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my love and my hate for you are infinite

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small simple safe price rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets this is not a small cut that scabs and dries and flakes and heals and i'm not afraid to die i'm not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight i want the pain of payment what's left but a section of pygmy sized cuts much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks would you be my little cut would you be my thousand fucks and make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid to fill and spill over and under my thoughts my sad sorry selfish cry out to the cutter i'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart love is not like anything especially a fucking knife (i'm a fake - the used)

didn't realise i didnt have an introduction post until just now so here goes ✨✨

  • hey whats up i'm kaz
  • possessor of tumblr-diagnosed autism
  • i'm a tranny and also a fag i use he/xe do not call me a girl im allowed to tho
  • i interact from my main blog @escapetheinevitable (asks, likes, follows all come from there)
  • trans lives > cis feelings
  • blog title from diluted by death spells
  • #1 artwork (2009) lover on the planet nobody is as insane about this album as me
  • tag roundup
  • my favourite bands are fall out boy, my chemical romance, the used, and green day

SOUL PUNK HATERS DNI

  • i like comics and shit i guess
  • i will post/reblog about all kinds of shit my interests change like the tides and my gender
  • 99% of the time i will forget that this is a bandom only sideblog so if you see me post about hunger games or baseball or shadow and bone or something then yeah
  • i write sometimes i may post it someday but that day is not this day
  • mutuals i love you but am also mortally terrified of talking to people so. that works
  • i love ask games! and just interactions in general i understand that is contradicting the above bullet point but i have since lost the braincell that deals with caring. send me your asks and tag me in stuff i love it<3
terfs fuck the hell off. this is blog is for faggots and trannies of all kinds

ok bye

"i cant watch shows about fantasy kingdoms without thinking about how they should be abolishing the monarchy" that my friend sounds like a skill issue

if im watching the lord of the rings extended edition i am a monarchist for 682 minutes

bishops knife trick - fall out boy

these are the last blues we're ever gonna have let's see how deep we get the glow of the cities below lead us back to the places that we never should have left the last blues we're ever gonna have let's see how deep we get the glow of the cities below lead us back to the places that we never should have left

real picture of me listening to lotro now that youve put thoughts in my head

"oh, you drain all the fear from me" DYINGGGGGGG

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LITERALLY IT FITS SO WELL IT CAME ON AND THE FUCKING "I KNOW THIS WHOLE DAMN CITY THINKS IT NEEDS YOU BUT NOT AS MUCH AS I DO" MADE ME LITERALLY FREEZE IN PLACE I WAS LIKE. WAIT A GODDAMN MINUTE. AND THEN I KEPT PAYING ATTENTION AND MORE THIBGS JUST KEPT JUMPING OUT LIKE UTS LITERALLY PERFECT FOR THEM "YOURE THE LAST IF A DYING BREED" "YOU ARE THE SUN AND I AM JUST THE PLANETS SPINNING AROUND YOU" "JUST TELL ME IM THE ONLY INE EVEN IF ITS NOT TRUE" IM- DGSHSFHSS

ITS PARTY AND THE WAY THEY IDOLIZE JET AND THE WAY THEY JUST WANT SO DESPERATELY TO VE THE ONLY THIBG THAT MATTERS TO HER AND THE WAY JET LOVES THEM MORE THAN ANYTHING BUT JUST CANT GIVE UP ON SAVING PEOPLE AND JETS THE ONLY ONE WITH SUCH A BURDEN AND PARTYS THE LAST PERSOSN THEYLL EVER LET THEMSELF CARE ABT THAT WAY BC AHE HASBT EVEN LOST THEM YET AND IT ALREADY HURTS AND IM STILL FUCKING SCREAMINGDHSG

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im worldbuilding rn and i must ask. do you think the killjoys play any insturments and if so, which ones? jet seems like the type of person to sing very well but never do it in front of other people.

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absolutely agree on the jet singing thing- personally i think he's the best singer of the four with poison behind her. people just tend to hear party sing more often so they assume theyre the best

as for actual instruments, the only one i think actually knows how to play anything is ghoul. that man is a DRUMMER and i will stand by that until the day i die!!! he has a kit it built himself out of old junk and scraps and shit. i think kobras also kinda interested in drums as like. a way of venting his anger and shit without getting into fights and shit, but he doesnt really play songs- not intentionally at least. he just kinda hits the shit however he wants until he calms down (but ghoul does absolutely try and teach him some real songs from time to time too)

i think poison wants to learn guitar- has since they first found out what one was. they always talk abt saving up enough to get one of their own but there just always seems to be something more important they gotta get whenever they go to the market. maybe the others join together to buy them one and they piece together how to play a few chords or teach themself some solos by listening to tapes over and over. i dont think theyre master at it but theyre definitely pretty good for someone teaching themself how to play in the middle of a nuclear desert

also ghoul finds a trumpet in a junkyard and it becomes his prized possession. does he know anything abt playing it? no not at all. does that stop it? no not at all

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JET PROPAGANDA i honestly think everyone has a different hc on what their gender and pronouns are. the way the danger days community functions is that since we have such a small amount of canon to work with most people build out their own personal “killjoyverse”/canon based on headcanon. and that extends to the characters because there is canonically very little we know about them. THAT BEING SAID everyone does it different so you get trans woman jet you get trans man jet you get transfem nb jet you get transmasc nb jet you get agender jet you get genderqueer jet you get neopronouns you get any combination of pronouns under the sun. jet star schrodinger’s gender sweep ‼️👍

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I love that for Jet. JET STAR SWEEP!

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when i was a kid i used to respond to the "glass half full/half empty" question by asking how the liquid in the glass got there in the first place. nobody ever gave me a chance to explain my reasoning so i'm doing it now

if you have a glass and it has some liquid in it, up to the halfway line, whether it is empty or full depends on what happened before the question was asked. if you started with a full glass and poured half out until only half remained, the glass is half empty, because if you continued pouring it would be fully empty. however, if you started with an empty glass and poured liquid from another container into the glass up to the halfway line, the glass is half full because if you continued pouring it would be all the way full. logical, no?

i was 13 years old when somebody finally told me it was supposed to be some kind of optimism/pessimism thing. i always thought it was a riddle that nobody let me solve

Okay but that actually goes really well with the metaphor. How did you get to where you are right now? Have things gotten better or worse? Does it seem like the trend is continuing?

Nobody's really an optimist or pessimist all the time, your outlook depends on the situation and how you arrived there.

My glass is full of spiders

georg?

NO TIME TO EXPLAIN RN BUT THIS WITH UR IMMORTAL JET AU. IM THINKING THOUGHTS RN

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OH MY FUCKING GOD HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT MARZ THIS ACTUALLY WORKS PERFECTLY W/ WHAT I'M WRITING RIGHT NOW. HOLY SHIT. TELL ME ALL YOUR THOUGHTS WHEN YOU CAN OH MY GOD I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS

I WAS JUST AN ONLY CHILD OF THE UNIVERSE BUT THEN I FOUND YOU YOU ARE THE SUN AND I AM JUST THE PLANETS SPINNING AROUND YOU YOU WERE TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE GOLD PLATED BUT WHATS INSIDE YOU I KNOW THIS WHOLE DAMN CITY THINKS IT NEEDS YOU BUT NOT AS MUCH AS I DO YEAH

HOLY FUCKKKKKK MARZ IM LOSING IT YOU'RE SO RIGHT THIS WORKS PERFECTLY OH MY GODDDDD