for you,

the day we started to talk I instantly felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders almost like I could breathe again. the calmness that your voice had kept me sane and made me feel like I've known you forever. I loved the idea that you were mine and would smile every time that I thought about you. call me crazy but I knew- this feeling of loving you sat deep below everything and I fought it because loving you was so scary to me. I gave in though and now I love you more than anything in the world and knowing that you feel the same way made me the happiest girl alive. Being in love is a crazy thing. You fight because you care too much but quickly get over it because you can't stay mad at them or get into serious arguments sometimes but just stare in dead silence and then smile or burst out laughing because you realized how ridiculous you were. You'll stay on the phone for hours every day sometimes not even talking just enjoying the thought that the other person is on the other line. and when you hang out you'll always want to cuddle because you want to hold onto you and never let you go. I forget about all the bad in my life when you hold onto me I forget about everything and just focus on the comfort that you give me that no one else has ever provided. Too young to be in love- maybe so but this is a relationship that no one would ever want to let go. It's perfect beyond words and makes me smile every day you've given me the world and a half and forever Ill love you.

you ask why I like to cuddle- it’s because the feeling of being held by you makes me forget about all the wrongs that I’ve done