and if they're really hyperintelligent (well, that's debatable) AI, then Gordon's streams with them are scientifically fascinating as well as entertaining. If they're not, then they're REALLY GOOD at committing to the bit and that makes them talented performers.

Coomer doesn't like to engage with viewers who constantly try to "debunk" him. Bubby, on his own channel, has fun with them.

"Oh yeah? If I'm a fraud, could I do THIS? AA--" This stream has ended.

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Ages ago I made an AU with a friend where some of the Science Team just occasionally made Reddit posts like. Picture of Sunkist in Black Mesa (the team in the background is surrounded by blood) or Benrey making an AITA post about the betrayal lol. This led a part of Gordon's fanbase to believe that the Science Team is laying out an ARG. I feel in the Streamman universe that would be "Several people finding these Reddit posts believe it to be a weird ARG until they find Gordon's actual channel"

I'm not sure that would stop them from thinking it's an ARG.

Wheatley's character is so fucking funny. Like if you look at his character as a whole, all the comments about "they told me if I did this I'd die," his complete desperation for control and power even when it is blatantly obvious he does not have the ability to wield it, that is genuinely fascinating. Wheatley is a genuinely interesting, compelling character. but also his entire character is

ive been wondering this for awhile, because im a SUCKER for world building(? would you call it that?) and stuff but… whats the fanbase like? is there a fandom for the channel like there is for hlvrai? (but uh. more alive of course lol.) whats it like? i really wanna know about the general community around the channel…….

related to the fandom bit, do people in the fanbase treat the science team (minus gordon) like real people, or fictional characters? i think about this a lot especially in relation to dr coomer.. considering he seems to have some.. complicated feelings about his nature as artificial intelligence

im also so curious about like. outside opinions of the group… its really funny to imagine theres this group of people DESPERATELY trying to prove that the science team are just played by people and not really AI to no avail LOL i’m imagining like 50+ paragraphs long reddit posts trying to “debunk” them

i think about this verse a lot i have SO many thoughts about it So fucking many. Ok goobyby have a good day:-)

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Oh man, the fandom discourse for his channel would be INSANE. Because there's always a vocal percentage of the viewerbase who insists it's all staged, there's people who insist the AIs are characters and thus fair game for shipping without being deemed RPF. And then that makes the true believers mad, because they take it to mean the shippers don't see the Science Team as real people just because of their origins. It gets really messy.

Fortunately, that's just a small cut of the fanbase. Most fans were gripped by the narrative and the humor of the original HLVRAI streams, then stuck around because the group was compelling and interesting. The team are just funny people, and if they're really hyperintelligent (well, that's debatable) AI, then Gordon's streams with them are scientifically fascinating as well as entertaining. If they're not, then they're REALLY GOOD at committing to the bit and that makes them talented performers.

Coomer doesn't like to engage with viewers who constantly try to "debunk" him. Bubby, on his own channel, has fun with them.

"Oh yeah? If I'm a fraud, could I do THIS? AA--" This stream has ended.

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Ages ago I made an AU with a friend where some of the Science Team just occasionally made Reddit posts like. Picture of Sunkist in Black Mesa (the team in the background is surrounded by blood) or Benrey making an AITA post about the betrayal lol. This led a part of Gordon's fanbase to believe that the Science Team is laying out an ARG. I feel in the Streamman universe that would be "Several people finding these Reddit posts believe it to be a weird ARG until they find Gordon's actual channel"

Let's Get ((REAL)) fic writer asks

✨What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)

💘Is there any posted fic you want to rework/re-edit/re-write? 💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?

🌈is there a fic that you worked *really fucking hard on* that no one would ever know? maybe a scene/theme you struggled with? 🦋what are you most insecure about when you post a fic?

🌻what makes you want to give up on writing? what makes you keep going?

🌿how does creating make you feel? 🍉in what ways has writing helped you process trauma and/or navigate through your own life?

🎀give yourself a compliment about your own writing

🎈describe your style as a writer; is it fixed? does it change? 🎉how often do you celebrate completing & posting a work? how often do you give yourself the credit/validation that you seek from others when you post? (if you don't, you should!)

💞what's the most important part of a story for you? the plot, the characters, the worldbuilding, the technical stuff (grammar etc), the figurative language

💝what is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting? 🤍what's one fic of yours you think people didn't "get"? 🕯️was there a fic that was really hard on you to write, or took you to a place you didn't think it would take you? 💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it. 🍭why did you start writing? 💎why is writing important to you? 📡why is writing and sharing your writing important for fandom?

🪄what is your post-writing/sharing aftercare? How do you take care of yourself or celebrate yourself when you've finished a fic?

🎙️which one of your fics would you like someone to make a pod-fic of? 🤲what do YOU get out of writing? 💋when you leave comments on a fic, do you want to hear back from the writer? 🕯️how do you think engaging with each other through tumblr, twitter, comments, kudos, creates healthy fandom experiences? How do you deal with that if you're not a social person/experience social anxiety?

🧿what steps do you take to not take things personally if a fic doesn't do well, or if your writing/posting/sharing experience isn't going how you'd like it to? 💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

Wheatley's character is so fucking funny. Like if you look at his character as a whole, all the comments about "they told me if I did this I'd die," his complete desperation for control and power even when it is blatantly obvious he does not have the ability to wield it, that is genuinely fascinating. Wheatley is a genuinely interesting, compelling character. but also his entire character is

I think Benrey's eyeballs are not squishy and I will not explain this hyperspecific hc

Hey mutual what the fuck does this mean /lh /pos

His eyeballs are not squishy

YES BUT WHAT ARE THEY IF NOT SQUISHY. ARE THEY LIQUID? SOLID? RIDDLE ME THIS BATMAN

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN

I think Benrey's eyeballs are not squishy and I will not explain this hyperspecific hc

Hey mutual what the fuck does this mean /lh /pos

His eyeballs are not squishy

YES BUT WHAT ARE THEY IF NOT SQUISHY. ARE THEY LIQUID? SOLID? RIDDLE ME THIS BATMAN

🤍 for the ask game!

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🤍what's one fic of yours you think people didn't "get"?

There's no one specific fic honestly because I don't mind if someone doesn't get EXACTLY what I was putting down. We've all got our interpretations tainting how we view the series, we've all got our silly brain thoughts. but also one day someone will point out the throughline through all of my benny fics and then i will finally be able to rest